JnBvtWoI II:VI

This chapter was like pulling teeth.  It is lifeless and introduces too many boring guys.  In a subsequent draft, it should be much improved, but in the spirit of publicly posting the first draft, here you go.  If you want to read this novel from the beginning, see this article, read it, and hit the next button until you see more entries, stopping with II:V, starting again right here.  Meanwhile…

In the absence of change, left to convalesce in bondage, Zochino’s mind began to slow.  The last novel thing to happen was the introduction of humanoid autoesclavos, who mutely pushed him out of bed, made him perform simple exercises to prevent muscular atrophy.  Had that been a month ago?  Half a year?  Why was it taking the Church so long to execute them?

For a while his mind had crept around schemes, imagining circumstances he could encounter when finally taken from that place, and how he could turn those situations into escape or a more merciful death.  For a while his mind had conjured the reproachful faces of his comrades, had composed soliloquies and poetic apologies.  Now all these thoughts were fragments of tele played at half speed, through a haze of distortion.

Then a man appeared, cutting through the haze of fantasy with the weight of his presence.  Zochino hadn’t fully apprehended this until the man was already leering over the foot of the bed.  Had he come from the door?  From a different entrance he had never seen?  Aside from the deep lines of advanced age, he had the bearing of an inquisitore – a government agent who used the divine science of angelology in pursuit of the worst enemies of the Church.  His eyes were focused but distant, like he could no longer see faces – only the souls behind them.  He had been athletic in his youth, and still had the heft and poise to inflict brutality however he desired.

“There are people who would like to see you, Señor Olivares.”

Zochino’s lips parted to speak, but he could not yet remember how to breathe a sound.  The pig read his lips, or perhaps read his mind.

“That’s right.  They would like to see you dead.  But that is not yet permitted.  It will be, rest assured, but for now…  We must take our consolation in other ways.”

“Torture?,” he managed to ask.

“You are to heal, that you may experience your final punishment with full awareness of your subjection to the Will of God.  Until then, we have arranged – for those who so desire – that they may look upon your face, that you may look upon them, and reckon on those you have wronged.”

“That sounds awkward.  They really wanted to do that?”

“The guards will not touch you, but do not think that you have the power to escape them.  The only reason they have been so restrained is that they could not resist causing you injury.  Should you give them an excuse…”

The old man gave a quiet whistle and papal guards entered the room, standing at either side of the door.  Zochino lolled his head about, realizing that even with the exercise and medical efforts of his captors, his strength was a fraction of what it had once been.  The inquisitore removed his restraints, cradled his back, and lifted him firmly to an upright position.  How very like the motions of the medical autoesclavos.

Amiralo Don Heitor Bazanii was less grand than his title, short and slim like a businessman, pressed into ceremonial military garb.  Epaulets and a bicorn hat were festooned with gold embroidery, their black velvet immaculate shimmering voids in the reality between the gilded lines.  The surfaces of his eyes glinted with surgeries and subtle implants to offset natural degeneration, sometimes giving the impression of joyous tears at inappropriate moments.  He stood before the Pontiff-Regent, less impressed than most of the priests.

They had all seen angels before, but so much of that was in the context of ritual and divine science.  The Amiralo had seen spirits of every size and form imaginable, every time he traveled the astrocielo.  The more powerful, like Michael, exuded oppressive psychic energy, and the most experienced naval officers had hardened themselves against it.

He was flanked by experienced marines in black greatcoats with shining armored elements, each looking down and away in respect, but without bowing their bodies in the slightest.  Michael was flanked by two unassuming papal guards in standard regalia, save purple sashes that marked them as the personal escort of the Pontiff-Regent.  Those men also avoided eye contact with either of the highly ranked figures, but they could not help staring at the marines.  Why did those loyal soldiers make the men uneasy?

“Amiralo,” the angel said, “You have news of your quarry?”

“Ximura Contreras Ortiz–”

“Blasfemia.”

“–has not yet been captured.  Intuitives have an instinctual psychic resistance that defies scrying.  The Leveret was easier to track through astrocielo than on the surface of an alien world, in long space.”

Everyone’s face was glowing with subtle beauty in the reflected and diffuse blue light of day, there in one of the outer halls of the temple.  Every slight tilt of Michael’s head swirled his hair in great waves of brilliant black.  He regarded the man with a bored expression, poorly able to mask his emotions in such moments.  “Then you have no reason to be here.”

The Amiralo, in contrast, perfectly concealed his anger at the being’s dismissive air.  The angel had, in deciding to vacate his position in orbit, destroyed a vast number of his astronaves – thus slaying far more soldiers than the assassins ever could have alone.  Nobody who beheld the creature thought to interrogate the necessity of its ruinous descent, or, so it seemed to Bazanii, none save himself.  They had all effortlessly transferred that blame to the assassins themselves.  “I am simply here to announce our presence and give a status report, as any pontiff would expect of us under normal circumstances.  The reason for that presence is to coordinate actions between the Holy See and the Navy in this matter.  You will not see me again unless I require approval of a course of action.  Or unless you decree otherwise, of course.”

Michael looked down at the little man as a child.  “I do not.”

“Your Holiness.”  Bazanii bowed slightly and took his leave, followed by the marines.

The angel threw his hands against the frame of an intricately decorated window and stared out into the Walled City.  His wings swept behind him, nearly flooring the weaker of his guards, and stretched one time before folding away.  This was the view from a prison tower.  He gained some small pleasure from the adoration of the people – particularly at Mass – but the baroque stones of the city, the little bodies walking around like mice, they were so painfully tedious.  The refreshed lamen held his aura in check, and he found the inhibition paradoxically soothing and alarming.  It was nice to see the world and not see so much of it at once, but in self-imposed blindness, what threats might he not see?

Michael’s guards were the bravest and holiest respectively of those who survived the terrorist attack.  Before their appointment as the angel’s personal escorts, their job had been one of marching in formation and trading posts where nothing ever happened.  Now they had to be ready for fluctuations in his psychic presence, ready for odd demands or requests that went far outside the usual for them.  They exchanged looks while they waited for their master to sort himself out.

Dante was the bravest, Pietro the holiest, and they looked the parts.  Dante had dark slate hair with a few premature greys though only in his thirties, a body hard from dedication to physical fitness and the experience to not waste that effort on vanity.  His sharp dark grey eyes never flinched.  Pietro was prone to distraction, fit enough for the job but barely so, tall and thin.  His hair was little darker than his olive-colored skin in a similar hue, his eyes green, and his features weak – almost those of a cartoon fool.

Dante spoke, stirring visible fear in Pietro.  “Your Holiness, may I speak?”

“If you will.”  Michael closed his eyes.  The sun began to burn on his face.

“If you’re convinced Blasfemia did not kill him, why tolerate the sailors?”

“If she was one of them, she belongs with them.  None should escape.”  He looked down at Dante.  “You noticed their impertinence?”

“I can’t lie.”

“It’s surprising to me.  If I allowed myself the power to see into his soul, it might be enlightening.  I know that he must have spent years of his life watching me in the astrocielo, just watching the world in my quiet way.  Was I just a statue to him?  Am I still?”

Pietro choked.  “There’s no way!  I can’t imagine it.”

Michael looked at him kindly.  “God made me imperfect as anything in His creation, that I would not forget the distance between us.  My imperfection is ego.  I regard myself as a self, with relationships now to other people.  It is a new experience in my long life.”

“A sailor can’t imagine himself to be the equal of an angel, or of a Pontiff-Regent!  Can he?”  Pietro averted his eyes and nearly whispered the words.  “You represent God Himself, more than any of us.”

Dante watched the younger man in cool concern, but did not speak.

Michael said, “We are all His humble servants.”

Zochino’s room had been too dark outside the lazy glaring corona of the medical lights, and his eyes had grown weak.  In the halls, without those lights, he was near blind.  The autoesclavos at his sides were exceptionally sensitive to his clumsy gait and didn’t miss a step, adjusting to hold him just so.  They were made of some kind of hard plastic that softened and smoothened at the fingertips, no mistaking that grip for a human’s.  He could hear the boots of guards to the front and rear, beyond reach – surely walling off any escape like a phalanx.  In an even darker room the automatons sat him, and only a vague sense of the space told him that it was as small as a broom closet.

His back was too stiff to sit properly, and he slouched in the seat awkwardly.  Lights flashed as they juddered to life, filling the space thoroughly, just shy of the medical glare.  The proper masonry of the side walls contrasted with the construction of the entrances, and the barrier in the middle, which were metal panels sealed in place with plastics — all sterile white.  The barrier in the middle of the space had a window, through which he could be seen by visitors on the other side.  Zochino realized this was a hastily converted length of hallway.  Where did the other side go?  He also realized the only guard that remained with him was the two autoesclavos, making themselves small against the walls behind and to his sides.  He was once again, and for the moment, without human company.

“Hey, you know what’s happening here?,” he asked the autoesclavos.  They remained silent, following the same orders that had left him alone in his head while they saw to his physical rehabilitation.  “I know you can talk, guys.”  He was too stiff to even look at them.

The door on the other side of the barrier opened, admitting two women – presumably a mother and her adult daughter, both in funeral black.  Their seats looked more comfortable.  The inquisitore stood behind them.  The sounds of their movements were muffled and tinny through the glass, but they would have no trouble hearing each other.

The women stared at him through their thin veils, rigid and intense.  The inquisitore spoke first.

“This is the leader of the student group — the leader of the assassins, Zochino Olivares.  He is, for the moment, at your mercy.  Say what you will, my dears.”

As they decided what to say, they held each other’s hands, occasionally opened and closed their mouths.  Zochino still felt alienated by his long isolation, and was having trouble making sense of them as human.  They had all the features of a real person, the signs of age and natural bodies so different from the simulated actors on tele, but they seemed like a flattened projection, like he was seeing a screen instead of real faces.  Were they unusually intense fish in an aquarium?

The older woman spoke.  “You killed a lot of people, assassin.  So very many lives.  But it was from afar, with a gun.  What was the closest you ever came to one of your victims?  Was it His Holiness?  Someone else?”

He hesitated as well, eyes drifting to the old man, but this could not be tolerated.  The inquisitore said, “Look at them, or I’ll have the autoesclavos hold your head.”

“I’ve been alone so long.  I don’t…”  They looked so fake to him that it was jarring.

“Answer their question.”

“There were a few times it was close.  A few feet.  I can’t believe we all lived.”

The older woman fumed.  “What did it look like?  I know what it looked like to us.  To see Rogerico’s body.  To see what you had done to his beautiful face.”

The younger woman, who had seemed ready to make a bitter statement of her own, broke at the memory her mother had evoked and shuddered in horror, sorrow wrinkling her face like wet paper.

Her mother continued.  “And you were close enough to see it.  To see the evil that you did!  Even if you repent, it can never be enough for the likes of you!”

Zochino did remember then what it looked like when a human head is melted or blasted apart.  Fake, like so much wax or leather.  This memory made the women look even more false to him, just dolls with waxen heads on springs.

The inquisitore spoke.  “Well?  What do you have to say to that, assassin?”

“I don’t see what anyone gets out of this.  They can only be satisfied by my annihilation.  I have imagined my torture and death so many times by now that there will be no horror as they come to pass – only the satisfaction of curiosity.”

“I hate you!,” the young widow suddenly cried.

“That’s fair.”

The women broke into swearing and scrabbling at the glass until they were escorted gently but firmly from the room.  The inquisitore returned alone, and sat opposite the young man.

Zochino asked, “Are we done now?”

“We’ll see how nonchalant you feel when we are done.”  His eyes flicked to the ceiling and he hummed in thought.

“What’s on your mind?  To see if you can make me grow a conscience?”

“You have an interesting mind, but that is to be expected.  It will likewise be interesting to see it ripped apart, and to see you die.  For now, more.  How long will the wait feel to you?  I’ll be back in seven minutes, and then you will see one of the bereaved after another, until it is time for good souls to sleep.  See you soon.”  He stood and left.

The strange flattery lit something in Zochino’s mind.  That’s right, he thought.  I had once been prideful.  It hadn’t died yet — that instinct to take satisfaction from recognition of his genius.  Then came the dread.

If he could remember that about himself, would he also soon remember the pain of scorn?

Cardinals Domenico and Palladino sat at a shadowed table in a balcony high over the vestibule, watching the crowd beneath them and sipping tiny and exactingly prepared cups of coffee.  They both wore red silk skullcaps and black robes with red piping.  Domenico was broad-bodied but relatively narrow front to back, like a human tombstone, and the remains of his white hair curled.  Palladino was narrower from side to side, but with a pot belly and round face.  He was younger, with big dark sensitive eyes.  They could have had the balcony brighter, by chandelier or by admitting the sunlight, but did not want to be seen by the laity on that day.

A random wail of grief came from the crowd, inspiring a mild commotion.  Palladino winced.  “Does this truly help them?”

“It helps us to placate them.”  Domenico beckoned a guard closer, that he could issue commands more easily if needed.  “The people love their heavenly Pontiff-Regent, but that love can only go so far in ameliorating their need for justice.  This calamity has made so very many widows.”

“I’m still…”

“Hesitant about taking initiative where he has done nothing.  He has the power to turn everyone in this city to ash, and has a child-like temperament.  It is wise to tread carefully, but we still answer to the people.”

“Brother, we are supposed to be their leaders, are we not?”  His voice was weak.

“This was the right thing to do.  And look,” he waved the guard away, “They have calmed themselves already.  They know what they want, and do not want to lose that opportunity to a riot.”

Domenico shook his head.  “Nobody knows what they want.”

Below them a mature man and two younger women were allowed past a cordon, and escorted down a hall by a dark-haired man whose bearing, stiff collared white shirt, and black tie suggested was an inquisitore.  He spoke serious and short sentences, cautioning them about how to conduct themselves, and steeling them for an encounter with evil.

The first floor of the left wing of the building had been a very utilitarian stretch of drab offices that rendered the romantic architecture dull.  A once grand central hall had been turned into windowless archive and utility rooms, cut through with small hallways at regular intervals.  Four of those hallways had more recently been converted into tiny interrogation rooms.  The inquisitore allowed the three people into one, followed them in, and closed the door.

Across the glass sat a man with an otherworldly and vacant expression, soft features worn and sweaty, beard full and unkempt.  The hair atop his head was edging toward a baldness he might not live to experience.  The inquisitore spoke.

“This is one of the five who had been there, when your Tino was murdered.  Jorge Lactoque Salas, of Corazon 2.  One of the more heretical of the assassins, he was a student of Divine Science, corrupted by a fascination with sombras and duendes.”

The mature man spoke first.  “Did he..?  Was he..?”

“We cannot know which of them were personally responsible for the shots that slew your son.  It could have been one or all of them at once.”  He looked pointedly at an autoesclavo that read his intent and propped up Jorge’s head, stirring him to attention.

Jorge’s eyes were wet.  He could see the people now, but his eyes darted as much from one to the other as to the spaces between them.  “I will take this blame.”  In that long isolation, he had barely begun to recover from his ruined mental state.  The autoesclavos had been allowed to talk to him, which gradually drew him out.

The women clung to each other in fear; their father stared as if at a monster, unable to form words.  The young inquisitore said, “Whatever you wished to say or to ask, this is your time.  Signor?”

He shook his head.  “Surely even God will not forgive you.  How can you say that you will accept the blame?  It is not your choice, you dog.  You devil!”

One of the women asked, “What is wrong with him?  With his eyes?”

The inquisitore said, “We will try to correct that before his final judgment.  He should meet justice with clear vision.  Focus, assassin!”

Jorge clearly could not.  What he could not express to them was the reason.  To learn the application of divine science required a sacrifice or a crucible, to realign one’s will to those powers.  For most this was years of practice and meditation.  He had met this requirement, but now needed time to recover the focus to control those powers.

Where Zochino had seen his accusants as false people, Jorge’s vision was completely obscured by threads of meaning that bound those people together, by the intricate fire of their own wills and passions.  Their flesh was as meaningful as the furniture in the room, but their souls were utterly distracting.

Across the plaza outside, at a window of the great temple, an angel looked at the building with alien eyes, both young and ancient.  Michael knew the assassins were kept inside the old abbey, and he wondered at them still.  What possible punishment could he decree that would satisfy justice, that would satisfy God?  Another feeling dragged below the surface of that, threatening his sanity.  He could only think of looking at them again — at her again — not of the torment and demise that would follow.

In the fullness of his power, he could see causal chains extending into the past and future, could predict with some accuracy what would come to pass.  But where his own will was involved, there was something obscuring the way.  He knew that the only thing that could be hiding the future from his eyes was himself.

Cristina’s face.  The bloodlust, the derision, the falsity, the terror.  What would she look like in serenity?  In love?  Could she experience such things?  He suddenly felt an intense need to know the answer, but also knew it would not be easy to get the answer from her – if it was possible at all.

A look into her past, perhaps.  Inquisitores had gathered for his perusal every minute detail of their lives, including who had been their family and friends and lovers, and during which times.  It was a lot to sift through, to put it together, and infer the things that would never have been recorded.  Recordings weren’t usually good for much as everyone replaced their likeness with a digital doll like the actors on tele.

However, they just might have some use for a Pontiff-Regent.  The Celestial Hierarchy had access to the unfiltered visual information behind everyone’s personal videos.  What if he had a picture of her genuinely smiling, in all of that?

“Come with me to the surveillance center, and stand outside the door,” he commanded his guards, and set off at a pace that showed no consideration at all for their shorter strides.  They jogged to keep up.

Xihuani stared at the brothers through thick glass.  In a way they were just more dreams, more phantoms to flicker through the tele of her mind.  It was a countdown to the end.  But these boys, they were more significant than all the people in the memories and imagined futures from her isolation.  She had just enough awareness to know these ones were truly real, and as such, they were part of the final stretch of this countdown.  Were they number seventeen or number one hundred and three?

They took turns barking questions in vaticanes while one of the autoesclavos on her side of the glass tried to translate to corazono, but they never stopped long enough for the machine to finish its own translation, and all meaning was lost in the jumble.  The inquisitore in charge of this scene was less capable of maintaining control than those in the other rooms.

At last one made a demand she understood.  “Well?  Answer us!”

“Which ones are you?”

The autoesclavo translated, and they just looked at each other in confusion.  She tried again.

“How many are left?  How many?”

They still didn’t know how to answer, the inqusitore replied, and the autoesclavo translated.  “As many as time allows.”

“Time?  How much time?  How much..?”  She broke apart into useless sobbing, and remained that way no matter what prodding was applied as the parade continued.

Michael spoke to the computers, asking them to play all the video they had of Cristina, using his security clearance to see the unbeautified versions.  A few screens at a time wasn’t enough, and soon the display was divided into sixteen, each playing a separate video on loop until he tapped that area to move onto another.  He looked at all the images, eyes gliding, trying to glean whatever emotion he could from them.

Despite everything he thought he understood about childhood, he quickly realized children aren’t fully human in the way of an adult.  Innocence made them into beasts, and that version of them was not of interest.  Any joy she felt at that age was genuine, but not felt in the meaningful way of a more mature heart.  It was the joy of a dog with a toy, not what he was seeking.

The older Cristina got, the more stark her problems became to him.  She smiled all the time.  She only ever seemed honestly happy when her eyes were cruel or lost in hedonism.  Was her soul truly broken?  When she looked at her friends, it wasn’t love that she felt.  It was whatever her use for them was in a given moment – lust, amusement, a like mind to condone whatever misdeed she was then pursuing.  None of her friends were so bereft of heart.  They would look at her with the same dark emotions, but also with companionship, with loyalty — like love for an animal that wants nothing more than to devour you.

“No!  My eyes bedevil me!”  He didn’t know why, but he was certain this was not all that it seemed.  What would it take to draw out her heart?  A vulnerability, perhaps.  Something she felt precious about, that she truly loved, when tested..?  It couldn’t have been her assassin friends.  There were pictures of her with them — one in a romantic embrace with their leader — but her eyes betrayed no love there.  He knew that he could discover her heart quickly enough if he allowed himself to read her mind, but he could not control his energy precisely enough to ensure she would survive the process.

He knew why the others had turned from God.  They allowed intellectual vanities to blind them to the beauty of the Celestial Hierarchy, and seeing only the flaws they perceived within it, gradually came to justify a violent course of rebellion.  Once upon that path, the carnal pleasure of sin compelled them on.  Cristina had no intellectual descent.  It was as if she was born for sin alone, bereft of grace.  It simply could not be.  If true, her punishment would be as meaningless as putting down a diseased animal.  An incredibly beautiful animal.

She would only lie to Michael, should he ask her anything.  Whatever words he used must account for that.  How could he get her to reveal her truth?

Cristina found it hard to resist smiling.  One little family after another, they were brought before her — whoever dared to face the Devil.  This may have been the prelude to her execution, but it was not nearly the torture they expected it to be.  If anything, it was a consolation.

Putting on a face for it, oh, that was the worst.  At first shell-shocked was the easiest expression to pull off.  Whenever she felt like laughing, she’d widen her eyes, stiffen her lips, and roll her head back.  Look crazy, she thought.  As time wore on, this became more difficult, but she could hardly switch tactics.  The same inquisitore came into the room every time, and would notice her inconsistency.

“You whore!,” they yelled, in vaticanes she barely understood.  That phrase was popular and about the easiest one to get.  The autoesclavo that translated for her omitted the most emotionally charged language, communicated the general intent of sentences too full of obscenity to be sanitized.

The language was not so far removed from corazano that learning was impossible.  After the first few hours of repetitive abuse, she began to put it together – the way the words differed, the sounds to substitute in her mind to better understand them.  At last, she fully comprehended an old woman, who gripped the counter in rage, doddering.

“You took my brother from me.  I saw you on the video.  You were smiling when you killed him.”

“BuHA-!,” Cristina barked, barely stifling a laugh.  She doubled over, burying her head in her arms.  Let the convulsions look like sobbing, she hoped.

The woman began to yell and cry, worse than those who had come before.  Cristina kept her head down, couldn’t let herself slip now.  They showed them the video?  The survivors must feel so powerless.  The priests and police she had killed all felt so comfortable, so powerful in their positions of voluntary subjection.  Cristina took their pride from them, took everything they would ever have, and left their survivors feeling the pain those dead tools had been spared.  Delicious.

At an entrance to the balcony, mild commotion heralded a new arrival.  The papal guards negotiated with some other security component, out of sight in the hall, and then a man came into view alone, passing through the dim light in that corner of the room, out into the darkness of the balcony itself.  There was only one man with quite that uniform in the Stars of Weal, so he needed no introduction.  Amiralo Bazanii gave a casual salute to the cardinals and took a seat without asking.  He leaned forward and Palladino kissed him on the cheek.  The sailor half embraced the cleric, before they disentangled and relaxed into their chairs.

Palladino said, “Heitor, brother, have you visited Alessa yet?  She is in the City.  You know she adores you, and it’s been so long.”

“I’ve only been ashore a few hours.  Is she at your palazzo?”

“Always!  It’s so good to see you, you beautiful boy.”

“I love you too, brother,” and to Domenico, “Your Eminence.  Pleased to see you again as well.”

“I won’t interrupt your reunion.  Talk as much as you please.”

“But I do wish to speak with you both, as a servant to the Celestial Hierarchy.  His Holiness is too concerned with the Heavens to discuss tactical matters, and someone in the Holy See should be aware of what’s going on.”

Domenico took a quiet pleasure in the recognition of his own authority, knowing the Amiralo had meant to make it clear he considered that more important than that of his dear relation.  “Then enlighten us, please.”

“My own mission is confused by a basic point of fact you could clear up.  First, that.  Respectfully, who slew the Pontiff?  My quarry, or this Chaco woman?”

“An ancient superstition – that there should be no cameras in the temple’s throne room – has foiled our own clarity, but all the best evidence points to your quarry.  The assassins have not had even a moment to communicate with each other since their capture, and have been largely broken by isolation, but within that?  They have pointed to ‘Blasfemia’ as the killer.”

“And why is this Cristina’s name on so many lips?”

Palladino sadly answered, “The Pontiff-Regent is convinced she was the killer.  He is moved by the heart more than by reason.”

“…And this is our problem,” Domenico added.  “Which of these vile women slew His Holiness is not important.  They all conspired to the same end, and will be punished accordingly.  But the truth will assuredly come out, and if it is contradicted at every turn by this peculiar faith of that angel…”

“It undermines the authority of the Holy See at a most crucial time.  This makes me grateful to be a simple marine.  I will leave that problem to you.  Now, as promised, the debrief.  Inquisitores have turned up a wealth of intelligence on the enemy.

To what extent are the people in her life to be considered collaborators?  Again, for better minds than my own to decide.  But at minimum, Blasfemia’s sister should be arrested as well, for participating in her flight.”

“The Beast Girl?,” Palladino asked.  “How has this sucia not taken her own life?”

“Would she be a sucia if she possessed shame, brother?  She is an intuitive, of unknown power.  With her youth, she should not be able to do anything impressive, but before her fall, she commanded an unusual amount of fear in her village.  She studied under a more experienced witch, and might have some surprises for us.  Blasfemia also is reputed to be an intuitive, with brute powers of exorcism.”

“And they are together,” Domenico asked, “in the Heathen Worlds?”

“About a star called Borland.  Its people are few and far between, which should make finding them easy enough, but it’s a savage place.  It would be a waste of good marines or even good autoesclavos to send them door to door.”

“At the Wall of Ice, are there not monsters you may deploy?”  Domenico steepled his fingers.

“The hellhounds, yes.  Some few have been loosed upon that world.  Should any be banished, our seers may be able to narrow down their location.  However it’s possible Borland 1 has exorcists of its own, in which case, that would tell us nothing.  Worse, the dogs might kill the girls, and ruin the whole point of the hunt.  Deploying them was not my idea.  It is sometimes necessary to allow capitanos the freedom to act without requesting permission from light years away, though their decisions can complicate things.”

“What is left to be done then?”

“Since the dogs are already deployed, we can use their presence to intimidate.  Threaten the locals into giving up the witches.  We have reason to believe the heathens there have little experience of spirits.  It is not a certainty, but ectobaryonic interactivity is extremely low on the planet.  Its angel is long dead.”  Bazanii noticed emotional looks in their eyes at the mention of a world angel, and glanced back and forth between the cardinals.

Palladino said, “Our own has blessed us with his presence, but I cannot help wonder, will he return to the astrocielo when his work here is done?”

“And if he transubstantiated again,” Bazanii wondered aloud, “would it be as destructive as his descent?  I will initiate a plan to evacuate the near astrocielo if the event seems imminent.”

Michael was going to see her, and had begun to walk in that direction before he was even aware of his intention.  Was it something of his power to see the future, expressed as unconscious action while suppressed by the lamen?

Another aspect of this power connected some dots he had not previously noticed.  When he had looked from the temple windows at the plaza, seen the people moving like ants, he had not considered where they were going.  A crowd had been massing at the old abbey where she was being kept.  There was little else in that building to draw that many people.  What was happening, and how had he not noticed it?

There were not as many gathered outside the abbey as he descended the temple steps, and they began to take notice of him, to bow and pray, and quail away from his path.  The angel of the world, in the crown of the fallen pope.  Michael had developed enough self-consciousness to try to put on a calm and beneficent face, but he could barely restrain himself from flying again.  Dante and Pietro again hustled to keep pace.

They were all too caught up in the rush to notice the nosebleed and vertigo left in his wake, the trembling hands and dilated pupils.  Michael came into the foyer, which had been divided by velvet cordons into a snaking path.  The people in line shrank away as those outside had, panic rising inside them but not quite breaking the surface.

On the balcony, the cardinals and the amiralo leapt to their feet, Palladino knocking over his chair and almost losing his footing.  Domenico gripped the balustrade and spoke loudly enough to pierce the rustle of the crowd.  “Your Holiness, Pontiff-Regent, do you require any assistance?”

The wings burst from his cassock and flapped powerfully, chasing away any who still had the psychic fortitude to remain close to him, and he flew through the cavernous space right to the balcony, perching on the railing.  The men there backed up to make room for him.

“What can be happening here, where the assassins are kept in isolation?  Why this riot?”  His expression was wild, but his voice still held at least enough composure to command respect.

Only Domenico spoke.  “This was my idea.  You had commanded they be kept apart from each other; I did not know you meant to keep them from others as well.”

“And the idea is..?”  He took an unconscious step forward and looked down at the thick priest, making him seem very small.

Domenico was unbowed, though he felt the aura of psychic menace as much as the people below.  “To let the families of their victims see them, and to have their say.  They have grown impatient for justice, and I thought to ease their pain until such time as you make your final judgment.”

“These people are lined up to see them?  To interrogate them, or excoriate them?”

“We will end it, of course, should you so decree.”  He bowed subtly, arms out, palms down, like an effort to calm a wild beast.

The huge angel stood to his full height, looking away in thought, mind racing.  He imagined them all crying for forgiveness, shackled before the funereal mob.  Of them, he saw her most of all.  Thus abused, off balance, might she let slip the true nature of her heart?

“Tell them it has been stopped for today, promise nothing for tomorrow.  It is all being recorded, yes?”

“Yes it is.”

“I will view the recordings, and decide if it shall be allowed to continue.  One more thing…”

Cristina hoped that she hadn’t blown her act.  The young inquisitore did not change his routine, and so it seemed unlikely she would face consequences for it.  But then the flow of visitors abruptly stopped.  It was taking too long for the next one to arrive.

Usually the inquisitore would be the first through the door, holding it for the family to follow, but this time the visitor came first.  The great angel crouched deeply to fit through the door into the tiny room, and the little man had to tread carefully to avoid stepping on wings.

He sat in the chair across from her, his natural height and the papal crown making him seem so absurdly giant, and stared at her – an expression equal parts baleful and sad.  “Cristina, child, this is your last visit for today.”

Some unseen power followed him into the room, filling the humans with dread.  Cristina’s skin shivered.  “What is it now?  What are you doing to me?”

Confusion rewrote his expression, but the bad energy remained.  “I am not…”

The door opened behind him, and a man unseen behind his mass spoke quickly.  “Pontiff-Regent God’s mercy, but we may need your power.  Some in the crowd have fallen ill!”

The inquisitore spoke from his corner, mustering all of his courage to do so.  “I believe your aura is the cause, Your Holiness.  Whatever your will…”  He bowed deep, as if offering his neck for a death blow.

Michael turned his head one way, then the other, wings starting to strain in place, then settled his focus on Cristina.  She visibly sank beneath his stare, as surely as if he had thrust his arm through the glass and pressed down on her forehead with his massive palm.  Veins pulsed at her neck and temples.

His expression softened and tears ran from the eyes of every human in the room.  “I did not will this.  I did not…”  He closed both hands over his face and reeled in his power.  Somehow it had escaped the magic seal!

In response to his fear, Cristina and the two human men shrank away and tried to flee.  The men had an unlocked door and were soon in the hall, but Cristina could only slam herself against the door to her side, uselessly, doing herself violence.

The angel had to not let that disturb him, for her sake, for everyone.  He forced his emotions to go as blank as possible, and while successful at the conscious level, his heart still raced, still affected the people around him.  He envisioned this all as rays of colored light exploding from within, and willed each to recede into his chest, one by one, as the people around him began to recover control of themselves.

But it was too late.  Once the people’s emotions were set ablaze, they could only cool so fast.  Cristina slumped against the floor, crying and incoherent with fear.  Knowing that to stay would only expose the city to more of his uncontrolled aura, he had to flee.

Again, stuck in the door frame, was a single huge feather to mark his passing.

In the hall, Dante and Pietro ran again in pursuit of their Pontiff-Regent, barely recovered from their intervention in the interrogation room.  Pietro had expressed the need for God’s blessing for the afflicted, and Dante had the courage to bring that need to Michael directly.

The three inquisitores watched them go, then conferred with each other.  The eldest – Questore DiMartigna – said, “We’ll need to take protective measures of our own.  There is a reason why Man was given Dominion over the angels.”

His subordinates were shocked at his daring, but clearly did not disagree.

“Secure the prisoners.  I’m going to have a word with Cardinal Domenico.”

Spookt a Third Time

Still at it…

SPOOKTOBER DAY 12 – WESTERN
OPTIONAL CHALLENGE:  PARANOIA

TITLE:  THE ANGEL OF GOD

Premise:  Feuding rascals in a wild west have gone too far, shot too many innocent bystanders.  A preacher has a vision and makes peace his mission, establishing The Angel of God Revival Church.  When he speaks, even wild boys listen.  A great calm settles over the town and everything is hunkydory.

Horror Element:  Reckon that’s a mite suspicious?  Picture a little too purdy?  The outlaws who hate each other the most, want to kill each other the most, find that when they break out of the spell enough to try, they are overwhelmed by some unnatural power.  Don’t feel like the work of Heaven.  And if’n it is, Heaven needs to step aside.

An angel-like creature is behind the effect.  The preacher sacrifices cattle to gain intercession, and the spirits calm everybody by singing an almost imperceptible note that carries throughout the town and countryside.  The wild boys plug up their ears and go on a cherub-killing spree, which the preacher responds to by summoning the boss angel to walk the dusty streets, punishing the sinners.  They kill the angel and live happily ever after.

Clearly, this was devils masquerading as angels to lead impressionable preacher into sin, right?  No, it’s just the way god actually works.  Miracles don’t happen anymore because priests forgot how to sacrifice cattle right.  The more you know.

Some Nonsense:  Fameis, or Fronone, like a great marquis appears among the multitude, and makes people marvelous in rhetoric.  He gives the best familiars, understanding of languages, and the grace of one’s friends and enemies.  He has twenty-six under him, partly from the order of thrones, and partly from the order of angels.


SPOOKTOBER DAY 13 – VAMPIRES
OPTIONAL CHALLENGE:  MUSIC

TITLE:  BLACK BRASS

Premise:  Alexis gets bad headaches.  At peak moments, they’re accompanied by a deafening cacophony of trumpets, vision fading in and out of blackness, and an indescribable sense she is surrounded by crows.  At last a neurologist diagnoses the condition as form of epilepsy and gets her on some medicine.

It wasn’t epilepsy, exactly.  There’s an outer darkness of infinite hunger that seeks to devour all life.  Alexis has latent psychic potential that the darkness used to gain a foothold in the world of the living.  The darkness was eating at her, and the pills stop that.  She still has episodes, but she recovers from them much more quickly.  Thanks, science.

Horror Element:  During her episodes now the darkness is forced out of her mind and into the world of the living, where it manifests as a guy in black.  Sometimes he’s a shadow on the wall, a crow in the parking lot, a disembodied musical note, a face in the mirror that is not your own.  He steals people’s life force before he disappears again.  As Alexis gains more life and health, the people around her begin to suffer and die.

Some Nonsense:  Judifliges, a strong leader, appears in the likeness of a crow, and then he appears in human form.  When he proceeds before his master instructor who so commands, he makes all who look upon him hear a symphony of trumpets.  And then he brings forth all kinds of instruments and teaches how to play them.  He is the best familiar.  He has 19 legions under his dominion.


SPOOKTOBER DAY 14 – ALIENS/SPACE
OPTIONAL CHALLENGE:  CHAOS

TITLE:  JOSEFINA Y BLASFEMIA VS LA VENGANZO DEL PAPADO

Premise:  In the grim darkness of the far future there is only war.™  After Josefina and Blasfemia defeated the church and its angels, they left the Stars of Weal in pandemonium.  This was supposed to be impossible.  What happens when your prayers can only be answered by devils?  When the templars have lost their supernatural authority?  When primal spirits walk the worlds with no one able to contest their powers?

Horror Element:  Chaos rules, babes.  Josefina and Blasfemia can disappear into it and live out their days in relative peace, should they so desire.  But first they have to run a gauntlet of messed up horrors.  The Astrocielo is burning once again, fallen angels squalling in terror and mutating into who knows what?  Then there’s the horror from within the team – the duendelino that became obsessed with Josefina owns their only means of travel between worlds – the Leveret.  Trapped in space with your stalker, what could be worse?  The Mandate of Heaven has broken and the Church will never be able to recover from this blow.  But that won’t stop them from getting their revenge…

Some Nonsense:  Andras, or Vandras – a great marquis – appears in angelic form, with a head considered similar to a great night raven.  He rides on a strong, powerful wolf, carrying a large and sharp sword.  From him comes bloodshed and discord; he properly understands how to sow these, as war between two brothers, or between master and servant.  And under him are 30 legions.


SPOOKTOBER DAY 15 – SUBURBAN GOTHIC
OPTIONAL CHALLENGE:  SITCOM

TITLE:  AUDREY AND ASHLEY

Premise:  Alternate Universe type deal. World’s first screen lesbian situation on a sitcom, but here it’s all different people.  The story would be told as episodes of the sitcom, possibly in screenplay format.  Let’s say, alternating with real world chapters.

Horror Element:  Political and personal pressures make everyone involved have intense drama, like a gothic novel.  Light-hearted TV fluff alternates with dire biz.  The characters within the story gain some sense of how rare and special their love is – they’re the only gaydies in the entire universe of TV fiction.  They want to be together even tho the show is cancelled.  But what do the actresses want?  Lines of fiction and reality blur, probably some kinda metaphor for death.

This is a repurpose / rewrite of an idea I had like a hojillion years ago, a few years after the IRL situation, and wasn’t originally going to be a sitcom – maybe a TV drama like Dawson’s Creek.  It was also not going to have the compressed timeline, and was going to be completely banal in nature.  Probably it’ll work better like this.

Some Nonsense:  Beduch or Bamone, a great marquis, appears in the likeness of a leopard with wings in the shape of a griffon’s.  When he takes a human form, he gives the best love of women or makes love subside.  He causes feverish love when he is involved.  He willingly reveals women’s secrets, and mocks them upon the revelation.  He makes them strip and frolic in luxurious nudity.  He gives eloquence, and has twenty legions in his dominion.


SPOOKTOBER DAY 16 – MAD SCIENTIST
OPTIONAL CHALLENGE:  PSYCHEDELIC/STONER

TITLE:  WE MUST KILL THE JAGUAR POPE

Premise:  In a remote canyon in the Southwestern USA, a mad scientist has retreated from civilization to establish a new religion.  The DEA has sent a young agent on a mission to kill him, in hopes of fighting the intense wave of drug use that he has inspired.

Horror Element:  Basically the plot of Apocalypse Now, but as the DEA guy gets closer to his target, reality unspools.  The scientist discovered the psychoactive properties of licking a certain type of frog and became a Tim Leary -style evangelist for the drug.  But the hallucinations have a life of their own.  By the time he reaches the scientist, he sees him as a jaguar in papal regalia, in a pueblo kingdom of twisted frogheads.

Some Nonsense:  Azo, or Oze, a great president, appears in the likeness of a leopard.  But when taking human form, he makes a person wise in all liberal arts, gives true responses of divinity and hidden things, and makes a person change into other forms.  And at the instruction of the exorcist, he makes a person insane, such that they believe they are not.  And because they have a crown on their head and a sceptre in hand, they believe themself to be a king.  The sceptre is given by the exorcist, who this king obeys until it has been held for the span of one hour.  Below Azo are twenty legions.


SPOOKTOBER DAY 17 – CYBERPUNK
OPTIONAL CHALLENGE:  VIRTUAL REALITY

TITLE:  MAD MALWAR3 GIRLZ WILL HAVE THEIR REVENGE

Premise:  Colleen Crash loved and lost when ANи1KA and M0NiK4 v 1.0 were destroyed by the NSA, but she managed to salvage enough of their code to make new versions.  This is all well and good.  She could just take that W and retire, but she can’t shake off the need to make Tha Man hurt, for all that he’s done.

Horror Element:  The world is some kind of absurd place that could never exist, where the world’s most obvious con man pedophile and fascist thug managed to get elected with a mandate to destroy democracy itself.  I know I can’t bear to imagine it.  If that kinda shit happened I’d be hiding from the real world at all costs.  Pure imagination, babey.  Anyway, Colleen must confront evil in its purest form, where virtual reality ends and this horrible totally fictional reality begins.

Some Nonsense:  Ras, a great president, appears in the likeness of a deer.  When, however, he assumes human form, he speaks gravely.  He makes beasts languish and stagger.  He gives true responses, and the grace of friends.  He has under his dominion sixty-nine legions (nice).


JnBvtWoI II:V

For the love of hell, do not look at any news today.  In other sad things, David Lynch has passed away, and I had one thought on that.  And if you want to read this novel from the beginning, see this article, read it, and hit the next button until you see more entries.  Meanwhile…

PENCILS DOWN!!!

I did my best, but met neither goal.  I did not finish the story and did not make the word count.  Didn’t even make the humbler goal of finishing act two, because my outline sucked.  This last chapter was like pulling teeth, and was meandering anti-climactic guff.  So even though it isn’t midnight quite yet (close), I am calling it in.

37, 251 words, a few chapters shy of the halfway point in my outline.

In the astrocielo around Borland 1, spirits looked up from their meals, from their eternity of grime and desolation amid a god’s bones, to see an unusual sight.  An astronave arrived, looking like a giant spiked black iron cage, suspended by rods from a slim, gold, coffin-like shape, embossed with stylized wings.

The cage suddenly burst apart, leaving desperate terrible creatures clinging to the dangling remains of it.  The coffin casually sailed around the world then, raining beasts whenever their strength failed.  As they fell, their survival instincts kicked in, and they fled the astrocielo for physical space just before they hit the ground.

They were effectively scattered across an entire planet, most of them very far from the nearest prey.  But they had senses that defied the physics of the material, a sense of smell that could take them halfway around the world.  The hellhounds had the power to heal these physical bodies, but they would need to eat.  The hunt began.

Josefina had promised to let Mallor’s children spend time with Ombunculita, which she would have to supervise – and so that time was committed.  She changed her diaper and cleaned and groomed her, in the basin of the guest suite living room, while Darter taught Umbrifer to play an electrified string instrument on the couch.

Darter looked at her with affection just the wrong side of salacious, but quietly so.  Umbrifer could not distinguish human expressions quite keenly enough to detect it, but noticed some flavor of distraction.  “The chords, Darter.  That’s a new one for me.”

“Ugh, just feel it out.  Real close to a F major, except…”

Umbrifer played a sour note in response.  “Guess the band isn’t going to make it.  What are you thinking?”

“She’s singing something.”

Josefina was singing quietly to herself, barely enunciating most of the words, but the tune carried just far enough in the warm quiet room.

Darter said, “You know you’ve really got it when you can play by ear.  Let me.”  He took back the instrument, palm muted the strings while he felt it out, and then began to play in time with her song.

She stopped singing and looked at him, which meant Ombunculita looked at him as well.  They both smiled sweetly.

The dead boy felt his hidden eye throb.  Could she really like him?  He kept playing until she started to sing again.  Unfortunately, she either couldn’t or wouldn’t project, so the song remained so much quieter than the accompaniment.

Umbrifer said, “That’s a neat trick, friend.  I commend you.”

“Thank you.”

Ombunculita mouthed like she was singing, not even well enough to match the time or shapes of the words.  Josefina picked up her little arms and danced with her, still singing.

Umbrifer smiled weakly.  What a strange scene!  It thought again of what Josefina was infamous for, and whether there was any contradiction in who she was today.  No, it thought.  A person could be a sex weirdo at sex time, and a perfect charmer the rest of their life.

Josefina noticed the smile and returned it, which Darter noticed, making him skip a note, face terse until he sorted himself out.  Umbrifer was also distracted, worried that she was going to find it sexually appealing.  It turned its weird face around and bugged Darter about the misstep, taking the opportunity to shake up the scene.

Josefina took Ombunculita away, leaving them behind.

Darter said, “It’s your fault she left.  She didn’t like your face.”

“Maybe that was it.  Hey, how old were you when you died?”

“Um, like sixteen.”

“How long ago was that?”

“A year ago?”

“You’re still so young.  I’ve heard young humans are fools for love.”

“That’s all dead and gone, my friend.  Don’t worry about it.”

“I won’t.”

Blasfemia leaned against a water changing station in the middle of the village, trying to shake the sickness.  She’d been drinking too much; now she needed a sip to take the edge off every morning.  What a fool!  But not a lonely fool.  That seemed to be the norm for the village, especially among single youths.

Kabel was passing by and stopped to say hello.  The big lady had a way of discouraging other people, which was helpful.  Blasfemia wasn’t keen on getting mobbed.  She pantomimed the hangover, and made a production of getting her mobile out.

“Hey, Kabel.  Where can I get a little medicine at this hour?”

“Raise the wrist?”

“That’s the prescription.”

“If it’s just a little, I might have it.”

“It is,” she made praying hands around her mobile, “just a sip.”

Kabel produced a flask, and let Blasfemia wash her mouth with it.

“Do you think you’d be good to handle a gun today?”

“Hmm, yeah.  Why you ask?”

“We gotta save bullets, but we also gotta stay sharp, so there’s an allowance for practice.”

“What’s there to shoot?  Can’t imagine you want trouble with the Company.”

“Want’s got nothin’ to do with it, sometimes.”

“Alright.  What are we shooting at?”

It was a reasonable scheme to have Blasfemia to herself for a time – most of the others had burned their bullet allowance, but she still had some to spare.  She walked her past the end of the village proper, chatting lightly as they went.  They stopped at a disused algae field, only visible as odd lines in the snow, and a shack.

“So what kind of guns to you have?”

Kabel set her bundle down and unwrapped it.  There was only one gun inside.  Blasfemia had expected the blocky shape to be a case for the weapon, but it turned out to be the weapon itself.  It looked like a series of shiny silver blocks with slightly rounded edges, and the end had a very large opening.

“What the hell kind of bolt comes out of this thing?”

“Plasma.  The bullets flash to plasma in the chamber, and the pressure causes it to erupt from the front.  It’s not a very safe weapon to use, honestly.”

“What kinda risks are we talking?  They don’t explode in your hand, do they?”

“No, but when they miss, they can miss badly.  A misfire usually sends it down thirty-five or so degrees from where you were pointing it, so it’s good to keep that area clear.”

“So you can’t rest it on our cover unless you want a lap full of plasma?”

“Yeah.”

Blasfemia whistled.  “What do the bullets look like?”

Kabel had been wearing a utility harness and belt just covered in blocky pouches, and she took them off, laying them over a short length of ruined fence.  “I’ve got twenty-eight to spare.”

“Damn, girl.  You got the bombs.”

Kabel smiled bashfully and fidgeted with the belts.  “Um…  I’m really bad at this, but I have to ask…”

“What is it?”

“What the hell is that?”

Blasfemia spun to look in the direction Kabel had.  There was nothing – but a hint of tracks in the snow.

“I thought you didn’t have animals here.  Could it be a robot?”

They held their mobiles out in front of them almost like weapons, so they could keep an eye on the horizon and read each other’s words at the same time.  “Gotta be some Company shit.  It was headed to the village, and we’re all the way out here with the weapons.  I’m an asshole.”

“Call ’em up.  I’ll call my people.”

They both hit the mobiles, strapping on the bullets as they did, and at last were marching double-time back to Alish.  Running was unwise – running out of breath at the wrong moment a deadly mistake.  By the time they neared the village, they could see the big robots coming in from the other direction, and toughs in the street, brandishing identical plasma rifles.

Someone cried out from behind a building – they had found a victim.  There was no point going that way, because the toughs had found tracks, and were pointing this way and that, to coordinate closing in.  As they passed within line of sight to the body, Blasfemia shot a look that way.  Blood in the snow, but couldn’t make out anything specific.

The lines were converging on the area of the bugaster’s house.

Mallor and his wife Patria were relaxing in the master suite when the call came in.  Something that moved like an animal, heading toward the village.  They called their children’s mobiles, but were ignored.  It was likely no cause for concern – just brattiness, or forgetting to charge.  They couldn’t call Josefina because the technology of their mobiles was not even remotely compatible, so they split up, to check different parts of the grand house.  Snow began to fall, gliding off the grand domes, and the light from the heaters bloomed.

(note to future self: this is meandering too much, shoulda outlined much more specific.)

Patria met Umbrifer and Darter in the guest suite, where they had just gotten the call from Blasfemia, and were planning to ride out trouble in comfort.  She spat at them and marched away, which Umbrifer took as a threat to the hospitality they’d thus far received, and hustled after her to see if it could make nice.  Darter played a single sad chord and slumped, still bothered about the scene with Josefina.

Mallor found the children being entertained by Ombunculita in the downstairs parlor, Josefina taking a call from Blasfemia as she watched them.  She had a faraway look, not taking things too seriously?  She did agree easily to Mallor’s suggestion they all go upstairs.

Shortly, the whole family and most of the visitors were in the living room of the master suite, which had large window overlooking the village square.  They watched the gunners move through the streets.  Josefina pointed to Blasfemia, and Ombunculita pointed as well.

The village toughs had it cornered in the grand house’s back yard.  This was no garden though; it was a maze of utility sheds, storage, and machines used to support the house.  Someone called the bugaster to tell him, and they worked out a strategy.  Gunners would carefully aim their rifles so that there would be no crossfire, while covering every angle of egress from the garden.  More gunners would enter the house from the front and take up guard along any weak points where it might break in from outside.

But unless they wanted to wait however many hours for the thing to make a move, somebody would have to go into the maze to find it.

Meanwhile, Mallor and Josefina went to watch the back yard from the best window view.  Due to the thick walls, some windows were substantially recessed in them, and to get the best view, they had to crawl inside the frame, move up to the pane, and wait there.  Ombunculita put her little hands on the pane and looked, though she seemed more interested in the feel of the glass on her face.  Mallor was creeped out, but didn’t say anything about that.

“They say it killed a child, savagely.  I can imagine a killer robot, but not one that would treat a body that way.  How could it be a beast?”

“It must be from the spirit world, Bugaster.”  Josefina wouldn’t look him in the eye, but had the convenient excuse of watching for a sign of the thing.  “Many spirits are basically monsters.  Born from of all of our fears.”

“I’m aware there is a spirit world.  They all say the spirit of Borland 1 is dead.”

“I’ve seen it.  It is.”

“I’ve never heard of a spirit on Borland 1 itself.  It’s just not that kind of world, Mis Josefina.”

“Umbrifer shows that there is nothing to keep that from changing.”

As the people waited outside, Blasfemia grew impatient.  Kabel was going to share the gun at target practice, but there was no way to do that in this situation, and they had no guns to spare for her.  Rumors did the rounds on mobile chat.  It was definitely a monster of some kind, not a robot.  It killed this person, or that.  The things it had done to its victims.

Blasfemia stood up.  “If it’s just a monster, it doesn’t have a gun, so why hide under cover?  It’s surrounded, right?”

Kabel said, “I wish you wouldn’t say that.”

“I’m gonna go.”

“With just your knives?”

“Yeah.  Make sure nobody shoots me.”  The fence wasn’t a barrier to much more than weak winds and snowdrifts, and she hopped it before anybody could stop her.

She made both tools into blades and kept one pointed forward and one backward as she stalked.  The natives had no experience with monsters, but Blasfemia had cut her teeth on them.

The polar regions of Corazon 2 had a weak boundary between the spirit and physical world, with “faerie paths” developing in any overgrown area from time to time.  When the more bestial sorts threatened livestock, one could try to overwhelm it with firepower, driving it back to the spirit world.  But it could potentially just come back.  Blasfemia’s talents were such that she could banish a spirit with physical harm, pin it to the material plane so that it could not escape, or just kill it outright.  It seemed like this one needed killing.

(note to future self: ooh, this is going so badly.  i swear.  wotta mess.)

“Here kitty kitty kitty!  Come and get it!”

She came out into a kill zone – an open walkway through the garden, where the thing could come at her from a half-dozen different directions.  Surprisingly, it did not opt for stealth.

In the window above, Ombunculita pointed to her, and the hellhound.

“By God,” Mallor said, “What is that thing?”

The hellhound was two meters at the shoulder, largely metallic in a way that reflected the landscape – now reflecting so much plastic and metal.  It really did look like a dog, but with more heavily built shoulders and head, and a front lip that split all the way to halfway up the snout.  It opened and closed the slit as it breathed, and the blood of its first victim trailed from its jaws.  It was definitely larger than anything Blasfemia had ever banished.

“Ooh, a doggy.  A little puppy doggy.  Come on.  Let’s go.”  She held the knives back, so that she could connect with the power of a swing – not sure how much it would take to penetrate that hide.

Behind her, looking down from the window, Josefina slapped a palm on the glass.  Two voices came to her, of Noise and Peace, saying “know thyself.”  A light bloomed from her eye, pushing her head back, blasting the air like the bleat of a huge antelope.

Mallor was shoved against the wall by the force, and when he opened his eyes, she had vanished, leaving only Ombunculita – whose eyes were glowing like twin suns, both palms on the glass.  He looked out the window and saw Josefina floating in the air, before she vanished and reappeared again, closer to the ground.

The hellhound snapped at Blasfemia, but before she could touch it, sank back to the snow, like a dog about to get hit with a shoe.  Josefina walked by, almost drifting like a ghost.

“Know peace,” she said, her voice echoing across dimensions.  She plucked the blinding star light from her temple and gently tossed it at the hound, where it landed like an anchor, pinning it to the ground by its jaw, burning its hide.

Blasfemia’s head snapped between that and the hellhound, not knowing what to make of it, but afraid the beast would shake off her power, not willing to take that chance.  She plunged a dagger into each eye, willing the creature’s death, forcing herself to think only of hatred as she did.

The emotion was key.  Her power was always intuitive, before she even understood that it was a power.  She knew that if she wanted something to die bad enough, while she was stabbing it, that was the end.

The hellhound shuddered, bleeding and burning far more than its wounds would suggest, until it shook apart, melting to nothing in the snow.

JnBvtWoI II:IV

For the love of hell, do not look at any news today.  In other sad things, David Lynch has passed away, and I had one thought on that.  And if you want to read this novel from the beginning, see this article, read it, and hit the next button until you see more entries.  Meanwhile…

The wave of destruction in the astrocielo had fully run its course, and the Celestial Hierarchy had formed ranks to restore order.  Usael was still spinning slowly, but not dangerously, and could be used as a base for the reestablished angelic host.  The spirit world of Dio 6 was already on a path to rebirth, restoration.  But what would that be without Michael in the sky?

Pontiff-Regent Michael spent his time learning as much as he needed to administer the state.  Primarily, it was the broad strokes about what the papacy even directly controlled, and which cardinal or official would be the best appointee to perform the duties for him.  But there were a few responsibilities that cold not be delegated.

He presided over one mass every day, and a high mass once every seven days.  This felt like a distraction from his most vital work, but it was also a moment of peace, an affirmation of his own faith, and he came to appreciate that – as much as the people were enthralled with having a high angel preach to them.

It also could be used as a way to get his thoughts out to the Stars of Weal, without having to specially record papal transmissions.  The news bureau could just use recordings of those masses, followed up with official statements from the College of Cardinals, clarifying any points that might be muddled.

They didn’t like having to clean up after a reckless speaker, but at least his principles lined up well with their needs.  This was about righting a grievous wrong, and restoring Heaven and the worlds to their proper order.

And this left him enough time to pursue his greatest interest – understanding the assassins.  If he could understand them, he would know how to prevent anything like that from happening in the future, and know how to most properly dispose of them – dispense the most perfect justice that he, as a lesser creature than God, could create.

There were so many odd lessons along the way.  What was a university?  What were the differing thoughts on politics, which would lead some students to radicalism?  How had he never noticed that heresies and dissenting ideas still existed, from his place in the stars?  Omniscience wasn’t what it used to be.

There was the parade.  Everyone the assassins had ever known was interviewed and interrogated exhaustively.  By the end of it all, he knew what ages they had graduated from potty-training, what breakfast foods they liked, and what words they spelled incorrectly on standardized tests.  Cristina was always the most interesting to find out about, but the answers never added up to the person in his captivity.  How could one such as she have come from such simple origins?

And there was an irritant that kept coming up: the one that got away.  Investigation concluded that they had brought a fifth assassin with them to the Walled City – and that one had escaped the planet.  It was the murderous iconoclast they had broken out of prison on Corazon 2.  It was hard to get coherent statements from the assassins on her.  Xihuani seemed terrified of her, Zochino blamed her for tempting him into the assassination plot, Jorge associated her in his mind with the Mandate of Heaven but was unclear on why, and Cristina was just unimpressed, thought of Blasfemia as a country bumpkin.

Cristina’s opinion held the most weight with Michael, and he decided this Blasfemia must not have wielded the blade.  That could only have been Cristina herself.  Yet Blasfemia was all the guard could talk about!  She had made some terrible display of herself on the tele, and tele carried more weight with the people than the life that was right in front of them.  Michael was terribly annoyed with it all.

God was, of course, on their side.  Exhaustive investigation had revealed she escaped in an astronave called the Leveret, and the College of Divination bent their best minds toward tracking that ship through time and space.  It would be found, and until then, all Michael had to do was wave off the pests when they came buzzing.

There was another issue shadowing his powerful mind.  Ever since the first day he had seen the assassins in the cathedral, he had not allowed himself to see them again.  The feeling that he had experienced that day, it had shaken him.  It was not the assassins that he feared, but the feeling itself.  Something within him would spark, would make him lose control of his psychic energy, and he did not know what would happen at that point.

At first it was just a sensible precaution, then it grew to be a great weight in his mind.  The only way to get over the fear was to just see them again – to have them brought before him, or to go to them in person – but what if the risk proved true?  At last, he realized that there was a way to handle that.  His power could be constrained by means other than his own willpower.  If he could simply limit his own power, the only consequences would be in his heart and mind.  Those he could surely handle.

And so Michael contrived a lamen to be worn upon his chest, beneath his cassock, imbued by powerful ideals with the enchantment to restrict his perceptions and powers to within his own corpus.  While wearing it, he could not extend his influence over others, which should prevent any damage to hapless bystanders, should his control slip.  The first time he tried it on, he was disappointed to find that everybody looked at him differently.  How much of their devotion came from his angelic aura?  He removed it, until next he was able to devise a way of limiting that talisman’s power over him.  A simple prayer strip could be adhered to it with consecrated wax, and easily removed when he wanted his powers suppressed.

Thus armored for spiritual battle, he went to face the one that inspired the most intense feelings in his young heart.  He flew to the hospital under the cover of night, that he would not draw a crowd there, and stole within.  The first guards that he encountered fell under his glamer and quickly took him precisely where he wanted to be.

Cristina’s hospital cell was always dark.  The drugs destroyed her sense of time.  Was it day or night?  The only way to guess was how tired the attendants looked.  The window had been covered at first by simple screens, but those has since been replaced with a heavy sheet of metal carved to fit just right, bolted and welded in place so that none could get out any more than the light could get in.  The screens were still in the room, shielding various medical equipment from her eyes, glowing from wherever artificial lights touched them.  It was like being surrounded by flat ghosts.

At the door, something came over the paper doll string of guards.  Were they subtly changing, transforming?  No.  They were trembling. But their bodies stilled once more as they made way for a new arrival.

It was a pontiff!  So tall and young.  And winged?

“No.  No, no, no!  You can’t be an angel!  We killed you!”  With his powers gone, she was barely visible to him, beneath bandages and hair and tubes – she was just some thrashing pile of nothing.  Not right.

He approached her carefully, folding his wings back, arms low at his side.  “I am not the true Pontiff, though I hold his office until a proper man may be elevated.  It is true that you slew him, Cristina, and his soul shall not be seen again until the End of Days.”

He could see her a little better then, leaning as close as he dared, lest his feelings return in power.  She was still slowly shaking her head, trembling.  Was it fear or disgust?  Michael felt ugly then.

Cristina said, “Why are they hiring angels for this kind of gig now?  What are you, a church spirit?  Patron of the guards?  Where’d they dig you up, creep?”  Tears rolled down her cheeks.

He felt a stir of anger and stood to his full height.  “Know you that I am Michael, the Angel of God, a direct servant of your Almighty Lord.  Your sin brought me to land.  Your crime.  I merely respond to your invitation, fair Cristina.”

She stopped shaking her head and looked at him with strange eyes, as if he was a dog with three heads.  “That can’t be true.  You’re up there, sleeping over the world, with your nasty dick out.”

“I walk the earth now!”  He clasped one hand over his heart and gestured desperately in the direction of the temple.  “I walk the marble tiles of that basilica, that has become the true pontiff’s sepulcher, because you made it thus!”  He came closer, not quite there, hands reaching like claws.  “Do you understand now, child?”

“Why?  Why couldn’t it be God?”

Michael remembered then her desire.  He remembered what she had done, when presented with the image of God Almighty –  reaching with fingers of unbridled malice for his sweet throat, closing hands around his neck even though they burn.  He again clutched at his heart, and knocked over screens with as sweep of the wing.

She asked, “Why are you such a drama queen?  You’re acting like a cheap tele star, bitch.”

Again, anger.  He flew to the bed and gripped the rails with his might hands, lowering his face until he could see her so close, so clearly.  His breath was hot on her cheeks.  “You mortals and your tele!  Can you not feel a thing?  Have you no heart in your chest, thou whore of the devil?!”

Cristina had so often in life just reacted mindlessly to what was in front of her, used a disrespectful tongue that was faster than the leading edge of her mind.  But the reality of this monster was suddenly upon her, larger than life.  This was one of them – an angel.  It believed it was a servant of the creator of the Universe, did not realize that it was created or corrupted from its natural state by the beliefs of humans.  Essentially, it was an insane animal, with power to burn her to ash if it sneezed.

She smiled sheepishly.  “I believe.  I do.  Have mercy?  Please tell me that you have a heart!”

Michael could see her falsity, her contempt, her fear.  Why, oh why, did those poisonous traits lie behind a face so fair?  Even with all her makeup washed away, with black hair coming in beneath her heavenly white crown, countenance twisted with barely controlled mortal terror, with hatred, she was amazing.

Everything Michael had known as beauty before this, it was all statuary.  Marble edifice.  Light for light’s sake.  She was a creation divine, quickened flesh, tender and vivid, over pearly white bone.  Her eyes were the plain jelid orbs of a beast, rimmed in red, jagged black lashes like spider legs – but in that, somehow, a fascination he could scarcely comprehend.

His expression of anger softened.  He felt as if his face would fall from his body, rain down upon her, and his bones would just roll away, collapse at her feet.

And then he withdrew, like a frightened cat, fleeing the room.  On his way out the door, a feather came loose from his wings, and landed on the black and white tiles below.

The paper dolls folded back into their gate formation, and only by the sight of that feather could Cristina know that what she had seen was not a dream.

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Michael flew to the palace, to the balcony, and to the relative privacy of his bedroom.  There he stopped in front of a full-length mirror, seeing himself as he seldom did.  What did this appearance inspire in Cristina and why did he care?  He looked haunted.  It occurred to him that he didn’t know if the lamen was even working, and he pulled madly at the cassock until he could see it.  Yes, it was still there, slightly crusted with wax from the seal he had removed.

He reached for the chain, to remove it, but hesitated.  Was he in a good state to be without its protection?  Still, he felt he needed his powers just to focus on the matter at hand.  He called for a guard, and issued the order to have the palace cleared of anyone who might be susceptible to damage from his feelings.

The great angel meditated all through the night, putting his thoughts into order.  In the morning as he was headed to mass, a highly ranked guard brought him news.  The Leveret had been traced to a Heathen World, of course.  They had dared the Wall of Ice!  Fear makes the weak do strange things.

“What manner of security do we have at the Wall of Ice?  What forces?”

“The Wall is manned by few men.  More of autoesclavos, and many more of beasts.”

“Animals, in the astrocielo?”

“Monsters.  The Soldiers of Ice call them hellhounds.”

“Send these hellhounds to Borland 1, and let them know fear.  Watch for the Leveret to flee, and capture it if it does.  If it does not for a fortnight, send men to take this Blasfemia, and any who collaborate with her.”

“Yes, Pontiff-Regent.  It will be done.”

JnBvtWoI II:III

For the love of hell, do not look at any news today.  In other sad things, David Lynch has passed away, and I had one thought on that.  And if you want to read this novel from the beginning, see this article, read it, and hit the next button until you see more entries.  Meanwhile…

Bugaster Mallor’s house was the only place large enough to comfortably accommodate guests in the little algae farming village of Alish, which had the humbling effect of making the head of government into an occasional innkeep.  But in a sense, it was a privilege to host people from far away, to enjoy a greater share of the company of people you had never met, while most of Alish’s people were all too familiar with each other.

Construction in the wind-scoured hills needed to either have flexibility to bend in the wind, or solidity enough to stand unbowed – the middle ground would lead to disaster.  Most of the village’s houses had solid vertical metal beams sunk deep in the ground, but intentionally left unjoined by inflexible material to prevent cracking.  The rest of the structure would be layered flexible materials, with the outermost layers mostly a shiny corrugated white plastic.  The Bugasters grand house was, instead, built like a castle.  Not a large castle, but one with extremely thick stone walls, enameled with scallops of the same white plastic as the rest of the village.  All the openings in that stone were layered and sealed with perfect engineering to render the interior nearly immune to the discomforts of the weather.  You couldn’t open most of the heavy windows without machinery, but they let in the light and kept out the snow.

It had two levels above ground and one beneath, with the upper level reserved for the rooms that had to be the most impressive.  The three largest were the ballroom and the living rooms of the master suite and the guest suite, each topped with a clear dome, having microstructure that resisted accumulations of snow and ice.  When the lights were all off at night, through them you could see the stars.  When the lights were on, they provided only strange fishbowl reflections of the rooms beneath – lavishly appointed with eclectic furnishings and decor, over lacquered colorful stone tile reminiscent of riverbeds, lit by an assortment of warm white lamps shaped like tall rectangles and cylinders, and three huge decorative heating tanks, which each looked like a sequence of frosted translucent glass dominos that slowly pulsed with yellow-orange glow, as the chemicals within swirled and cycled through warming and cooling phases.

On a great couch mounded with furs, the sisters lay at opposite ends, Josefina with Ombunculita across her lap.  They still wore the finery from the endless party, but the details were getting shabby.  To survive the social pain, they had drunk to excess, and were nearing the limit of their consciousness.  But they hadn’t enough of each other’s company by the time the party ended, and so they shooed Umbrifer and Darter to their rooms, and dwelled in that fancy room a while longer.

Ombunculita snored soft and high-pitched, sounding more like a housepet than a human-derived creature.  Josefina would drift off, then get snapped back to bleary consciousness by a word from Blasfemia, then the same thing in reverse, over and over, allowing that family reunion to happen in slow motion.

“Josefina, hermana, what was in the Torre?  I just… can’t imagine what you were doing, with no food or water or fire…  For how many months?”

“Mm?”  She tried to open her eyes, roll her head to look more fully at Blasfemia.  “Witchery, hermanita.  You know how Umbrifer came from the astrocielo?  Before it did that, it did not need to eat or drink or breathe.  Spirits only pretend to do these things, like a feeling to experience.”

“Huh?”

“I was in the spirit, so I lived like a spirit.  I thought I was thirsty, but I wasn’t really drinking.  Everything around me was an illusion, but illusions were all my body needed.”

“God damn, that’s trippy.”  The answer didn’t satisfy her, but it did help her realize that no answer would.  She began to drift off.

“Hey.  Why did you ask?”

Blasfemia stirred with a snort.  “What did I ask?”

“About the Torre Alucine.  What it was like.”

“Oh, just, I still think about it, all the time.  I can’t stop thinking about them, back in the Stars.  Just planet after planet of jerks, being gross to you.  I thought …  it was smart to come to the Heathen Worlds.  These jokers don’t speak no language you’d see in Church bullshit.  How could they know about that crap?  They can’t.”

“That wasn’t the only reason I came here.”

“How did you end all the way outside the Ice?”

“I ran away to Abuela, told her everything.  She doesn’t watch tele, you know?  I felt like I was burning alive, like nowhere could ever be safe, like I should just die but I didn’t want to kill myself.”

Blasfemia shed a tear but didn’t say anything.  “Mmhm.”

“So she told me that the answer was to find peace with myself.  Some stuff like, every soul is alone, no matter who we’re with, so we all need to find peace with ourselves.  I needed to know myself to get through it all.  And being young, it made things harder.  She said when you live a long time, it happens all by itself.  But kids are too new, have changed so much so many times when they grow up, they don’t know who they are.”

“That does sound wise.  Maybe she isn’t just a freaky old weirdo.”

Josefina smiled.  “She’s a freaky old weirdo, but not just that, yeah…  Basically, I went to the Torre Alucine to experience some vision of my life that was so intense, it would show me who I am, without having to wait around for years to figure it out.”

“I know who you are, hermana.  You’re a funny lady with weird ideas, weird friends, weird things you like to do.  But you’re so nice, just the sweetest person in the world.  I can’t live without you anymore, OK?”  She reached out a hand, grasping at the air, but neither of them were in a condition to get up and make the physical connection just then.

Josefina made a grasping hand gesture as well.  I squeeze your hand.  Then she returned that hand to Ombunculita’s little ribs, and she shifted in her sleep.  “You do know me, but that looks a little different from inside my head.  And another funny thing about the Torre – I can see things now, so clear.  The ideals are everywhere.  It’s overwhelming, but also…  I can just let it wash over me.  Like a drop of water is too cold, but when you get all the way into the water, it’s less of a shock.”

“Is that intuitive stuff again?”

“I know.  I’ll shut up about it…  What about you?  I didn’t want to leave you, but I couldn’t do anything for anybody when it was like that.  Sounds like you got in the worst kind of trouble.  How the hell did it happen?”

“Aren’t you supposed to just know?”

“Not like that.  What I don’t get is that… you’re so wild, people treat you like a dangerous animal.  No way you just sweet-talked your way onto an astronave bound for the Walled City.  How did it happen?”

“Well, whenever people were being gross about you, I would cuss them out, or hit them.  But it was everybody, everywhere, all the time!  So they could laugh it off, because how can I punch everyone?  They felt safe in a big bunch like that.  Until I started hurting them, started killing angels.”

“Oh no,” Josefina said softly.  She bit her lips.

“All the places in town got angels, you know, like hospitals and fire stations and the tele station, whatever.  So I’m making a scene downtown and the angel of the tele station actually came out in the street to make fun of me.  You know what I can do.  It was a big fuckin’ mistake.”

“That’s when you changed your name.”

“I told them if God doesn’t like you, I don’t like God.  I killed some angels, killed some guys, got put in jail.”

“Was there a jailbreak?  Bunch of convicts hijacked an astronave and went after the pope?”

“No convicts.  These college kids.  Big revolutionaries.  They got me out, took me to Dio 6.  Anyway, I didn’t know it was going to mess up the world.  Who would know that?  A pope’s just a guy.  It doesn’t make any fucking sense.”

“I’m sorry, hermanita.  Well, I’m sure it’ll all settle down eventually.  Like, the astrocielo, the politics of it all.  Not life for you and me, though.  We’re just done for.  Old lives over, no home left in the Stars.  But long space is long.  We can find a place where they’ll never find us.”

Blasfemia covered her face in a pillow.

“Are you OK, baby?”

“I blew it, huh?”

“If it was just what happened to me, we could live forever as whipping girls.  But what you did can never be forgiven.  They’ll want to kill you so bad.  Don’t let ’em do it, Ximura.  I need you, too.”

“Ugggh,” she punched the pillow away, “It should be like a school fight.  Each side has a guy.  Me versus the pope.  Whoever wins wins, and it’s fucking over.  I beat them fair and square.  How are they going to act like they got any right to get me now?  Put up another guy, I’ll kill him too.”

Josefina sighed.  “You hafta learn this lesson, mija.  You gotta get it through your head.  Nothing is like a school fight.  That’s not how it works.  You can’t just trade punches ’til it’s over, because the Universe will never run out of punch guys, so it’ll never be over.”

“I hate it.”

“At least now you know.”

Blasfemia closed her eyes and tried to let the booze soak up the bad feelings.  It didn’t work as well as she’d hoped.

Josefina said, “I love you.  Try to think about something else…  So you finally met my Abuela, huh?  What did you think about that?”

She chuckled.  “Those little clone monkeys are so gross.  At least when you have a baby it’ll grow up to take care of itself.  Is Ombonculita ever gonna grow up to be something?  God, I don’t even want to imagine.  They freak me out.  Cora freaked me out.”

“That’s her science.  Life.  She knows some other brujeria, but she actually studied biology at a University, I think.”

“What did she do to herself?  No way she looked like that when she was in school.”

“Vanity.  To make herself look young, with magic… the methods are far from perfect.”

“You’re tellin’ me.  She looks like somebody blew a baby head up like a balloon and stuck it on a kid with old people skin.  I just can’t help but think where that’s all goin’.  When she gets too old to do stuff for herself, when she dies and all the monkeys need to eat.”  She shuddered.

“Aww.”  Josefina wondered herself, but didn’t want to dwell on the subject.  “She made me this one, so I could have her with me forever.  It is her, more than a child would be.  It really has something of her inside it.  I don’t really understand what or how.  But it’s very interesting.”

“Don’t let me ever be interesting, Josie.”

By and by, they sorted themselves out for the night.  The sisters shared a bed, some little fear of being taken away from each other again, but they would likely start sleeping apart soon.  Who knows when Josefina would start bedding weirdos again?  And Blasfemia wasn’t as wild in romance, but would surely like the privacy to pursue love when they arose.

The awkwardness on Borland 1 did not improve with time.  They were most interesting thing to happen for an age, in that village of Alish.  Nobody would leave the visitors alone.  Day in, day out, cultural exchanges and learning experiences, and pleasantry so false none could believe it, yet it was necessary, enforced by the charitable nature of their stay.

Darter and Umbrifer learned to speak without translators, and became as thick as thieves.  Unfortunately for the sisters, they lost the excuse of language barrier, because the boys had worked out a translator from Borlante to Corazono and back.  Anybody in town could get their mobile to read each other’s words.

Blasfemia and Josefina began drinking to excess, though Josefina reined it in when once she badly distressed Ombunculita, by neglecting her for several hours.  When she could slip away from other obligations, Josefina spent some time studying the Leveret, seeing if she could talk with her.

One day she was there, Ombonculita over her shoulder, watching the machine spirit sleep.  The sky was overcast but not snowing at the moment, though the earth was still, as always, blanketed in white.  The Leveret was strange but beautiful, every mechanism and detail decorative in one way or another.  Josefina stroked one of the giant horse heads, with gloved hand, running her fingers through the grooves in the sculpture.  Where did the spirit end and the machine begin?  How had the machine been formed in the first place?  Wasn’t like the astrocielo had body shops, that she knew of.

The Leveret stirred within her metal.  There was no movement to see, just a vibration that Josefina could feel.  Josie said, “Good morning, guapa,” and listened for a response.  Nothing, but that wasn’t how she communicated with Umbrifer either, was it?

Umbrifer had given her a code to get into the astronave, when they had been keeping Ombonculita’s diapers and other supplies in there.  She used her mobile to transmit it, then clambered inside – careful not to bump the homunculus.

Josefina sat in the pilot seat, and looked over the control panel.  There was a resting spot on the dashboard for tools, beverages, and such.  She sat Ombunculita there, and took off her parka.  “How does this all work?”  She didn’t know why the question came out that way; it wasn’t what she really wanted to know.  She just wanted to talk with the Leveret – or if it was a nonverbal spirit, commune with her feelings.

Ombunculita was bored, but that was so much of her life that she had a way of dealing with it.  She just laid her hands in her lap, let her head loll, and spaced out.  Josefina had gotten used to it, was less worried when it happened, and thus able to focus on her current interest.  She touched the controls.

Another reaction.  Some kind of sound, from farther back in the craft.  She wasn’t sure if it was audible in the material world, or was a spirit perception.  She took off her gloves and began again.  As she touched each switch, each knob, each lever, she sensed their purpose, as if the Leveret’s body was her own, and she was feeling part of that body move.  It was intriguing, and she kept brushing her fingers back and forth over the controls, letting the ideas jumble and overlap, and add up to an impression of the whole thing, grinning foolishly.

Behind her, more sounds, and lights flicked on.  A groan in the belly of the craft became a groan in her own stomach, and she stopped cold.  For some reason, she instinctively gripped the helm with both hands as she did.

I need food.  Please.

She couldn’t help but reply to the Leveret through her own feelings.

I’m sorry.  I’m so sorry I woke you up, because I have no food for you now.

What came back was a vague sadness, with no concrete idea attached.  Josefina’s face was miserable, and Ombunculita did an impression of it.

She asked the Leveret, Can you go back to sleep?  I will leave you alone.

She powered down with a spiritual sigh.

Josefina heard the hatch open, and someone hastily scrambling to get in.  She had come to recognize the sound of Umbrifer’s paws on metal, and spun the chair to face it.

Umbrifer’s eye was furious, kitty mouth in a wild grimace.  “What did you do?”

Josefina had done nothing of consequence, but when Umbrifer realized that she could operate the Leveret, it felt threatened in a way it had never experienced.  Its lifestyle was such that threats of violence or death were not unusual, but the possibility of its ship flying away with someone else?

The unlikelihood of that happening was the only thing that kept it from being a total blowup, but Umbrifer soon found itself tempted to excess drink as well, bumming around the village with Darter.  It found the bar scene, where Blasfemia had, in Josefina’s absence, begun to party with the village toughs, and it receded into the shadows there.

The bar was all armwrestling and knife-throwing and sloppy dancing.  The big man Carr seemed to all the natural recipient for Blasfemia’s affections.  Why shouldn’t the town’s best man get the most interesting new lady?  But she didn’t let anyone monopolize her attention, even in a drunken state.

The most ardent were Kabel – a big woman with close-cropped hair, Carr – though he tried to act less eager than he was, and Dab and Blagh – two handsome young guys who were kind of indistinguishable to her eyes, as pleasant as they tried to be.

Dab said, “I swear, these knives of yours are making themselves fly true.  Why else would you have less accuracy with the house knives?”

She read his words off her mobile, which sat on the table amid towering mugs of alcohol.  “Think I’m cheating, Dab?”

He smiled at her over his own mobile.  It was a strange scene whenever people gathered around one of the women, everybody looking up and down over and over again.  “Not a problem because we can all just use the same knives, but I’d like to see how it works.  May I?”

Kabel and some other random toughs were also squeezed in around the table, jesting and drinking.  Kabel was drinking away her jealousy, more shy than the boys in vying for Blasfemia’s time.

Blasfemia handed him one of her tools, in its typical knife blade form.  Before she sat it down, she turned it into a chisel and back, to demonstrate its qualities to those who didn’t know.  Its knife shape was very consistent, seemingly down to the millimeter.

But Dab put it down on the table, and with one of the house knives, scored a line around it.  Then he handed it back to her.  “Throw it, and I will fetch it for you.”

She stood, readied herself in front of the target, and announced her intention to throw.  “Klate!”  It was one of few words she had learned in Borlante.  Hitting the target was not at all difficult.  The experienced throwers in the bar usually increased the challenge by getting drunk first.  Blasfemia wasn’t drunk enough to miss by an amusing amount at that time.

Dab brought it back to the table and sat it down, tracing its outline again in the same spot on the table.

“Stoppy tabbly glayig, yun zock!,” the barkeep yelled.

Everybody laughed it off, and people at the table leaned in to witness.  The knife had subtly changed shape when the threw it, the weight of the blade shifting its balance.  It was most noticeable where the curve altered course along the leading edge – under normal circumstances, the transition was smooth; in the thrown form, it had become a corner.

Blasfemia put the knife away and rubbed her head.  “I had no idea…”

Conversation gradually turned again to the Company caravan, as Blasfemia was unwilling to say much honest about what lay behind her.  She was bored about the Company caravan.  People were far too comfortable repeating themselves in that little village.

It was set to happen before their hundred days elapsed. A Company caravan would visit the village, and levy its tax of protection money, among other forms of banditry. As long as they left enough to live on, the Alishers had no intention of rocking that boat. But would it be enough to live on? And should a conflict arise, just what were the visitors capable of?

Blasfemia was dismissive.  In part, because she knew Josefina, Umbrifer, and Ombunculita were dead weight in a fight.  In part, because all she wanted to do was take Josefina and leave – find some place to live with more to eat than reconstituted protozoa.

The awkwardness didn’t stop.

And in the background, a big pink eye would occasionally look her way, in annoyance.  Umbrifer asked Darter, in their shared hybrid language, “You used belong to this Company.  Do you think the caravan will cause trouble while we are here?”

“I really don’t know.  I’ll say this: it’s not like a war.  Just a little dust-up.  If everyone is careful, nothing horrible happens.”

“What’s careful?”

“Be submissive when someone else has a gun, but also unyielding – don’t look like moving through you is going to be easy enough to be worth it.  It’s a tough balance and nobody can do it perfect every time.”

“Oh yeah, I’ve done that.  I’m pretty good at it, actually.  But if we mess up, what’s a horrible thing?”

“Rape, murder, the farm gets messed up and people starve.  Sometimes it’ll just be a couple of tragedies, like, the bastards will be OK with a tribute of suffering.  Messing up one victim while everybody else has to watch.  If it blows up, that’s when more people get hurt.”

It covered its eye.  “Ugh.”  It looked at Blasfemia’s little group of drunks again.  “Why does the Company always win in these stories?  Better weapons?  More soldiers?”

“Yeah.  Even if a village wins, it loses, because they’ll send more guys the next time.  Again, if the bugaster is smooth, submissive but not yielding, and there’s any question about how much it would hurt, the Company might let it go, with just a tribute of pain for their trouble.  Better to not win a fight with them in the first place, not have to depend on that negotiation.”

“I’ve got a problem, Darter.”

“Yes, Umbrifer?”

“If there’s a fight, Blasfemia might be able to help them win.  She has done things that you would never believe.  And this is good, because we could leverage that to purchase my fuel, and leave here.”

“But if you win a fight and leave here, we are defenseless against the Company’s next move.”

“What’s it like, being dead?”

JnBvtWoI II:II

See this previous post for a communication to any who would join me in writing.  For a thought on David Lynch, see this article.  And see this article to read the story from the beginning.  Meanwhile…

Xihuani was so much human meat.  Could there be anything else left of her?  Once there was a sense of self, a sense of a place in the world.  Pride, people, humanity.  She had let herself be swept up in grievances, in annoyance at the ways the system just didn’t live up to her ideals.  But that led to murder.  So many murders.  How many had she personally killed?  It was impossible to be certain, when all her friends were pulling triggers at once.  And there.  The linchpin.  The beast.  Blasfemia.

The very fact that the heavens fell when she slew the pope, that justified the idea that the Church truly was special – truly deserved its place of primacy over all the peoples and cultures of the Stars of Weal.  Who was she to question that?  To seek to undo it?  The shreds of her childish daydreams seemed so provincial after all that.

And more importantly, after the consequences of it.  The hours of terror, running, cowering in darkness, knowing that it was all so inevitable.  The dragging, the beating, the stripping.  They were all the same, in that room where Blasfemia had cut down the sky.  They were blood and bone and flesh suffused with cruel, cruel pain.

Then it was off to be healed, to be put in proper order for a no doubt even more sadistic sentence.  Deserved, perhaps, but what was right and wrong no longer had any meaning at all.  There was only a body – a vehicle for torment – and a soul that would never know hope again.

Jorge was atomized, so many grains of experience spilled across the tiles, adding up to nothing.  Coherence had been beaten out of him.  His last thought was to escape to the spirit world, to set his soul free.  He had learned something of the principles of transubstantiation in seminary.  But he was still a novice, and worse, he could not focus enough to exercise the most basic workings of all.

The spill happened over and over again.  Gather as much of yourself as you can, put all the bits back in your skull, and focus.  Just focus, if you can, on anything.  The pain itself, why not?

But he couldn’t see anything.  It was all bursts of this and that, moments like firecrackers on a string, flying apart one after another.  He was nothing.

Zochino had, under the ministration of the Church’s medical scientists, come farther than Xihuani and Jorge, able to make more sense of what was actually happening to them.  They were being held in a normal enough hospital – the only one within the Walled City.  The floor had been cordoned off to serve no one but the assassins.  The security was performative, but what a performance!  There was always, always a line of men outside that door, side by side by side, like paper dolls.

He had his own room, and imagined that was true of the others as well.  By that time, their identities must be known, and who knows what was happening to the other people in their lives?  To friends, to families?

Jailbreaking Blasfemia was the real beginning of the end for them.  It made them – especially Cristina and himself – feel like anything was possible.  It wasn’t just principles anymore; it was praxis.  And then she entered the discussion.  It went so quickly from destroying the Church to just killing all the priests.  Her sister was humiliated before the whole damn Universe, and she wanted to see that Universe drown in blood for its insult.  How could such a savage turn the minds of civilized people?  What power did she possess?

None.  Zochino had let her do it.  He reveled in feeling powerful, feeling like he could do something – anything at all – in the face of an eternal status quo, an unbreakable dogma.  It all just seemed so abstract, from that hospital bed, knowing that all his remaining life would be spent in unimaginable punishment.  He cried for himself, but there was enough left of his former idealism to weep for everyone who had suffered and who was going to suffer for his weaknesses.  Especially for his comrades.

And a scant ten meters away, in another room, the last of the comrades felt another way entirely.  Cristina’s tortures had never stopped.  Some part of her mind was convinced her fingers had been burned away, and strapped down and drugged, she could not tell it otherwise.  Her body was mutilated, unjustly.

Who would be called to account?  How could it be made right?  It could not.  Only God could make it right, by dying.  Jorge used to say there was an old legend that God had come to earth as a duende, killed by barbarian persecutors, and that the sacrifice of that body had given some gift to the whole human race.  Why had the legend been forgotten?  Who cared?  It was forbidden knowledge by that point, because it was heresy.

She’d always liked heresies, and that’s why her only prayer was to see that one come to pass.  To see God in the flesh again, suffering as she was.  To burn off his fingers, to burn off his dick.  To slash his throat and pull his tongue out through the wound.  Her body was her own.  How dare anyone, no matter if it was the creator of the Universe, take from Cristina any part of herself?  If the saints wanted her fingernails, she wanted their fingers.  If god wanted her fingers, she wanted his life.

Burn, o Heaven, burn.  Hatred kept her alive.

JnBvtWoI II:I

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THE BEGINNING OF ACT TWO.  Satan, let me at least finish this act as well, before Monday at midnight.

The fachasistema of Borland 1 had never borne pleasing fruit.  The world was too cold for unsupported life to take root, outside of certain algaes and bacteria.  In the millennium since people had come to the world, whatever ancestral spacefaring civilization they had once shared with the Stars of Weal had been lost to memory.  Now pitiful algae farmers skirmished with company brutes that controlled trade routes within Borland, as well as the spaceports that let one travel and trade without.

The farmers didn’t hear much about the worlds beyond, just a very loose sketch of it.  There was a wall of ice in spirit space patrolled by forces from the Stars of Weal, who occasionally made their disdain known by sending beasts to torment the heathen planets.  For their part, the company brutes knew that even other heathen planets were largely hostile, only trading with each other out of sheer desperation.

So why was a spacecraft landing in farmer territory?  Didn’t they know they were supposed to use the spaceports?  The farmers didn’t care as long as it didn’t stay overlong, or attract company attention.  The little white thing looked like an airhopper, with larger legs and much more elaborate decoration – each leg carved like the head of a horse.  Those carvings might as well be abstract gibberish; nobody on Borland 1 knew what a horse was, nor had they the resources to support one if by chance it had been available through trade.

Boxy two ton robots gathered around the craft, awaiting orders, should anybody have an opinion on how it should be best dealt with.  People began to drop out of a hatch on the bottom, and quickly encountered the local toughs.

A dozen men and women stood around the new arrivals in a semi-circle, staring and waiting to see what would happen.  They had light eyes, rosy faces, and pale brown hair in somewhat foreign styles.  The “fur” lining their cold weather garments had rubbery looking fibers in densely packed ribbon-like strips, and the scuffing and patching on their clothing spoke of limited resources.

The new arrivals were two dark-haired women and a fuzzy black monster that may have been a man of its kind, with eclectic styles and attitudes.  One of the women held an infant child tightly to her, bundled invisible.  The one thing they seemed to have in common was a lack of preparedness for the weather of Borland 1.

The creature tried to do the speaking for them, coming forth to meet the village’s bravest man, Carr.  It tried speaking aloud, encouraging Carr to speak aloud, and using a mobile computer to see if some linguistic common ground could be reached.  It turned out they must have been some kind of refugees from the Stars of Weal, because their language was closest to Lenko – the secret trade speech of the Companies.  That wasn’t of much use to the people present, so they resorted to pantomime.

Clearly they all needed better clothing, and presumably food and water.  They also somehow nonverbally negotiated an assurance their spacecraft would not be attacked by the robots.  The robots communicated their part by simply walking back to their appointed chores.  The villagers had labors to return to as well, though several had no pressing engagements, and were curious enough to follow the visitors.  In the streets, every man, woman, child, and robot stopped to stare.

Carr gestured, did they want clothing or food first?  They chose clothing, and he brought them to Fank the Clothier.  The little entourage made efforts at helping the visitors, or having something like pleasant exchanges with them, but it was challenging.  The women were exotically beautiful, but a little wild and strange – like they’d been through a war.

It happened when the weirder woman took off her coat, to start trying things on.  She rested the baby on the counter – revealing it to be no baby at all, but a strange little monster.  The women Dolia, Jolia, and Kabel were the most intrigued.  The strange woman saw their reactions and put a defensive hand over her pet, but the curious ones were quick to make soothing gestures of their own.  As soon as the strange woman had cautiously accepted that and resumed shopping, the locals resumed chattering among themselves.

Jolia went to Carr and asked for confirmation of a rumor – had the village’s new boy once been a Company child?  Might he know Lenko?  He believed it true, and she rushed away to see if they could get a translator, and start to find out just what the hell these weirdos were about.

Jolia found the new boy wiping vents on the southern tanks, and talked his boss into letting him go.  His name was Darter, and he was the unhealthiest looking creature she had ever seen.  He must be alive because he was still walking around, but his skin lacked all color – seemed almost grey.  He was a natural-born Borlander, with hair the same color as anyone else, so it wasn’t a racial difference.  And seemingly he was not a spirit creature, fallen from the sky.  Aside from the ashen complexion, he seemed young and hale enough to work, so he earned his keep.

And now he could earn favors in another way.  Jolia brought Darter into the clothier’s shop.  They had already chosen overcoats for snow, and Fank had moved onto selling them more garments for wear about town.  He was willing to give them quality fare for free, just for the privilege of meeting such unusual people.  The old man was as fascinated as any, watching their every move, smiling awkwardly whenever their eyes met his own.  Darter and Jolia interrupted, soon joined by Carr and the whole crowd.

Darter cautiously tried to speak with the strange woman in Lenko.  She waved him away and the one-eyed alien took over.  It couldn’t understand him, but again used its mobile computer to try some kind of trick.  It coaxed Darter into rattling off a small litany of miscellaneous speech, and the device tried to make sense of it.  Darter used his own mobile in the same way, or his best approximation of it, and after a several tense minutes, they could communicate through translation.

Each would speak, and then the person spoken to would read a translation off of their mobile.  It was only possible because of the similarity of Lenko to the language of the Church, which the computers could sort out much more quickly than the living creatures could.

Darter said, “They just got too curious about you folks, and had to scratch that itch as quickly as possible.  I’m the only one who speaks anything sort of like your language here.”

“My name is Umbrifer.  Those are Blasfemia, Josefina, and Ombunculita.  My starship is called the Leveret.  What else does anybody need to know?”

“Well, not to put too fine a point on it, what the hell are you?”

“A spirit in the flesh.  You aren’t exactly a human either, are you?”

“How can you tell?”

“Big eye.  Do they know?”

“I was human, so close enough to true.  They can remain ignorant of me, but I don’t think they’ll accept a non-answer from all of you.”

“Alright.  I told you what I am.  My starship is also a spirit in the flesh, so don’t think you can use it for parts.  She’ll just die and rot if she gets pulled apart, right?  Ombunculita is a kind of imperfect clone of Josefina’s grandmother.  Like a living doll that she keeps for sentimental reasons.  The women, well, they’re as human as any of this village.  Except you?”

The young grey man stared at the words rolling over his screen, back up to the big pink eye, and down again.  It was all so absurd.  But who was he to judge?  “You couldn’t tell my secrets to them if you wanted to, and I’m tired of keeping them.  I was just another psychic for most of my life, until I made a terrible mistake and got killed.  I concentrated my intelligence and all my powers in one part of my body as I lay dying, and have been able to use those powers to drive around this awful corpse.”

“Amazing.  I feel truly privileged that you have told me.  Thank you.  But how are you are not rotting?”

Darter cocked his head, considering how much he should say.  “You may find out another time.  But for now, I will answer that question the same way you answered me.  Big eye.”

Umbrifer smiled for the first time in ages.  That was equal parts amusing and intriguing to him.  “Very well.  I sense your translations are in demand.  I’ll let you get to that while we start shopping again, although… one more question before we do.  Did we understand Fank right, that these products are given without a demand for recompense?”

“I’ll find out…”  He asked and confirmed it, and the tension was relieved for a time.

The best clothing in the shop which were close enough in size to the small visitors were leathers from Sus 7 and cloth from Tanis 4.  Everyone wanted to see them dressed up, but the women didn’t want to ruin the clothes by wearing them before they’d had a hot bath.  They used Darter and the mobiles to sort out arrangements for the other goods and services they’d require, before they even managed to escape from Fank’s now crowded establishment.

Meanwhile, Ombonculita proved a good distraction herself, drawing attention from the villagers, the bravest of whom would have inscrutable gestural exchanges with her.  The little creature liked to mimic gestures, and convince other people to mimic her own gestures.  She never seemed to attach meaning to the symbolic language, however.  It was all some kind of game to her.  And she was shy too, so no small amount of that diversion was from helping her feel safe enough to play again, whenever she grew upset.  Josefina threatened to hide her away whenever the villagers seemed too rowdy around her.

In the end, it was determined that the visitors could have all the food, drink, and time in lodging they required, for a time of one hundred days.  But the other thing they needed would cost some appropriate barter, and this was a problem.  Umbrifer needed food for the Leveret, which could be contrived by condensing and fortifying algae crops over a few weeks.  But none of the visitors had anything valuable enough to Borlanders that it they could afford to trade away that much of their harvest.  Still, they had a hundred days to work something out, and the subject was soon dropped – for the night.

At Bugaster Mallor’s grand house, the visitors were offered guest rooms, in exchange for entertaining Mallor’s family that night.  When the freshly groomed and attired visitors came down the stairs, Mallor’s children took pictures on mobile and sent them all throughout the town.  Everyone would see them.

Blasfemia and Josefina wore matching black leather dresses with uniquely fashioned sleeves and skirts, incorporating sparkling sheer fabric layered deep enough to protect their private places.  Fank had enough of the same materials to craft Ombunculita a little dress in similar motif.  The women had done up each other’s hair, Blasfemia’s with four tails atop her crown, closed at the base with short thick braids; Josefina’s with a single high pony tail cinched with decoratively embossed black leather.  They wore makeup to smooth their complexions, and decorate about their eyes, and completed accessorizing with cheap silver jewelry.

Umbrifer wore a dashing man’s ensemble from Tanis 4, with crisp grey-blue slacks and flowing ivory shirt.  With its weirdly narrow shoulders, the tailoring at that area was more like very precise butchery.  It wore high and shiny black boots from Sus 7, and a black leather vest with separate leather sleeves pinned in place by large silver epaulets.

Darter had no choice but to attend as well, leaving behind his miserable shack for the night.  Fank had let him take a cheaper new outfit, all close-fitting and thick black cloth from Sus 7, vertically ribbed and velvety.  He had cleaned himself up at the last minute, and his hair was still damp and stringy in the pictures.  He wondered that he shouldn’t also start using makeup for his complexion, but the thought was idle and soon departed.

After the fashion show, they were granted the best food one could get in farmlands, for the small cost of tooth-grinding, faux-genial, and endless interrogation.

The visitors together made for such an unusual ensemble that it was easy to miss more subtle things about them.  But for Darter, it was becoming impossible to avoid familiarity.  By her eyes, by her body language, by her reactions and reflexes, he could tell that Blasfemia was a woman of violence – as hardened at least as the company warrior that had ended his own young life.

Umbrifer was harder to peg, so incredibly banal compared to the rest.  When questioned it would not commit to a gender, and its personal history was quite exotic, but all it seemed to want to do was work for a living, travel, meet people, and solve the basic problems of life – food, shelter, and rest.  It could talk about anything, and its stories of spirit space were unbelievable.  But what was it all about?  Nothing but practicalities – perhaps the most unbelievable thing of all.

Ombunculita was a clever performing animal at best, and easily ignored.  But her granddaughter Josefina, that was a more compelling mystery by far.  She was Blasfemia’s older sister, and having heard this, one could easily see it to be true.  Blasfemia has a smaller forehead, thicker eyebrows, and larger, darker eyes.  With her tall forehead and prematurely tired, light brown eyes, with the softness of her face and hands, one could imagine Josefina to be an infant that had grown to a woman’s size with less development than it should have.  But still, the fundamental shapes of their faces were the same.  But why was Ombunculita always Josefina’s grandmother, and not Blasfemia’s?

Josefina was as shy and animalistic as Ombunculita, but it was expressed differently.  She could pretend to be human for a time, but avoided eye contact, and was worn down by social situations even worse than Blasfemia.  She was always seeking something, running her fingers over every new surface, watching people’s bodies, or just looking into another world.  And what for?  Maybe just escape from the tedious present, from the nowhere town.  Darter could relate to that.

She claimed they were just fleeing from oppressive religion in the Stars of Weal, but when asked what was so oppressive about it, she was vague – just that they had to imagine so-called Heathen Worlds must be a better place.

Watching her hands move and feel and fold like paper art, watching her slim mouth kiss a glass when she sipped her drink, watching the delicate change in the hairline at the side of her head, from long lovely darkness to downy sideburn to the pale fuzz at her jaw.  Admiring the sculpture of her narrow little ears, the rise of her thin eyelids as the lens passed behind it.  He wished he still had a sense of smell.  He could imagine her scent.  He could imagine her touch.

Darter wished he could not remember the lure of physical love, but it was creeping through his cadaver like a new form of rot, blossoming cruelly from the source of his only remaining life and power – the terrible third red eye that hid behind his lank brown hair.

JnBvtWoI I:XIX

See this previous post for a communication to any who would join me in writing.  For a thought on David Lynch, see this article.  And see this article to read the story from the beginning.  Meanwhile…

THE END OF ACT ONE.  Hooray for progress?  Less than halfway to where I want to be, with much less than half of my available time remaining…

Blasfemia had left the corsario alone with Ombunculita.  She could trust to its geas that it would not flee, but was also coming to understand where the duende was coming from, to see it as a person.

She had used the Leveret’s entire supply of utility cord to abseil the sheer and snowy mountain, used one of her shape-changing tools to nail it to stone along the way, then free climbed another ridge to reach the Torre Alucine.

It truly was a ruin.  How could Josefina be inside?  She would have frozen to death in a night.  All of the doors and windows had eroded to gaping holes, no protection from the wind.  Daylight flowed freely through the structure as it seemed completely hollow.  There were no bookshelves or workshops or furnishings – or even stairs.  Had there been wooden structures within, they must have rotted away before history began.

And yet, standing in the stone dust inside the base of the ancient tower, looking straight up, she could see something.  There was an impossible shadow, far above her head – perhaps two-thirds of the way to the pinnacle.  From seeing the outside, she knew there was light pouring in from every opening and crack in the place.  There was no uninterrupted stretch of wall long enough to allow an impenetrable shadow to form, yet there it was.

“Josefina!,” she cried out.  Of course, there was no reply but echoes and wind.  Blasfemia slumped against ice cold and ancient stone, nearly burned by the freeze.  A chill wracked her body, but she didn’t care to fight it.  There was no safe way to scale the inside of the tower – not with the equipment they had to hand.  She could try to free climb it, but the cold would make her hands too clumsy, and at height that would mean death.

“How do I do this?  How the hell do I do this?”

Why the hell would she do it?  That shadow could be nothing but an old piece of stone floor.  The Torre Alucine could be a dead thing, for a dead world.  How would Cora even know that Josefina had made it there?

Blasfemia wedged herself into the corner between the wall and the ground, covered what she could of her body with both of the shawls Cora had given them, and just watched the shadow, pondering.  White light flowed in from all sides, reflected from snow everywhere, and formed a thin haze between her and the shadow.  She could imagine all kinds of details in it.  A stone floor, just luring her to try something dangerous.  A clot of sticks and mud used as a nest by birds of prey.  A giant recreation of Cora’s face, made of flesh like her little monkeys, staring down in cold mockery.

The imaginings made her question it when it first came into view.  A pair of feet emerged from the darkness and slipped back inside it.  Impossible.  Then it happened again, but this time, they remained visible.  Someone was suspended in the air up there, or maybe just dangling their legs through a hole in some kind of floor.

She got up as fast as cold-stiffened muscles allowed.  “Josefina!”

The legs did not move.  Blasfemia lost her mind.  “Yeah, it’s me.  I’m comin’.  I’m comin’ on up.”  She at least had the sense to do warm-ups, whether they could be adequate to the purpose or not.  She stretched and rubbed her legs and arms, twisted every which way at the waist, and threw air punches through the clouds of her breath.  “I’m comin’ on up, hermana!  I’ll be there before you know it.”

She started the free climb, fingers burning from the cold.  Numb, too aggressively pushed into rough crevices.  Starting to bleed before she reached three meters.  Her hands locked up in claw shapes at nine meters, with no sensation at all, and she had to test the grip with her arms every time she moved.  “I’m coming.”

It was a shadow.  Nothing but a shadow.  She didn’t have the flexibility remaining to look over her shoulder at the dangling feet, but above her head she could see more clearly now – there was no substance to it.  Just a void of light.

At about eighteen meters, her body was beginning to fail in every way.  Only bloody will and creeping terror kept her from falling, but she could make no more progress – and it would be a miracle if she could climb back down.

“Josefina!  I’m coming!”

She fell, and saw the feet disappear above her as she tumbled.  But her body didn’t fall right.  She felt like she was jumping into and out of the astrocielo, like she had aboard the Leveret – queasy, with every cell burning – but only in fleeting moments that passed and began again.  The snowblind light flashed and flashed again.

Then quickly, so quickly, she landed in somebody’s arms, somebody who staggered to a knee under the weight, then held her like a child.

Josefina’s long hair fell all around Blasfemia’s face, and she remembered seeing this before on a warm day long ago, feeling safe and right.  But this world was cold and bright, Josie’s cheeks red, her lips chapped.  “Ximura, hermanita, what have you done?”

“Ahh, well… I came to save you.”

“I wanted to be here.”

“I came to see you.”

They embraced.  Josefina said, “Why did you kill him, hermanita?  It’s bad trouble.  So bad.”

“How did you even know about that?”  Blasfemia loosened the embrace enough to look her in those tired eyes.

“I’m a witch.”

“Then you know I couldn’t let his ass live.”  She held her close again.  “Anybody is cruel to you, I’m gonna kill ’em.  I’m gonna fucking kill them.”

“Stop it, baby.  Just be with me.  Calm down.”

Blasfemia’s eyes were crying, but she wasn’t at the point of sobbing.  She squeezed her sister, with the incidental benefit of sinking inside her parka, and getting some heat.  “I will now.  Just… Right now.”

Josefina helped her to her feet.  “You want to borrow my coat?”

“The ship isn’t very far away.  You have any stuff you need to get?”

The question seemed absurd to Josefina, with hands in her parka, wearing warm clothes and winter boots – looking at her little sister squeezed into one of her old dresses and sneakers, draped in loose-knit shawls. “what.”

“Like, upstairs?”  Blasfemia looked up at the void.  It was gone, leaving an unobstructed view of a completely hollow ruin.  Even the pinnacle was full of holes that let in white sunlight.

Josefina pulled Blasfemia halfway into her coat.  “There’s nothing in here but illusions.  I’m done with them, for now.”

Blasfemia smiled and chattered her teeth.  “I feel like I’m dreaming.”

Josefina squeezed her again.  “No way, kiddo.  You don’t know from dreams.”

Back in the Leveret, Blasfemia came in first, and helped Josefina climb inside.  The corsario clapped and Ombunculita copied him – until she saw Josefina.  Tears rimmed her eyes and she held out her little arms.

“Abuela?”

“Oh God,” said Blasfemia.  “That’s one of her little monkeys.  She wanted you to have it.”

Ombunculita trembled like a leaf until Josefina doffed her parka and picked her up.  “She’s precious!”

“The famous Josefina,” the corsario said.

“And you are?”

“Freed from my geas, as is your sister.  I’ll get you three back to a city, and then you’ll never see me again.”

Blasfemia picked up the parka, wrapping it around the front of her body like a blanket.  Time to start healing the frostbite.  “Oh yeah!  I don’t hafta change the diapers no more.  Sorry Josie; if you want that thing, it’s part of the deal.”

Josefina sat on the bench, cradling Ombunculita like a holy mother.  “I can do that.  Um, pilot.  What was your name?”

The corsario laughed.  “Called out.  The game is over.”

Blasfemia said, “You wanted to see how long before I’d think to ask.  Damn, I’m sorry.”

Josefina rolled her eyes at her sister.

“I’m sorry!  Well, what is it, corsario?”

“My name is Umbrifer Leporitem.”

“Corsario it is!”  Blasfemia cackled.

“Pleased to meet you, Umbrifer.”  Josefina was in a very matronly mood.

Umbrifer resumed its chair, but didn’t immediately turn away from its passengers, didn’t immediately begin takeoff procedures to escape this burden.  It was finding an odd beauty in the strange creatures, and then a bad memory crept over its mind unbidden.

At a cargo stop on Laia 4, it had seen Josefina in a papal transmission on the wall-mounted tele.  She was the one they called Beast Girl.  A sucia, famous across the stars for being caught in a disturbing sex film – with duendes like itself.  It grimaced its little cat teeth and turned to face the ship’s controls.

Sorry, Josefina.

JnBvtWoI I:XVIII

See this previous post for a communication to any who would join me in writing.  For a thought on David Lynch, see this article.  And see this article to read the story from the beginning.  Meanwhile…

THE CLIMAX OF ACT ONE.  I’m never getting through this thing, am I?  Anyway, content warnings for edgy, edgy sex stuff.  Avoid if botherable.  I can’t make the time to get more specific right this moment.

Noise walked behind Josefina sullenly, a new cigarette in her mouth.  She’d fished out her pack and a lighter, but Josie hadn’t given her time to put the pants on before walking away.  Noise didn’t want to be left behind, and the khakis were over her shoulder.

Josefina led them down a ramping hall with a weirdly soft floor.  Felt over concrete?  There was a room ahead with one cold fluorescent light, some people within doing unknown things.  No door to conceal them, just the dim light and inscrutable nature of everything.

A child suddenly came out of the room, and walked past the women at a brisk pace.  It was a little girl, of no more than eleven years, but with eyes wrinkled from weariness, a strangely adult expression.  She said, “It’s almost time.  I’m coming for you.”

They came into the little room.  It was plain concrete, the wall-mounted fluorescent light leaving the felt-covered floor mysterious in darkness, and Peace stood in the middle of it all.  There were a few white people operating office equipment.  One – a man whose only visible features resembled the VIP – took a flash picture of Peace with a little silver plastic digital camera, and then walked to a computer station, with two outdated printers and a fax machine plugged in.  At another computer, a nerd in headphones was editing a trap remix of Limp Bizkit’s Faith.

Peace shook off the daze and welcomed his friends with open arms.  “Girls, I’m sorry.  I got lost.”

After the group hug, Josefina said, “We should leave, dude.  This trip is just bad news.”

“no shit,” Noise said with a voice quieter than the chug of the printer.

“But now you have both of us together, Josie,” he said.  “We can help you get through it.  A sip?”

She took a slug off his water bottle.  “Why is it so cold down here?  We’re half naked.”

“You’re this close to the bottom of it, Josie.  Come on.  I need to show you something.  Both of you.”

Josie rudely grabbed a fistful of his t-shirt and leaned close.  “I’m only doing this for you, then  we’re gone.”

He shook his head sadly, but led them on.  They were in darkness again, until they emerged in a theater lit by an old-time film reel that was playing on the big screen.  It was like a bootleg Betty Boop cartoon up there, in glorious limited color.  They took seats in the middle of the theater, no one else to consider, tall or small.

Josefina was in the middle, Peace left, and Noise right.  Noise was the last to sit down, awkwardly pulling her pants on first.  “What’s up with that?,” Peace asked.

“Don’t worry about it,” Josefina said.  She wasn’t paying attention to the cartoon, leaning over to embrace Peace.  “Sorry, I have to do it,” she said, rubbing his chest.  “I have to know you’re real. Nothing feels real anymore unless I touch it, or smell it.”  She breathed deeply on his shoulder – slightly stale laundry, shampoo, dry sweat, the dust of the huge empty theater.  The ecstasy blended it all into a heady potpourri, a tingling over her skin.

He picked up her hand and kissed it, before pushing it back into her lap.  “You got to pay attention, wild girl.  This is all about you.”  He pointed to the screen.

At this, her blood ran cold.  Why would she be in a movie?  There was nobody else in the seats, but who else could be watching?

A cigarette burn flashed and film scratches let them know it was time for a new scene.  A clapperboard clicked, scrawled with the title Pony Up in Here, and hands pulled it away, revealing a film of the peep show runway they had just left behind.  Only this time, Josefina was alone there.

“Where am I?  Where?”  Noise nervously hotboxed her cigarette, leaning forward in her seat.  “Oh no, oh no.”

Josefina was arrested, barely breathing.  On the screen, she was dancing to Ginuwine, kicking off her shoes.  Muffled voices may have been yelling “faster baby,” “take it off,” but were a little too quiet to hear, even at theater volume.

“I didn’t strip,” she said.  “I didn’t.”

Screen Josefina shook her hips as she dropped trou, and stepped out of the mounded cloth – now wearing nothing but her bikini and little black socks with pink hearts.  She quickly switched to more provocative moves, dry-humping one window, slapping her ass on another, twirling and bouncing her tits.

She looked so human, so ordinary.  There was no screen magic, not even to the level seen in cheap porn.  It was point and shoot, at a gangly young woman shaking her unthrilling baby chub, prematurely aged eyes drifting between closed and barely open.  Was she dreaming?

“It was you, Josie,” said Peace.  “You were exposed.”

Noise gripped Josefina from the other side, body rocking in terror, cigarette bouncing dangerously near her face.  “You were right!  I was wrong to make you dance, Josie.  It was always wrong!”

Josefina slapped her cigarette and it flew off, rolling under the seats.  That snapped noise her out of fear, for the moment, and she returned to rocking in her seat, debating internally whether to go crawling after it.  “Why’d you do that?  Why?”

Screen Josefina slid her bikini top to the side, letting tiny breasts out to wobble side-to-side, so boring they may as well have stayed concealed.  Was one of the muffled voices booing her?  It was either dog braying or jeers, and she couldn’t tell at all.

“It was Noise who was naked.  Not me.”

Screen version put a leg up on one of the windows and pulled on the straps of her bottom, sliding it back and forth through the crack, exposing herself.  The Josefina in the seats gasped and shuddered.  “Wasn’t me.”

The muffled voices from behind the windows were definitely jeering.  Snippets of phrases could be gleaned.  “ugly ass” “don’t wanna see that” “ugly ass” “put it back on”  Trays started sliding out from the booths, holding brass knuckles, knives, chains, and crudely scrawled death threats.  Screen girl looked like she was getting off on it, or in spite of it, sliding against the glass, bumping on it, pleasuring herself obscenely.

“It was you,” Peace said.  But his voice was too close, too small.  Josefina felt a thrashing at her chest and looked down.  She was holding two babies – one who was Peace, with improbably long hair for an infant; the other was wriggling and fussy Noise, with pink face and the tiniest eyes – a sliver of a drop of shine the only hint they were open at all.  “It was me!,” Noise cried, begging to exist.

Josefina looked up at the screen again, as Peace said, “Don’t look away.”  She obeyed as a dracula victim, transfixed, needing to die.

Cigarette burn, scratch, a new reel.  No board, just a title screen, of elaborate motion graphics – the sign appearing from baroque gold foliage between two marble pillars, “The Perils of Brujeria – an Infallible Transmission.”

A character appeared, and it was apparent that she was not a real human being – a cartoon contrivance, of extreme graphic fidelity.  Her skin was luminous, her hair glossy, her eyes reflecting every phantom light in the most aesthetically precise way regardless of which direction she glanced.  The doll’s costume was like a nun reimagined by Coco Chanel and Hugo Boss, in black pink and white.  Her name wrote itself in gold vines and then erased itself in the same movement, Donatella Cheri.

She said, “Blessed are we in harmonious purpose to serve to the Lord, our God.  Today the Office of Holy See has released a dire admonition indeed, that we should all take upon our hearts.  In Heaven we will never have to witness such things as this, but in the fallen world of the material, it is vital that we know the adversary – that we recognize sin, that we may rebuke and revile it.”  Each syllable bounced the pink-blonde curls, each fleeting breath was a chance taken to convey the sensual energy of this intensely false creation.  It felt, to Josefina, like an artifact of Japanese pop culture.

What was Japan?  The concept surfaced and disappeared, like everything else she had known at the beginning of the night.

The “woman” was replaced by a serious “man,” with profound voice.  “An agent of the Inquisition uncovered video of a witch engaged in congress with unreconstructed spirits – bestial servants of Hell.  The pontiff would have us all look upon this misbegotten creature and ask ourselves, could any temptation ever be worth this?”

He slid away from the screen to reveal mobile phone footage of a forest glade, the floor broken with mossy stones, and upon those stones a wild sexual orgy – with Josefina in the center.

Josefina watched herself.  Baby Peace said, “You were exposed for who you are, for what you love, and the world has vomited you out.  They hate you, Josefina.  Everyone in the world considers you to be the lowest of the low.”

She felt for him in the darkness, not looking down, unable to look away from herself.  But the babies were gone, leaving only moist creatures on her shoulders like fat amphibians.  Frog Noise said, “It is the worst!  The most terrible thing ever!  We should never have done this!”

Shafts of magic light came and went like ghost images on the scene.  Screen Josefina was being vaginally penetrated by a man that looked like Jesus Christ, bits of the cross still nailed to his feet and hands.  She strained hungrily to lap at the labia of a tattooed and pierced woman whose midriff had somehow been replaced with a giant chain link.  That woman was stroking the cock of a skeletal being in flamenco garb, and skull face.  A plump androgyne with little brown bird wings rubbed their micropenis on her belly and mashed her tits.  A goat-headed and goat-legged woman slid a huge dildo in and out of herself, while balancing Josefina’s ass on her thigh.

The man’s stentorian voice resumed, laid over the scene.  “We remind you that these creatures have minds like animals.  This is like having intercourse with hounds and cattle.  Look upon her hideous flesh and despair.”

She looked upon her flesh and felt something else.  She remembered them: The Libertines.  Their minds were not as deep as those of humans, but they were intelligent creatures, with agency and desire, and so much charm.  Spirits of nature incarnate.  They were her friends.  The contrast between living bodies and the Holy See’s fascist dolls had long been used to make the despised look ugly.  To Josefina, the feeling was inverted.

Frog Peace asked, “All the Stars of Weal have seen your true self and found you to be vile.  The expression of this hatred is shame, shame to isolate you from them, to feel like they are safe from ever being like you, in any way.  The gentlest of their number see this shame as a tool of pedagogy, a mirror they can hold to you, help you see that you must change.  Become like them.”

“How can this be real?  It’s impossible for anyone to be hated like this.  Isn’t it?”

The dapper cartoon characters receded in a flourish of gold vines, replaced by a video of the pope.  His features had been run through digital filters to look more clean, unblemished, more kindly – elderly in the only ways that could be accepted by masses swimming in illusion.

And yet his tall hat – his papal crown – was in flames, and his heart was marked out on the cassock with a brutally carved X, leaking blood with every word he spoke.  “This is what awaits the so-called intuitive, the witch.  To rut like a dog, to offend the eye of god, to make filthy his creation.  In the place in your mind where you keep knowledge of all terrible things, seal this experience away.  When this transmission ends,” his head lolled sharply and then snapped back upright, “Pray that your understanding of God’s Will remain strong,” his neck bent as if broken and his eyes rolled up, “That you may live in chaste serenity.”  His tongue fell past his teeth and lips, distended to unnatural lengths.  “God bless you all, and good night.”  His body fell away, and the celluloid melted away to a blank screen and a flickering sound.

“You are the most hated person who has ever lived.”  Was it Peace?  Noise?  Her own voice?

“No,” she replied to herself.  “Now I know who is.”

The projection died and Josefina remained floating in darkness.

JnBvtWoI I:XVII

See this previous post for a communication to any who would join me in writing.  For a thought on David Lynch, see this article.  And see this article to read the story from the beginning.  Meanwhile…

Somehow they had slipped all notice of security forces at the Wall of Ice, through judicious switching between long space and the astrocielo.  But Ombunculita had begun to cry inconsolably, near silently.  She didn’t seem to have a tongue, but that wouldn’t prevent a nonverbal wail, would it?  Blasfemia held her close and cradled her head, fingers carefully run between the thorns.

“Ombona~ombona~ombona, what’s the matter you little freak?  Why did Cora make you come with us?  You don’t belong here.  This is so fucking stupid, I’m sorry.  Ombonculita, you need to take it easy.  You’ll get all gross.  Come on.”

“God, is this what Dio 6 looks like now?”

Blasfemia grew concerned they’d somehow got switched around, headed to the last place she’d ever want to be.  She stood from the bench, homunculus still in her arms, and walked to the front of the ship.  There was no proper division of a cockpit, just a wide open dashboard with one swiveling chair floor-mounted in front of it, off center toward the left.  That made plenty of room to stand on the right, to take in the view.

They were in the astrocielo around – presumably – Borland 1.  It was a largely frozen planet, and looked as such even in the spirit world.  But the spirit world had a few dramatic features lacking in the material realm.  One was that its small moon looked like luminous furry insect.

And two, there was an incredibly vast skeleton slouched over the world like a man over an exercise ball, pinned to the planet by a giant sword that ran all the way into the crust itself – possibly out the other side.  They couldn’t see that much from their angle of approach.

“Is the planet cold because the spirit is dead, or is the spirit dead because the planet is cold?,” the corsario wondered aloud.

“Why couldn’t I see one of these things with its flesh on?  Like when we stowed away to Dio 6, there were no windows on our hideout.  It would just be fun to see a ding-dong as big as the ocean.  You’ve probably seen that, huh?”

“Oh yes.  It is fun.  But I think it’ll be safer to fly in long space on this deal.  There could be a lot of tough guys living on what’s left of that thing.  Borland 1 doesn’t have the resources for space defense.”

“Yeah, yeah.  Cool.  Do it.”  She could only ignore the silent wailing for so long.  “Ombonculita, come on!”

The corsario hated how long it took to get through an atmosphere in long space, but it would be worth it.  The Leveret descended in an easy, long, time-consuming arc toward her destination.  Cora had given them the coordinates to the Torre Alucine – another witch tower.  Like hers, it was in a fairly remote place, but this one was on a mountain range.  It was less parking than perching, but that’s what legs are for, and the Leveret had ’em.

They were navigating by lights and sensors, coming upon the tower at night.  There was a chance the landing could set off an avalanche.  The ancient structure would be safe, but the astronave and her riders, not so much.  The corsario was as skilled as could be – not a move out of place – but perfection was impossible, and disaster the opposite.

With disconcerting rumbles and several minutes of settling and adjusting, they secured a grip on the mountainside.  Was it close enough to the tower?  They’d find out in the morning.  The only cold weather garments they had were shawls from Cora – and Blasfemia’s clean loan clothes had been a full length midnight blue satin dress and emerald green canvas sneakers, courtesy of Josefina, age seventeen.  The back barely zipped and would break under the most trivial exercise.  Best to do everything when it was easiest.

But was she in the tower?  It looked even more ancient and desolate than Cora’s home.  Blasfemia did her best to care for Ombunculita, but had to give up on giving her a proper bath.  It just wasn’t going to happen.  She slept in a hammock, with the grubby little monster close to her heart.