What horrors will happen in 4 years, and with their power cemented by all the things they can get away with between now and then, what horrors will happen after that, and for how long? Don’t answer that question. We all have some pretty good ideas, I don’t need ’em spelled out. But my mind can’t help but ask, like the way we think “why?” when we feel pain. Doesn’t have to make sense.
I just hate it. It’ll be more bearable to me if they at least lose their vile messiah. Leave us in nazi hands, apparently we asked for it, but just lose the hideous smug face and insufferable voice at the top. Fuckin ben shapiro’s uncle tom ass lollipop guild voice would be more bearable. Entropy i pray, please do your inexorable magic, disintegrate the life, steal it away, reduce this horrific waste of flesh to atoms, and then to nothing.
If you’re one of the few tender souls who doesn’t think we should wish death upon the worst of us, take heart that this is as useful as thoughts and prayers, and can do no harm. Shit, you know he’d be proud and pleased to be despised by people like me, so if anything I’m doing him a favor. Even knowing my ardent desire for his extinction might cause his desiccated member to twitch, I can’t help it. I need it so much.
I have wondered in life sometimes who I hate the most. Con men tended to be number one, followed shortly by nazis, transphobes and misogynists somewhere down the way as well. These were always categories, not individuals, but how apt that all are rolled into this creature, the number one category embodied there with primacy. Just cease to be, bitch. It could happen any day, or not for twenty years. The luck we’ve had, you know which is looking more likely. But fuuuuuck. Let it be.
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Silver linings,ugh, lemme see… Just the usual. I think for most of us our lives may be negatively impacted but they will not end, we will survive and love our people and go into the night the same as we would have in a better world. Stick around, my friends.
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Another one: I don’t feel homicidally cranky about these fuckers all the time because I don’t think about them all the time. If I’m thinking about them, I want them dead. But mercifully my mind allows me to think about other things during the day. I can lean into that.
In fact, I’ve been queuing posts, and by the time this one comes up, I’ll probably be a lot more chill.
Dennis K says
Of course, rest assured you aren’t alone in your dark thoughts…
Great American Satan says
My real hope is that I’m not alone in being able to find occasional reprieve from them.