Nothing as naughty as the last chapter, time to be boring again.  The emotions run high in this one.  If you want to read this novel from the beginning, see this article, read it, and hit the next button until you see more entries, stopping with II:V, then starting again at this one.  And stopping again here at II:X, because I have had a terrible time writing lately, and that time is over!  I might pick this beast up again in July.

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Josefina took advantage of the secrecy of her existence to sink into despair.  The difficulties of their situation were obvious enough, but her feelings went beyond that.  Perhaps it was the melancholy nature that had followed her since childhood, momentarily forgotten in the wake of her time in the Torre Alucine and reunion with Ximura, finally returning.  The wisdom of her crucible had not cured the depression, only allowed her to briefly forget it.

Or it was something else.  She muddled through leading meditations, but was losing whatever spell she had cast on the students.  Her hair was a mess, her clothing disheveled.  Ombonculita refused to entertain the children anymore, scowling at everyone as she clung to Josefina’s breast.

Umbrifer lost track of its own lessons, focused on cleaning up after her messes and social missteps.  It would make nice with anyone she had bothered, then follow after her and do whatever it could to help her feel better.

On one such occasion, with white afternoon sun filling the guest suite, Umbrifer followed her in and closed the doors behind her.  As it turned back to face her again, it seemed her steps had slowed, almost like the sunlight was stairs that she was about to ascend.  Instead she collapsed to a couch there, almost crushing Ombunculita, who crawled free of the mess squawking.

It came to them, laid fuzzy black paws on her arms, and rolled her over to face the world.  “I try not to impose on humans, not ever, but this is starting to look risky to me personally.  Is there anything I can do to get you playing nice with the Alishers again?  Or at least less of this…”  It gestured at her as if she was a pig sty that needed cleaning.

The anger in her tiny dark eyes increased her resemblance to Blasfemia, which successfully intimidated the spirit.  Long dark hair half-concealed her face.

Umbrifer slow-blinked that big pink eye and tried again, gently.  “You deserve to feel as well as you can, Josefina.  I don’t like to see this.  Can you at least tell me what is happening to you?”

“No.”  She shook her head.  “I don’t know the answer.”  She bit her lip and looked off to the side, lost in thought.  “Maybe I just need a hug, heh.”

“I can go find your sister.”

She looked at him wryly.  “Why not hug me yourself?  Afraid you’ll fall in love?”

Umbrifer’s eye was too big to conceal thoughts or feelings.  It darted to the side and back.

“What is it?”  Her face went slack, eyes piercing.

“I don’t want you to…  Don’t make me say it.”

“What,” she spat.

Umbrifer threw up its hands and stood up to flee if it needed to.  “I saw the video, alright?  I’m sorry!”

Her face stiffened in horror.  By then the spirit was halfway to the door.  Suddenly, Ombonculita opened her mouth and roared like a lion.  But instead of a roar, some eldritch ball of sound waves erupted and struck Umbrifer in the chest.  It flew back, tumbling over furniture and crashing into the wall.

The spirit scrambled to its feet and looked at the homunculus in alarm.  She was propped up on her arms at full extension, body rigid, thorned head trembling.  Distortions in reality dripped from her silently screaming mouth like foam from a sick dog.  Her eyes were livid with hate.

Josefina wanted to apologize, to do something to reprimand her Abuelita for this violence, but she was still in the grip of sorrow and horror, trembling.

Umbrifer gave her one last sad look and fled the room.

It had to find Blasfemia.  Only her sister had any chance of seeing this right.

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Darter slumped against a post, wishing he was more capable of getting drunk.  He was slowly sinking further into the snow, not melting it as much as a living person would.  It was like he was daring anyone to notice.  A shadow loomed above him.

“Boy, you need to get back to work.”  It was his old boss, Graldon.

“They need me.”

“Alish needs you, needs all hands on the machinery.  I am shocked the Bugaster hasn’t sent you back to the works yet.”

“I’m translating Corazono and Lenko, man.  Get off my back.”

“I see you translating alcohol into stupor while we’re working on a double ransom.”

Don’t blow it, he thought, his secret eye seething.  “I’ll talk to Mallor.  If he still needs me for something, I’ll do it.  Otherwise, Ill help.  Alright?”

“Alright, boy.  Fair enough.”  His words faltered at the end as he was distracted by Traders laughing across the street.  He didn’t want to cause trouble either, and hurried on his way.

Darter dragged his corpse upright, swayed lightly in place, and wondered.  What was the point of prolonging an existence where he could no longer enjoy any of the things he had once lived for?  Rage at the injustice of dying young, or just animal panic, had driven him to reanimate in this unnatural way, but neither of those feelings remained in him.  Maybe all that he had left was the half-assed ambition to make his death interesting.

A few Traders noticed him and walked over.  “Oy!  Why are you staring at us, kid?”  “And why are you blue?  It’s nasty,” said another.

“I’m sick.  Probably not a good idea to touch me.”

That did bring them up short.  “Well, just mind your eyes, fool.”  A few gestured at their weapons.  They didn’t have to touch him to hurt him.

“Mmhm.”  He was already distracted by the sight of Umbrifer crossing the street a few blocks away, so averting his eyes was easy.

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In the tavern, Blasfemia was on Kottor-sitting duty.  She figured that alone should be worth the cost of the Leveret’s fuel — keep the old goat entertained so he didn’t get any more dangerous ideas for extracting diversion from the Alishers.  By then his favorite lieutenants also had translators, and spent most of their hours reading her words and carousing.

“I kill duendes, what can I say?  Everybody has to do some kind of job.  You find out stuff about them, like, which ones talk with each other and which ones are just stupid animals.  You can’t always tell just to look at them.”

“And the hellhound?  Just a stupid animal?”  Kottor’s voice was thick with a plug of chewing algae in his mouth, slowly releasing a mild intoxicant.  Probably best to keep a clear head instead of doing every drug in sight, but he couldn’t resist having a little taste of each.

She tipped her computer down.  “The stupidest.  Now cañacorbos, they look like a bird with a little goblin face, they seem like they’d just be a dumb animal, but one time I cleared a field of ’em and the next time I saw some, they knew.  One must’ve gotten away and squealed.  Watch out for the girl with the knives.”

“What’s a bird?,” one of the lieutenants asked.

Kottor said, “Like acrife, from Catedra 3.  I’m more interested in what you didn’t tell us about the time you broke out of jail.”

No one asked about goblins, knowing that was what she sometimes called Umbrifer.

The goblin itself appeared at the door, looking agitated.  “Ursula, I need your help with something at the Bugaster’s house.  If you can excuse us, good people.”

They laughed at the polite description.  Every time they laughed, the servers and their guards braced for something unamusing to happen.

Blasfemia said, “Well.  Sounds urgent.  I’ll be right back.”  She was glad for the reprieve, but felt the importance of hypnotizing the jerks with her bullshit, every time she saw a young Alish lady flinch at them.

Kottor waved her off and went into some rapid patter of Lenko.  The translator on Blasfemia’s computer worked on it, but she paid it no attention.  Umbrifer was glad they hadn’t made an issue of the interruption.

Out in the street it hustled her away from the nearest Traders that were milling around, and said, “It came out that I saw that horrible video.  I never told her before.”

“You never told me before, puto!”  She slapped it in the chest with both hands.  “What the fuck?  How is she?”

“Bad, or I wouldn’t have gotten you, would I?”

“Is she hurting herself?  Somebody else?”

“I don’t know what to expect.  Maybe I shouldn’t’ve left her with Ombonculita.  I don’t know what she’s capable of!”

“You’ve known us for months now, come on.”

“So she wouldn’t hurt the homunculus?”

“Duh.”  They never stopped walking, getting to the house quickly in the small village.

“Ombonculita might hurt you.  Be careful.”

“You’re coming with me, goblin.”

Under normal circumstances the doors would only open for family members and people with temporary permission, but while the Traders were in town, they would open for anyone without a Trader within six paces.  They had to wait for some Traders to move down the street, and flashed fake smiles at them as they went.

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Mallor patrolled Alish end to end, watching for any scene that might erupt into violence with the Traders and defusing them.  This was his life during their visits, a task he entrusted to few others in the village.  Only the coolest heads with the most experience of the brigands could deal with all the possibilities – to the extent no situation cropped up that was truly impossible.  All it would take was a power-drunk whim from one of the violent characters.  The patrol duty was whim management.

He’d passed Darter a few times, but didn’t feel free to spend a minute on the kid.  Maybe the Traders were being exceptionally well behaved, because he’d run out of situations to deal with, and stopped to bother him this time.  “Darter.”

The boy had been leaning on a post, hanging his head, underdressed for the weather.  “Oh, I was supposed to talk to you.”

“What’s the matter?  Why aren’t you with Umbrifer?  You were thick as thieves a month ago.”

“It’s personal.  Anyway, Graldon wants me back on the machines.  Is there anything I can do for you instead?  You know I’m not the best worker.”

“I know.  As luck would have it, I can use you.  But only if you can keep your act together.  Look at you out here, in your indoor pants.  Absurd.”

“Sorry, please.  Tell me what the job is.”

“Pretend to be a drunk.  Hang out at the tavern.  Listen for anything important they say in Lenko, and for your own sake as much as ours, do not let them know you understand the language.  Can you do it?”

He bobbled in place, unsure of himself.  Could he avoid giving a subtle look of recognition at any of their words?  Would he even be able to sit close enough to understand them without arousing suspicion?  “I can.  I swear I can.”

“Good boy…”

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Blasfemia and Umbrifer came into the big central lounge of the second floor and had to shoo some ladies who were wrapped in furious rumor.  Earlier it had told them to stay away from Josefina for their own sakes, now it had to tell them again, get away from the door to the guest suite, out of sight altogether if they could.  Then they took up positions on either side of the door, like cops about to do a raid.

“Josie!  I’d like to come in, Hermana.  Is it safe for me to do that?”

There was no response.  Umbrifer gestured for her to just go in.  She gestured after you, and it rolled its eye.

“Josie, I’m coming in now.”  She grabbed Umbrifer’s collar and dragged it in with her.  The creature was reasonably strong for its size but its inhumanly low weight made it easy to push around.

Josefina and Ombonculita were out of sight.  The suite had a few rooms, and she must have retreated to a bedroom, or a bath.  They heard no water dripping and headed to her preferred bedroom.  This time Blasfemia let Umbrifer stay outside, but insisted it stay close to her door.

“Josie, I’m coming in.  Don’t blow me up, OK?”  The door was not locked.

A massive decorative wardrobe was blocking the window, no doubt moved by sorcery, clothing falling out of it in a landslide.  The room would have been pitch black but for a halo that escaped the edges of that barrier, and one small skylight.  It was still dark enough to make it hard to tell where the bedding ended and her sister began.

“Eyy, um…  I don’t know what to say.  You know my usual answer is killing somebody.  Want me to kill the Corsario?”

A soft golden light bloomed on the bed, in contrast to the pale white light from outside.  It was in the hands of Ombonculita, illuminating her feral face.

“Come on, Hermana, don’t let this thing burn the house down.”

A hand snaked out of the blankets and touched the little creature’s thorny head, and the light went out.

“I’m really glad to see that.  It means you’re still thinking, not totally loco.”  Blasfemia picked her way through the darkness and came to Josefina’s side of the bed, avoiding her little Abuelita.  She felt around until she was touching something she recognized, then got an arm all the way around her.

“I love you.  Don’t be alone anymore.  I can’t stand it.”

Josefina pulled away, making room for her sister in the big bed, and Blasfemia got in, put a hand around, assuming the role of the big spoon.  The homunculus was not of a mind to be the littlest cucharadita, and held herself up on Josefina’s arm, staring at Blasfemia in the dark.

She squeezed her sister and tried to give her some mental room by waiting to talk again.  She could not be as patient as she preferred.  “You don’t hafta do anything for these ding-dongs.  I’ll do it all, OK?  And whenever I can I’ll come see you wherever you hide, and I’ll hold you just like this, until you feel better.”

Josefina finally spoke, quiet, hoarse.  “Don’t kill that duende.  I still like it.”

“When you don’t like it, can I kill it?”

“Mmhm.”

They stayed there quiet a moment longer, before Blasfemia’s impatience got the best of her again.  “I brought it.  Umbrifer’s probably waiting outside the door there.”

“I can’t…  I can’t stand it.”

“Don’t be sad; I can get rid of it without killing it.  It’s real easy to push.”

Josefina shuddered and Blasfemia hushed, waiting her out.

“Does it really think I would try to have sex with it, just because of that video?”

“Did it say that?  I’ll smush it like a motherfucking bug.”

“Don’t, don’t…”

“Yeah, yeah.  You don’t make it easy.  You know, it had to have seen that video before the first time you ever met, right?  So it’s no different now than it was before, with you.  And it’s been all nice to you and stuff, right?”

“I guess.”  She sobbed.  “But that means this whole time I thought it was cool, it was afraid of me, feeling weird about me, looking at me like that.”

“But it was being nice to you because it liked you anyways.  You know Umbrifer always liked you a lot more than me.  You know why.”

“I just wasn’t ready to think about anybody…  anybody who saw that, seeing me…  I can’t do anything.  It’s all too crazy.”

“I don’t know what to do about that!  I don’t!  It’s the kind of thing like, if I could cut the memory out of everybody’s head one at a time, go door to door with these knives, I’d spend the rest of my life doing that.  I wish I could!”

Josefina rolled onto her back, so she could hold Blasfemia and Ombonculita at the same time, and kissed Blasfemia on the head.  “Hush, hush, Ximura.  You did everything you know how to do, and that’s all we have to do.  I’m the one who has to figure out how to deal with this.”

“Maybe it would help if the Corsario promised to not be weird about it with you?”

“Oh I don’t know.  Maybe…  I just wish I could…  I don’t know, hug it.  Like a normal person.”

“Is that all it would take?  I could bully him into that, no problem.”

“It’s ruined.  Umbrifer can only see me as a crazy sucia who wants to fuck it.  I’m ruined.”

“That goblin has been watching you with its bug eye for months now, and never once has this come up.  It has to be able to trust you by now, or it wouldn’t have got me to help, wouldn’t have tried to help you even when I’m not around, so many times.”

“You think so?”

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Umbrifer wondered for the thousandth time how its life had come to this, when suddenly there was a whistle from inside the room.  It had to be Blasfemia.  She called it in.

It came in and switched on the light.  The ladies winced and it turned the light back off.  “I can see just as well without it, just a habit, I’m sorry.”  It stepped in a short way, and looked at the weirdos on the bed.

Blasfemia stood up and came to it.  “Listen.  If you are OK with Josie hugging you, it would make her feel a lot better.  She would never wanna do anything to make you feel uncomfortable though, so only say yes if that’s true.  But it would really help her, y’know?”

Umbrifer crossed its arms and looked sadly at Josefina’s tear-dappled face.

She said, “I promise, I’ll never ever come onto you.  Really.  I just need you in my life as a friend.  It’s just too…”  She broke out crying again.

“Hey,” it said.  “I’ll do it.  I do care about you, Josefina.  Life is crazy; you never know what’s going to happen.  All I ever wanted to care about was the Leveret, but now I care about you too, OK?”  It came to the bed and got in beside her, and then awkwardly put an arm around her.

She embraced it back and cried herself out, leaning on the weird thin duende for comfort.  Its body was warm, everywhere that was not covered by clothing bristling with stiff fur.

Josefina knew she could keep her promise not to come onto Umbrifer, but to her surprise, she really did feel a romantic impulse.  She really did want to fuck it.

Suddenly, all three of their computers buzzed to life with a message.  They checked them out.

The screens were filled with bold block lettering in Borlante, and the phones took a moment to catch up and letter in the translation.

//Surrender to the Celestial Hierarchy the one known as Blasfemia or face destruction.//

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Some of the text here is extremely NSFW, I say as if any of my readers are still working.  Pensioners reprezent.  If you want to read this novel from the beginning, see this article, read it, and hit the next button until you see more entries, stopping with II:V, then starting again at this one.  Meanwhile…

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In long space sat a plain metal orb, in a galactic orbit seemingly unaffected by all of the nearest stars.  Not that any stars were especially near – the closest light years away.  Closer the details became clear – utility panels, bulky machinery to facilitate human survival within – but nowhere could an exhaust port be seen, nor a sign of how it could control its movement in space at all.

In astrocielo, the orb was buried within the impossible works of a cyclopean mechanical angel, itself half embedded in the outermost layer of the Wall of Ice.  The creature was gold and silver wheels within wheels within wheels, moving in response to the will of the Celestial Hierarchy.  Any mortal with a rank above the laity could move in and out of the wheels with barely a thought, the machinery sliding around to accommodate them.  Any other mortal would likewise be kept out.

Surrounding the angel, labyrinthine trenches were carved into the crust, infested with hellhounds, sustained by dispassionate autoesclavos tossing lesser spirits into the pits.  Those autoesclavos in turn manned larger autoesclavos that were built from mangled and lobotomized astral spirits, bound with armor and engines, bristling with weapons.  They were roughly humanoid astronaves that supplied the station with meat harvested from nearby heathen worlds – walking iron maidens.

In the heart of the angel, the marines came and went between worlds as they pleased.  The orb’s interior was doubled, half occupying long space and half in astrocielo, but both integrated into an impossible whole.  The floor plan was consistent, at least, and the crew found it all very uninteresting.  The mortals spent most of their time in the long space corridors, to avoid the side effects of long term stays in astrocielo, and only went into the astral corridors to do necessary labor and upkeep.

It was in the astral corridors that communication could most easily be made with both the autoesclavo keepers and the Stars of Weal.  On a shift in the astral control center, a tired captain idly fantasized about having sex with all of his subordinates, barely aroused by the notion anymore, just keeping his mind in motion.

There he was, with his short-billed peaked cap and grandiose epaulets, no pants and legs parted enough to admit the next person in line, his cock and balls much larger than they were in reality.  Only two women served on the bridge crew at that hour, and the men would take turns pushing them onto his cock, holding them aloft in a gentle bondage of flesh, rocking them back and forth, so that the Captain did not even have to thrust to achieve the required friction.  Whoever wasn’t currently occupied with that task waited their turn, all clustered around him, masturbating furiously.  He imagined the smell of their cocks and pussies.  Whatever.

In the world where he was wearing pants, his crew played video games or chit-chatted away eternity, only the requisite level of attention paid to the instruments and computers arrayed at their stations.  This was the night shift, their circadian rhythms kept in time with Dio 6 by way of adjustments in light warmth.  They were sleepy but they were supposed to be sleepy.  Having different crewmen on different times was logistically unfeasible.

They were not exactly the cream of the crop.  They’d already drawn a short stick to get the border assignment, and of the people living in that orb, they were the ones who had to do a night rotation.  Still, qualifying for the Navy required some physical fitness and mental resilience, and long exposure to the strange experience of transubstantiation meant they had the latter in spades.

Resisting the effects of stays in the ectonic realm was about mental discipline, and the most effective way to combat psychoanatomical drift was to cling to normalcy, to force oneself to think in the most banal and human ways possible.  Plan your chores, talk through your job duties, tell each other the same life stories over and over again – job interviews, bad dates, achievements in high school athletics.  They were obstinately sane and boring people.

Also very human.  In the Stars of Weal, all entertainment was conducted by virtual characters, the depictions of which had become very standardized into flawless dolls.  Envy of that perfection drove an escalation of distaste for natural human appearance to the extent that all still images and video had been replaced with filtered cartoon avatars in a very similar mold.  Even military surveillance footage allowed people to be replaced with avatars of their choosing, over-ridden with security clearance only when strictly necessary.  These marines were robust primates with thick necks and millions of tiny wrinkles and hairs and blemishes texturing their skin.  Even the whites of their eyes had more texture than preferred.

Many, when confronted by the reality of human bodies, found them utterly repulsive.  Yet the natural attraction was there, now heavily poisoned with self-loathing and disgust.  There was a perverse thrill in the natural human form, and only a perverse one.  Good people spent their romantic feelings on illusions, only having sex reluctantly and with eyes closed.  Conversely, someone like the captain had wallowed his imagination upon the idea of those lurid real bodies so long that nothing was especially thrilling anymore.

He swiveled very slowly in his chair, taking in the view of all the stars of his little fantasy.  Closest was Nightwatch Commander Giuchiratti, with his back to the captain, reading something lengthy on his computer.  His silver and slate hair was very precisely trimmed, barely present below the band of his cap.  He was one of those people with richly hued skin, even in a world without sun.  Beyond him on a lower tier of the dais sat the subofficers for the shift – the Second Furiere, the Vice Capomachinista, and the Second Cappelano.  The 2F and VC were having one of those repetitive conversations, having the best rapport for it, while the 2C – Father Jaocepfi – was chatting with two of the enlisted men on the floor, both from his homeworld of Laia 4, and speaking that language.

The enlisted on the floor were mostly prematurely aging men in their late twenties and early thirties, former athletes whose bodies were getting soft in various ways, and the aforementioned ladies, who were both at Communications, Petty Officers Nicola and Pienela.  There weren’t many women in the Navy.  Those that desperately wanted into the line of work were put into the safest positions, which generally meant they weren’t stationed at the Wall, but here they were.  PO Nicola was shaped like the kind of man who wouldn’t meet the physical requirements, although she had, and her shimmering black hair the only thing somewhat beautiful about her.

PO Pienela had a womanly figure, though stretched to an unreasonable height, and her nose projected like a beak.  Her blonde hair looked dry, but she wore nice makeup.  Both women were squeezed into the mandated alternate woman’s uniform, with skirt and hose and frilly bow tie, hair identically braided and looped into a bun beneath their black and gold sidecaps.  The Captain could notice similar levels of detail in the men but was less specifically interested in them, and so he did not bother, beyond noting who had the biggest dicks in the fleeting moments where that was easier to tell through their loose slacks.

The Captain, Don Uomino Philotesta, brought his chair to a stop facing Communications, looking down at the women with very professional regard.  Good evening, Petty Officers.  They gave him polite nods and resumed their own conversation.  The dim honey colored light was a gentle film separating them from his lust.  Then, for the first time in weeks, the elevated communication chime startled them into uncrossing their legs.  No thrill there, as they were instantly turned away, pushing buttons.

“Just send it directly to me, thank you.”  He raised his work computer, and sound mites in his ears buzzed as they engaged with it.

PO Pienela gave him another polite nod and resumed work.  It was mostly bureaucracy, teasing apart the metadata to see how the communiqué would need to be logged in local systems.  As the only person certain to have the clearance for it, Captain Philotesta started playing it back.

//Prepare an extraction team to post in Borland 1 astrocielo.  Heavy broad spectrum transmission to global surface in local language:  Surrender to the Celestial Hierarchy the one known as Blasfemia or face destruction.  Follow immediately with doubled hellhound deployment, double autoesclavo surveillance.//

Damn, he thought.  The Amiralo will have expectations.  The post was a very safe place to wait for one’s retirement, the hardest work done by autoesclavos, but expectations meant possibility of taking a fall for failure to meet them.

“Furiere Enriges, we need to double the hellhounds on Borland 1, but deploy them all at once – not in stages.  We also need twice the eyes over that world, no need to hold anything back there.  Commander Giuchiratti, assemble one shuttle of marines and an escort of fighters, staging them in the Borlante astrocielo with the dogs.  No deployment until I say.”

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It was all she could do to bathe, to eat and drink, to keep herself alive in the tower.  Cora Calumnia leaned heavily on esoteric sorcery to achieve even basic things.  Her state of cleanliness and grooming were properties of a moment in time that she accessed through those powers, taking the external qualities she possessed in that moment.  If only she could do the same for her internal organs, for the cells whose telomeres had been fully eroded, for the cells that had already betrayed her to form new cancers.

This was why she would create no more homunculi.  She could not care for them properly anymore.  One old autoesclavo hung onto its own existence out of respect for the task, but she couldn’t know how long it would hold up any more than she could know the same of herself.  Certainly it was making mistakes.  Two of the little creatures had died in recent years.

And yet she could not make herself sit still.  All of her life had been lived for herself, following strange curiosities, bending reality to her will.  The tower was a testament to that – a nest made out of magic scraps, keeping the heavy hand of physical laws at bay as much as it could.  But now someone else had become much more important, and she could feel her acolyte’s story overtaking her life.

She had to know what was next in that story, because she was almost certain she would not live to see it.  And so she called on the autoesclavo to set her homunculi in a safe room, and attend to her.  They ascended the tower, the hobbled leading the hobbled.  At least no one was feeling rushed.  The old machine’s disabilities had a rather different expression but were, generally speaking, no less disabling.

At the highest chamber, they were surrounded by the elements.  Half of the tall windows were missing panes, and perpetual wind made a mess of everything.  The chaos of that mess spoke to the intuitive inside Cora, let her set aside the science and view magic like a witch ought to.

The autoesclavo was a kind machine, living out its designed purpose well.  When she’d purchased it, it was a shiny pink plastic affair with white rubber bumpers that were impossible to keep clean, a secondhand servant that had helped raise children for an unsentimental family.  Cora had renamed it Maricela.  She still had the energy for craft projects then, and had refinished it in blue-lacquered hardwood with silver filigree, the rubber replaced with more sophisticated black gripping material that was easier to clean.  Now as some old pieces of wood had become too warped or cracked to function, they’d been removed, leaving the original pink plastic exposed.  It no longer shined, covered in a film of hardened old adhesive like a dense smooth layer of spiderwebs.  The gripping material was held together where it had cracked with tightly wound, thin, black, vinyl-coated wire.  Maricela’s face was a black screen with dim white LEDs that formed expressions and displayed where its attention was focused.

Cora instructed Maricela in how to array the ritual components, and helped as much as she was able.  The machine was slightly less dexterous in its hands and less strong than the human, so she was careful to keep its limitations in mind as they worked.  Together they wound gold wire around pegs on the floor in an intricate pattern, and ran copper wires from that array to the lids of jars containing special ingredients, placed at just the right intervals throughout the magic circle.

They rested in folding chairs at the end of the preparations, which had taken a few intolerable hours.  Maricela asked, “Do you have some power or device to send warning to Josefina at the Torre Alucine, if you discover some danger in her future?”

“Not that far away, no.”

“Then what is the purpose of knowing her path?  Is it just to satisfy your own curiosity?”

“Yes.  It feels more important than that, but ultimately it can serve no other purpose.  Can it, Maricela?”

“True, Dama.  But we must see to our needs in life, and this is one of yours.  I have a curiosity of my own.  When you say it feels more important, can you describe what you mean?  Maybe understanding that will help me to help you.”

“To express the inexpressible…  If I knew how to do that, dear, I’d have become a poet.  But I should try, shouldn’t I?”

“I would appreciate it, only if it is not too difficult.”

“Josefina fills my thoughts.  It is not love, though I am fond of her.  In a population of organisms, the young generation replace the old, and in turn are replaced.  It’s natural I should think about legacy at my age, yes?  But that isn’t it either.”

“But it feels related, or you would not have mentioned it.”

“I’m circling the truth, but like a logarithmic spiral, I may never reach the center.”

“You have told me that reality can never be perfectly defined, but approximation could still serve a purpose.”

“Maricela, I have no idea why some people dislike autoesclavos.  You are still finding ways to remind me that I love you.”

“I love you too, Dama.  Can you go around the spiral a few more times for me?”

Cora clutched at the air absently, as if she could grab the idea, and closed her big baby eyes.  “I set her on a path to understanding herself, but maybe that’s another unending spiral — one whose revolutions will be cut short with death.”

“You are contemplating your mortality again?  I do not want to make you think about that.”

“Not necessarily my end, but what happens immediately before it.  What understanding could I reach there?  This feels like a necessary step to satisfying that particular curiosity.  Perhaps.”

“I hope your end is still far away.”

“So do I, Maricela.”

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One would imagine that with the post-defining boredom of his captaincy, Philotesta would leap up to personally oversee the odd bit of excitement to come his way, but it just wasn’t like that.  Looking out the windows, even looking at monitors, it would remind him of where he was.  Better to maintain the mental anesthesia of daydreaming, and the delegation of authority let him do exactly that.

Previously, the orgy of his mind had focused on the Petty Officers, but it was time for the Senior Officers to get some.  Commander Giuchiratti had the sort of commanding presence Captain Philotesta had never bothered to muster, which made for an obvious role in any pornographic scenario.  His cap was pulled even lower over his eyes, giving him an air of mysterious power as he wordlessly dominated the others into sex acts, gesturing here and there with strong sweeps of the hands and arms.

The Second Furiere Enriges and the Vice Capomachinista Tripoli Timmi were standing face to face at full attention, saluting each other with the right hand and stroking each other off with the left.  Could they maintain their posture, or would they be whipped by the Second Cappelano?  Father Jaocepfi was wearing no pants of course, his prodigious member snaking luridly from the black cassock as he leered and chattered obscenities in Laianes – a stereotype of the greasy oversexed foreigner.

All the men among the Petty Officers did endless pushups, blindfolded and naked but for their boots.  PO Pienela made shocked expressions, face blushed to a furious pink, as she watched the scene.  Her pants had been ripped to pieces and PO Nicola’s face was buried in her pubis, making very sloppy noises.

Behind the women, the lights on comms were a little too bright, pulsing slowly on a beat, like the heart of a great ectothermic beast.  The erotic pantomime gradually dimmed in comparison, the noise of it thinned to weak irregular tapping and animal whining.  Was his lust actually so different from the artifice of the sexless dolls on tele, or had he just constructed a different kind of falsehood that would eventually fail under the weight of its own abstraction?

“Captain,” said the Commander’s voice, spoken from the wrong position.  He was on the Defense Systems side of the dais resting a boot on the back of a naked man doing pushups, right?  The voice was too close.  “You seem half asleep.”

He turned to look at the source of the voice and saw the strangest creature he had ever seen.  Not one of the outrageous chimeras of the astrocielo, but something that distorted the idea of human form with a wrongness as subtle as it was thorough.  The face of an infant on a head too large, the body of an elderly woman with thin wrinkled flesh, reddish gold hair taut in a pearl crown.  She wore a funereal black dress with a fan-like white ruff, like that big head sat severed on a plate.

In Giuchiratti’s voice she said, “Are you sure you don’t want to oversee the operations?”

At his own look of alarm, she looked alarmed, and backed away with nervous steps.  She tripped and fell, injuring herself and crying out in mute pain.

A flicker of an eyelid and she wasn’t there, only the Commander, fully clothed.  “Captain?”

Philotesta squeezed the sleep out of his eyes and angrily grasped at understanding.  It all came together quickly for him.  “DefSys, seventy-five percent more power to ESO shields, now.”

The young men jumped in their seats and pushed the right buttons, then waited in position for another order, still tense.

“Maintain that, for now.  At ease.”  Philotesta took off his cap, wiped sweat from his brow.

Giuchiratti said, “The ESO shields aren’t there to protect you from bad dreams, sir.”

The Captain rolled his eyes.  “I never would have imagined such as I just glimpsed.  A witch scries on us, and I saw her.”

“Your imagination could not have conjured a witch?”

“Not like her.”

–
One grueling task begat another.  Cora required medical care but had made no arrangement with the civilized world to come fetch her in that situation, so she was caring for herself.  To her best effort at diagnosis, the priorities were getting blood pressure back up, then operating on the hematoma.  The joint damage was a lost cause, just a new disability to add to the list.  She waited more than three hours for the slow old autoesclavo to synthesize artificial blood and return with that and the equipment.  Moving her to the laboratory would have been faster if it was at all possible, but it wasn’t.

At the brink of death, the blood began to revive her.  Revived nerves transmitted pain afresh and she was pushed near death again, only the slow escalation brunting the shock just enough to prevent that.  Maricela made fussy gestures with its hands in between tasks, a human-like neurotic display that emerged naturally from its programming, not mere mimicry.  Cora’s thin eyelids lifted again, weakly.

“Her crossroad lies in the heart of an angel.  How magnificent!”

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Still not loving my work but big things are happening again, at least.  In a subsequent draft, it should be much improved, but in the spirit of publicly posting the first draft, here you go.  If you want to read this novel from the beginning, see this article, read it, and hit the next button until you see more entries, stopping with II:V, then starting again at this one.  Meanwhile…

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“My beautiful people.  My wounded flock.  I have, in a moment of weakness, failed you.  How is this possible?, you may ask.  An angel of such immense power, who could turn the very world you stand upon?  It is that very power that is the problem.”

Michael stood in the balcony of the Abbey, addressing the crowd who had come to accuse the assassins that day.  At one side were Cardinal Domenico and his guard, at the other his own men, Pietro and Dante.  They had let as much daylight as possible into the room, but the figures on the balcony were still cast in blue-grey.  Michael’s halo was visible, licking around the corners of his crown.

“Our souls are united in the great hierarchy of Creation, and so my heart can feel yours, and you can feel mine.  When I was in my proper place, before the terrible crime that inaugurated my regency, there was a proper distance between us, which made this connection a source of gentle love for us all.

“Walking among you has lessened the distance between us, and at a time when that love has been sullied with those mortal sins.  Dio 6 is comfortable in its star’s light, Dio 1 is a burning rock.  I am too close to you now, and must protect you from the power of my heart.

“When I came into this place the other day, the protections I had placed upon myself were imperfect, and some of you fell ill.  Whether you felt the sickness or not, you felt some measure of my darker feelings, of the great turmoil I feel at having to look upon these sinners and decide the best justice for them.

“To prevent this from happening again, I have redoubled my efforts to keep you safe, to keep my heart inside this cassock.  That will not happen again, I swear to it.”  Michael looked back and forth over the people, watching their faces for a sign of how they were feeling.  He was not exaggerating.  The day he had reduced Cristina to animal panic, the lamen he wore for routine protection had been slightly damaged.  He rebuilt it from sterner materials, immune to smudging and ripping.

His ability to read expressions had grown by leaps and bounds since he fell, in part from practical experience, in part from that dangerous proximity to the masses.  He had been gleaning knowledge from them telepathically, purely on instinct.  Now that he had to exercise greater care with his power, would his learning slow?

Just the same, Michael was satisfied that, although they still had fears and concerns about the situation, the main run of the crowd admired his beauty and power, and tried to accept everything that he said.  He continued.

“On another matter, which concerns us today, is that I must disappoint your desire to confront the assassins today.  I do see why you want to do this, why my good cardinals decided to allow this, but I have looked at the records of what happened, and must conclude that visitation by the mourning is a form of torture.

“The punishment these sinners must ultimately face may include torture, it is true.  And this may well be part of that, but I cannot swear that it will be.  Justice must be more carefully considered before it is administered.

“You gathered here today, among all of the people of Dio 6, will be the first to be informed of my final decision, of what is to befall the terrorists, and if you are to be part of it.  That I can swear as well.  Now please, go home.  In the name of God I bless you all.”

The protection magic he had woven around himself was so precise that he could extend his power through it with conscious exertion, and he teased out the love that he felt for the people, and let it wash over the crowd, ever so slightly.  Their expressions softened, their concerns assuaged — at least for the time — and they slowly left the building, with no small amount of genuflection and prayer before they let the beautiful angel leave their sight.

Domenico took his hand and said, “While we are swearing to things, let me say that I will not behave so presumptuously again.  You have my word, Pontiff-Regent.”

The creature gently withdrew his hand and said, “My sincere gratitude, Cardinal.  I will leave you to your duties and persist in my own.”  He bowed slightly and walked away, guards trailing behind him.

Domenico stood there in silence but a moment, before heading into the opposite hall with his own entourage.  Halfway into the right wing of the building he turned to face his security detail and quietly asked, “Where are the security cameras monitored?  Take me there, quietly.”

He didn’t know if the angel’s sense of hearing could reach that far across the building, but he couldn’t bear the curiosity any longer.

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In the left wing of the abbey, Michael had gone straight to Cristina’s room.  With his newly redoubled psychic protections, the guards did not sense his coming in the same way, but parted ways nearly as quickly.  He ordered Pietro and Dante to remain outside the room, and for the first time, he closed the door to the hall.

Cristina crouched on the far side of her bed from the door, peering over the top at him.  “Come on, come on!  Why me?”  She gleamed with a thin sweat.

He looked at her, sad and kind.  “Surely you can feel the difference between this time and the last?  I have improved the powers that bind my psychic aura, to protect you mortals.  There should be nothing to harm you now.”

“That was powers last time?  I just thought I was scared of you.  I still am.”

“Please sit on the bed.  Would it help if I sat farther away?”

“Yeah, like, go back to the throne room.”

“Please.  I am not leaving, Cristina.”

She crawled up onto the bed and sat there, coiled like a spring.  “Now what?  Seriously, you freak me out.”

Michael found a stool and sat on it, more than two paces away from the bed.  His mien was of practiced calm beneficence, but if she could see his pupils expanding and contracting, catch the flicks of the eye, she might guess at something else.  “I’d like to apologize for how I’ve conducted myself around you.  Your sin was so great that it drew me out of the heavens themselves.  I’m new to the world, still finding my way.  In shock, I haven’t properly controlled my feelings.”

“You almost sound human now.  It’s a neat trick.  Again, what do you want from me?”

“Simply to understand you.”

“So you know how to torture me to death, right?  Why would I let you know anything then?”  In full view, he could see the sweat wasn’t from fear.  She must have been exercising before he came in.

Without the shock and haze of their first encounters, Cristina could finally take a more objective view of the angel.  An angel pope!  Absurd.  He looked so much like a real man, but larger than life.  His size alone felt like a threat, no matter the demeanor he put on.  He seemed as big as a horse.

He said, “It is not yet decided what your punishment shall be, only that it should stand as a reminder to all in the Stars of Weal to never transgress like this again.”

“That isn’t helping me relax, Your Holiness!”  She knotted her fingers in the blankets.

His face took a pained expression, so indistinguishable from a human.  “I’m truly sorry.  This was meant to be less torturous than my previous visits.  I am not here to inflict another cruelty upon you, child.”

Cristina stopped twisting as much, but still gripped the blankets in two fists.  “I believe you.  What if I accidentally change your mind?  You have a temper.”

“I will leave, as I did before, if you recall.”

“Yeah.  I’ll never forget that, at least until the axe falls.  So what is this about?  Why me?”

“You personally slew the pontiff.  I know your heart.”

She laughed for an instant, mirthlessly, madly.  “How can this be happening?”

“These are rather unbelievable times, in no small part due to the work of your hands.”

“Why even say anything?  You know what I’m going to say.”

“Yes, yes.  To blame it on Blasfemia.  But it is you, who designed to kill God.  There is no one else in the world like you, Cristina.  That is why I am here.  I need to understand this.”  The angel leaned forward in his seat, looking deeply into her eyes.

She rolled her eyes.  She didn’t want to but they were beyond her control on this one – on this absurd circumstance.  “You need to understand something that isn’t true.  This is gonna go great.”

“You don’t need to confess today, but please, spare me the denials.  How many people have a chance to speak directly with the Angel of the World?  I cannot imagine you have no curiosity at all about it.”

“So I can ask questions too?”

“I hadn’t considered it, but I may allow it for a time.  You will answer my own?”

“If I can.  You know there are some things a person never says, to protect themselves.”

“And for other reasons as well.  Same terms then.  We can each ask, but understand there may be no answer given.”  Michael straightened up in his seat and crossed his arms, eager.

Cristina’s mind raced.  Why did life end up being like a test so often?  “Deal.  Might take me a minute to think of a good question because you got me all jacked up.”

“Why did you do it?  I understand you each had your own motives.  The political philosophy of your former lover, the esoteric spirit lust of your theologian, the ethnonationalism of your fixer.  And you were, of all things, the Satanist?”

“You really wanna know about that?  About that?”

Michael showed his hands.  “If knowing the dark philosophy of devil worship helps me understand how you could bring yourself to this, then I must know something of it.  The motivation.”

Cristina relaxed enough to cover her face with her hands.  After she stifled a scream at his absurd delusion, she said, “Society is all about judgment.  Make sure you do this, never do that.  Even when it isn’t pointed at you, it’s always rumors and bullshit and bitching, and you just know it’ll be pointed at your back the second you turn around.”

“And because society is religious, you come to hate religion, believe it is the cause of all that you dislike in people?”

“If the shoe fits.  That’s the language they use.  And if shit comes to a head, it’s inquisitores and priests that enforce it.  How can God make me like this and then stand in judgment of me for living how he made me?  I know if he exists the way people say he does, then he hates me, and I hate him.”

“God loves all of his children, but he does hate sin.”

“That shit has never made any sense, but go off.  You’re the pope of nonsense.  Pope Nonsensius the Ding-Dong.”

It was Michael’s turn to hide his eyes, mustering the thoughts to pierce her wall of noise.

“My turn?,” she asked, and didn’t wait for an answer.  “It’s all about the magic hat, isn’t it?  If the old pope wasn’t wearing the magic hat, you wouldn’t have even noticed, would you?  Maybe low key, but not like this.”

He dropped his hands and shook his head sadly.  “You just don’t get it, do you?  You’re lost in this maze of moral relativity and philosophical materialism, when the evidence of God’s truth is right in front of your face.”

“There’s an expression where we come from.  ‘The Right of the Church is writ on the wings of the Hosts.’  Basically, that the very fact the priests can summon angels is proof they are doing God’s will, and have the right to make all the rules.”

“And you deny that because you believe… what, exactly?  That book by Chucra Colimar you read in eighth grade?  That the angels are spirits pressed into the church’s service, forms twisted by human sorcery?”

She was shocked quiet for a moment.  Then said, “You’re reading my mind.  Then why don’t you already know..?”

“I have decided not to read anyone’s mind, Cristina.  I found out every single detail of your lives, in my studies.  I need to understand why this happened, so I can keep it from ever happening again.”

“You’re telling me you memorized our library records from school?  That’s insane.”

“A Treatise on Angelic Bondage, penned by Jorge’s intellectual predecessor.”

She curled into a ball and tugged the blanket over her head.  “You knew I dated Chino.  Didn’t find that out from the library.”

“Pictures and videos.”

“But you’re not bothering them.  It’s only me…”

“Your reason.  It vexes me.”

She whipped the blanket down, but didn’t sit up.  “What’s the big fucking mystery?  Maybe I’m just mentally defective!  Maybe I’m just crazy!”  To Cristina he looked just like a man, acted just like a man.  But moreso?  He must have a superhuman mind to remember all those little details about four lives.  Maybe his powers were pushing him close to awareness of that hole in the middle.  Spirits are always missing something; she was sure of that.

True to that perception, his emotions began to crack the surface.  He stood and took one step toward her.  She barked in fear and rolled behind the bed, out of his sight.

“No!  Why must you fear me like this?  I am no more grave of a presence than any in your gaol!  Do you fear yourself?  You’re the one who has wrought your fate!”  His voice trembled.

He isn’t bothering the others but he’s bothering me.  He isn’t reading my mind because he doesn’t want to know.  He’s committed to the idea I did it, because…  of what he wants…

She made herself cry.  It was always a good stalling tactic.  Cristina wasn’t a great actress, but stress made it easy to throw herself into that spirit, to pretend she had that particular human frailty.  She was human, of course, but crying was not something she’d ever done in earnest.  Not how her body or mind worked.

Michael flew to the corner of the room, where he could look around the bed without being close to her.  “Look!  I am not close to you!  I cannot hurt you!  I wear this terrible lamen upon my chest like a curse, oppressing my powers, lest I burn the people that I love!  Do not fear me, please!”  He tugged down the collar of his cassock to reveal the new brazen symbol, hung from steel chains.

“You love me?,” she choked.  “It’s impossible!  Nobody loves me!  Angels can’t love anything!”

He had meant that in the broadest sense, that he loved all of humanity.  Hadn’t he?  Michael cried now too, though he wasn’t wracked by the sobs, or curled in a ball like she was.  “Look at me!  I love all of mankind!  I love you like my children!”  He didn’t love children, did he?  The angel felt that his words were springing unbidden, barely controlled.

Through the blur of tears she saw him, her own eyes wide with fear, but something else dawning as well.  Could he see it?  She had to be careful as hell, but it seemed to be working.  Get him off guard with emotion, then make him believe whatever he wants to believe.

“It’s alright,” she said between sobs.  “It’s not like I can make you do anything.  Just stare at me.”

“I’d sooner gouge out my own eyes than make you feel this way!”  He wheeled around and gripped one of the blinds, wings flexing in place.  His voice was erratic.

He’ll tear me limb from limb.  Don’t fucking do it, Cristina.

“Prove it.  Hold me gently, don’t hurt me at all.  If you even can.”

There was a long moment of shuddering breaths and brutal tension, then she was nearly shocked out of her mind by huge arms curling around her, pulling her up onto his thighs.  She was suddenly reminded of being held by a priest when she was five years old, but this reality was much more dire.  The metal of his strange huge amulet pressed into her shoulder, the chains snapped at her hair.  He smelled like fire, like a man who had worked a day in the fields, then walked through a haze of incense.  His breath turned to steam on her temple and trickled down her face.

“I do love you, my child.  If no love for you remains in all the stars, mine cannot be dimmed.”  His muscles tensed, and he increased his efforts to not crush her, holding his arms so stiffly.  “Why is your body so rigid?  Why do you fear me so?”

“Just hold me until it stops, please.  I can’t bear this pain.”

“Y-yes, my child.  I will.”

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Domenico listened to their words and watched their bodies from three angles at once, trying to feel out the reality beneath the emotional surface.  The talk of love, the physical intimacy, this had to be the machinations of the Corazono heretic.  If Michael were just another human political rival, their sobbing and fumbling embraces would be music to his ears — leverage to promote himself.  He was the heir apparent to the papacy, but nothing was ever so simple where that throne was concerned.

The angel was an angel, one with power that defied all human control.  Cardinals were some of the most accomplished angel binders outside of the highest echelons of the police, but if the entire college worked together, they’d have no hope of restraining this creature.  The heretic knew she was condemned to death, so why not play with atomic fire?  Selfish bitch!

He needed her to stop, but how to achieve that?  The Pontiff-Regent had superhuman senses, preternatural cognition, and supernatural understanding.  Were she to be assassinated, he might sense who was responsible and take revenge.  If insane enough, he might just take revenge on the whole world.  Domenico could only hope any intercession was happening early enough in the monster’s infatuation that it wasn’t of mortal consequence.

Several schemes occurred to him at once, overlaying and entangling each other.  Manipulate a faithful man to assassinate her, take the blame, then die before he could be interrogated.  Give her what she wants — fake her execution and let her live in secret with a reconstructed face — at least until a subsequent assassination.  Maybe the angel could be in on that scheme, but his faith was more true than any among the cardinals, and the guilt could lead him to lash out dangerously.  Or his love could help distract him for the rest of a human lifetime, and avert apocalyptic trouble on Dio 6.

Controlling Michael through manipulation seemed too much like the foolishness that heretic had taken upon herself.  Destroying him, on the other hand..?  To even think it raised the risk of discovery.  Should the angel’s power again breach the constraint of his lamen, he could anticipate the threat through augury or telepathy in an instant.  Still, it had to be considered, for the good of humanity.  And as an advanced practitioner of divine science, Domenico was already running the math.

The creature’s energy would need to have an escape that did not damage the world, and if the source of the killing blow was an exorcism that forced him into the ectosphere with lethal force, that might be just what was required.  Like other fields of physics, divine science was not limited in scope to the power of individuals.  One could use technology to achieve greater effects, and this would surely require such a mechanism.

It would be a cannon – perhaps an ectoproton beam with subtachyonic carrier waves, possibly affixed to a satellite – and it would have to be invented nearly from scratch in a very short time.  That meant more conspirators, and more opportunities to lose it all to a telepathic moment.  Good reason to act as quickly as possible.

He left in a swirl of flowing red and black cloth.

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It seemed like an hour before the Pontiff-Regent came out of the assassin’s room, and his guards could change from post to escort.  Dante and Pietro were immediately concerned at his demeanor, glassy-eyed and vacant, but with a nervous energy beneath that threatened to escape his shackles.  They bowed, but as he passed, they had to exchange worried glances.  Dante bared his teeth in fear and furrowed brow, Pietro swallowed a sob that was trying to form.  What had she done to that great innocent soul?

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The writing is still very perfunctory and not enthralling, just the plot going through its paces.  In a subsequent draft, it should be much improved, but in the spirit of publicly posting the first draft, here you go.  If you want to read this novel from the beginning, see this article, read it, and hit the next button until you see more entries, stopping with II:V, then starting again at this one.  Meanwhile…

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Blasfemia and her opponent circled each other, each holding one of her knives.  She said, “You first, man.”

A guy using translation at ringside translated it for Blagh, and he made his move – a simple feint and backhand slash combo.  Blasfemia fell for the feint, but was fast enough to make up for that rookie mistake, stabbing Blagh in the arm.

He dropped the knife and stumbled away cursing.  There was no cut there, of course.  They were wearing sparring gear and had trained beforehand how to control the knives for nonlethal combat – the psychoreactive metal flattening into mush at the point of impact, but otherwise maintaining enough form to practice parrying.  There was still more pain than Blagh had expected.

“Gademy, yof tarent!,” he hissed, but nobody bothered to translate that.

“Damn,” she said, flipping over the knife in her hand. “I let myself go soft here.  Maybe more, like, soggy.”  She smiled miserably and took up a stance again.

Blagh finished nursing his arm and got tough as well.  He gestured for her to come at him.  “Sdabby yut.”

Blasfemia was compelled to stab at him before he finished his sentence, but that would be cheap, not very instructive.  She’d never trained another fighter before, but took it seriously.  After all, what they were expecting of Josefina was flatly impossible.  If Blasfemia at least taught these bozos some moves, they might be less mad about that.

She slashed at him high and low, teasing him into parrying.  His attempts were clumsy.  They kept his hand from getting scratched, but focused his attention on that extremity.  She didn’t even try to do damage with her cheeky sweep, brushing her shin against his calf just to surprise him into weakening his guard, and then stabbed him in the chest so hard it forced his arm down.  He dropped the knife again.

“You know how to avoid a feint when you’re boxing, right?  Unfocus, see my whole body.  Yeah, you don’t wanna get stabbed, so the hand is higher stakes, but you can’t treat it like it is, or you get caught up over here.”  She waggled her hands at arm’s length.

Ringside guy translated her spiel again, and they stanced up while waiting for him to finish.  All around the village toughs watched and tried to learn.  In fact, she probably wasn’t much better than the best of them, in technique or training, and those canny few were learning that she didn’t actually have much to teach them.

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Upstairs in the great lounge of the bugaster’s house, the couches and cushions had been spread to the corners, leaving room for Josefina and her students.  By her insistence they sat as comfortably as they could manage directly on the hard cool tiles of the floor.  There were over a dozen people from the village, mostly women, as well as Darter and Umbrifer.  Josefina sat on a cushion with Ombonculita in her lap, and seemed distracted, looking through them rather than fully upon any of their eyes or faces.  They strained to hear her, though all were close at hand, and the room was powerfully quiet.  She did not have a strong voice.

“Other worlds are not so weak in these powers as Borland.  In the Stars of Weal, practitioners of divine science are so common that their presence thins the boundary to the spirit world.  But it isn’t all monsters all the time, because those scientists are also police and doctors and engineers, who keep strict control over their works.  Hopefully, having a manifest spirit and an intuitive here will help open your senses to the spirit.”

The eyes on Darter’s face were closed in faux concentration, but the swollen and vile pink eye hidden behind his brown hair stared through the strands in a different kind of focus.  He looked at her, poring over her features, sometimes with sharp movements, sometimes tracing the lines, as if he could feel her through that unseen connection.  The sack-colored lace of its disguise frustrated the view.  He had to control his psychic energy to keep the big eye from telekinetically blasting the hair aside, and revealing his lurid interest.

Umbrifer had become much more comfortable with Josefina over time, sympathetic to her awkward position in Alish, and trying to help her in whatever small ways it could.  It was waiting around in the same awkward suspense as the sisters, and the idle distraction of the day was joining the villagers in trying to learn magic.  Divine science was the structured application of sorcery used by humans in relevant careers, while Darter and Josefina used magic by their intuitive nature – much like the way the Leveret and similar spirits could shift between the spirit and material worlds at will.  Would she be able to teach other humans this intuition?  How about a spirit?  Umbrifer didn’t know, but it had the patience to find out, trying to follow her tutelage closely.

“We’ve been talking about the ideals, and this is what you must learn to observe.  I’m intuitive so I did not learn the sense of things in the way I’m trying to teach, but my abuela’s way of teaching was more formal.  It’s my understanding that for regular people, to attain divine knowledge, the best path is by focusing on the causes of things.  When you see an artificial thing, try to see the reason it was built, the way it was built.  When you see a natural thing, think of the natural forces that shaped it, that caused it to be.”

Umbrifer knew what she was talking about, because its natural senses did reveal that information to it, in a naturalistic way.  It didn’t necessarily discern the entire history and future of everything it beheld, but it had an immediate sense of the broad strokes.  The causal and conceptual relationships of the organisms and inanimate objects around it were almost as easily understood as their colors.

Darter also apprehended these truths in the same way as Josefina – through natural senses – but he could not parse her words through the jumble of his own ardent juvenile thoughts.  Let me hold you forever.  Let me, please.

“Think of some tool you use every day.  A kitchen knife or a sewing needle or a farming machine, your oven or your washing machine.  Pick one and try to remember everything you can about the way it looks and feels and smells.  Take some time to make this sense of it as complete as you can.  Now…”

She kept on, trying to convince them as much as she was trying to convince herself that she could break through the limitations of their lives, could lead them into something like her own powers – or at least those of novices.  Josefina was not letting herself believe, and the students did not know, that without intuitive talent, or a great sacrifice, or a brutal crucible, it could take decades to learn how to move a single button.

Bugaster Mallor came into the room and said, “Everyone remain here until I return, please.  If you need food or drink, take it from the bar, or the guest suite.”  He smiled but his eyes were stern, and then he was gone for the stairs.

Josefina shook her head and said, “He has broken your concentration.  We should clear that up before we try again.  Does anyone know what that was about?  Can you translate for me?”

In stilted Corazono, Darter said, “There are Traders in town.  Bad people.”  It was a guess on his part, but a good one.  The only other possibility was another hellhound, or some kind of riot.

“Thank you, Darter.  Umbrifer, could you get more specific?  I don’t really get it.”

He smiled weakly with his little kitty teeth.  “The people that monopolize trade in this world are essentially bandits.  They extort what they want from villages like Alish, and unless they want worse things to happen, they just accept it.  If they don’t see a woman, they won’t ask for that as part of their protection ransom.”

“Fucking cops everywhere,” she muttered.  “Fucking cops.”

–
Bugaster Mallor asked Blasfemia to stay behind, but gathered the other toughs to go face the Traders.  Out in the streets, the snow glistened with a thin layer of late day melt, but was in no danger of disappearing.  Everyone had dropped their business and retreated into their homes, or come to stand in front of them, in that long practiced mixture of courage and deference.  Even the giant boxy robots stopped what they were doing and made themselves look small, to avoid appearing as a threat.

The Traders rolled in a great caravan of heavy wheeled vehicles, with smaller bikes and flying machines hanging from racks on the largest.  Every vehicle had railings and poles that the thugs could cling to, making their presence felt.  Their clothing were all weather-ready by necessity, but showed much more flair than those of the villagers, blending more materials of worlds beyond Borland, and elements of armor.  Everyone had laser rifles, grenades, plasma rifles, swords, knives, and was bristling with malice and pleasure.  Unlike cops from the Stars of Weal, there were some women in their number, though not many.

The lead vehicle ground to a halt and the rest followed suit.  It was a plain white thing lightly encrusted with ice and scored with wind erosion, boxy as a rudimentary fort on wheels.  No doubt the interior was more luxurious than the accommodations in the rest of the caravan.

Mallor stood with open arms and palms forward, demonstrating that he was unarmed and ready to do business.  A high side door opened on the wheeled fort, and the Trader leader jumped down from it, shiny black boots cutting into the snow where he tread.  The two men came together, trailed by their most trusted guards.

Traders only used Lenko among themselves, and this leader spoke easily in Borlante.  “Molloy, was it?”

“Mallor.  I remember you as well, Kottor?”  Mallor was looking memorable in black leather and silk with an overcoat of grey plush algae wool festooned with white ceramic scales, hoary brown hair and beard more neatly trimmed than anyone else in the village.

“You do remember me.”  Kottor wasn’t dressed any different from his people, except insofar as the patchwork was individual in the particulars of its elements.  He was the same age – even looked similar to Mallor – except with windburned cheeks and the scars of infighting among Traders.  He distinguished himself with a short white ceramic visor pulled low over his eyes, propped a sliver of a degree to allow for aggressive eye contact.  His own hair was a monstrous shag puffing out between the bands.

They shook hands.  Kottor made his demands before their gloves parted ways.  “These are very dangerous times now, Mallor, and the costs of protection have become accordingly high.”

“Not to say no, but what is this danger?”

“Don’t be coy, Bugaster.  It’s beneath your station, right?”

“You noticed our guns from afar.  We have seen a monster.  But still, that is all we know of it.  For the protection that we will purchase, would you please let me know what you know?”

“The Stars of Weal send hellhounds from the Ice.  It has happened before, at the edge of living memory.  Do your people have stories?”

“We are very remote.  Why do they do it?”

“To remind us of the terms of our relationship.  To keep us from daring the Ice.  You may have put it down, but they can return from the dead, these spirit creatures.”

“Then your generosity well pleases us.”

“As I’m certain your generosity will please us!  We will take our fill of food, drink, and fuel, and double the bricks we took last season.”

Mallor’s mouth was tight.  “A difficulty but we will make it work, to honor your hard work.”

Kottor made a surprisingly contrite expression.  “This isn’t idle greed.  The hellhound attacks are worse on larger settlements.  On our settlements.”

Good.  “I’m so sorry.  The hellhounds are quite hard to kill.”

“And I cannot wait to hear how you killed yours!”

“HES!,” a man on a tall pole cried in Lenko.  “Illa sideranav chikav au transavilam!”

“Or did your visitors do the killing for you?,” Kottor asked.

“I wouldn’t presume to speak for them.”

“They dodged our spaceports, Mallor.”

“If they had the bravery to cross long space, my first inclination is to offer them the same deference I offer to Traders.  If you have business with them, that’s yours.”

Kottor stepped close to Mallor and laid a strong hand on his shoulder.  “I would see them.”

Mallor put a hand on Kottor’s wrist.  “I’ll let them know.  Meanwhile, please avail yourself of the tavern.”

The Trader lowered his hand, but both knew this visit was off to a bad start.

–
The tavern was boisterous with strangers, and strangers alone.  Even the most alcoholic villagers cleared out, leaving only the servers and a few toughs to try whatever intervention they could, should they be attacked.  Traders waited for hot food to be served, numbing their tongues first with alcohol.

Mallor came with Carr, Kabel, Umbrifer, and Blasfemia.  The crowd pulled back enough that they could all get a look, and quieted down.  Clearly, none of them had seen anything quite like Umbrifer before.  Mallor took the lead and Kottor had the table cleared to accommodate the guests of honor.  The village toughs joined the Traders in the sidelines.  Mallor handed Kottor a computer.

“A small gift.  It can translate most simple things, less of the complex.”

Kottor grinned broadly at Blasfemia as he accepted the device.  Her face slackened as she picked up her own.  He said, “By God, you’re a vision.  And what is this creature?”

“Umbrifer,” it spoke for itself.  “A spirit on an unadvisable layover.  You are the famous Traders?”

“I’ll speak to you when I feel, creature.  Madam?”

“The corsario is Umbrifer, I’m me, and you’re telling me what this is all about, dude.”

Would the Trader thugs bristle at her attitude more if they could understand the words?  Their leader could only read them off the screen in his hand.  He said, “You are in violation of Borland 1’s laws.  All visiting starships are to moor at an official spaceport.  Living hand to mouth?”

She leaned back and loosely held her own computer near her face. “Yeah.  We’re broke, but you should know we’re fucking psycho.  Don’t test me with this shit, boss man.  Please.”

Umbrifer’s eye bugged at her words and its posture shrank, from unnaturally thin to comically so.

Kottor laughed.  “Alright.  Then answer a few questions and we’ll call that your moorage, for now.  Deal?”

She grinned beneath very dark eyes.  “You have us at your mercy, boss.  Fire away.”

Mallor’s eyes flicked from screen to Kottor to Blafemia and back, his body stiff as a board.

“What is your name?”

She wouldn’t have lied if the question wasn’t so pointed, but, “Ursula.  And you?”

“Kottor.  Where did you get this creature?”

“I hijacked its ship, but it likes me, so I let it stick around.  You come from the astrocielo, right Umbrifer?”

“I come from the astrocielo.”

Kottor continued.  “You have something of the look of a Tanis 4 girl, but are too tall and strong.  And I don’t recognize your tongue, so by elimination…”

“Stars of Weal.”

“An enemy of your homeworld.  There are other creatures from your home on Borland 1 now.  You saw one.  The hellhound you killed?”

Blasfemia nodded.  “Yeah, it was me.  I get that you saw the ship and Mallor had to say we were here, but did he have to tell you everything we’ve done since we arrived?”  She cast a fierce glance at him before meeting Kottor’s eyes again.  Mallor shrugged.

“We knew it couldn’t be a mere villager.  He didn’t have to say a thing.  We’ve fought a few.  They’re infesting Borland 1.  How did you kill yours?”

“I told you I’m psycho.  Crushed it to death in my pussy, bitch.”

He laughed and slapped the table.  The onlookers couldn’t help but nervously join in.  “Good enough.  What class of ship is your transport?  Who made it?”

Umbrifer had to answer.  “She’s a living thing from the astrocielo.  I tamed her.  Please don’t bother her.  If you try to take parts she’ll just bleed and die.”

Kottor nodded.  “That’s normal in the Stars of Weal, isn’t it?  Out here all starships are machines.”

Umbrifer was pleased to be spoken to rather than about, but still terrified.  It nodded.

Blasfemia said, “Cool shit, boss.  Tell us about the weather next.”

“Understood, Psycho Ursula.  While we’re all under the bugaster’s hospitality, don’t be a stranger.”  He made a dismissive wave.

She stared at it for a moment, tempted by the bait, but remembered Josefina and bit her tongue.  She didn’t know if her sister’s new powers were any good against humans, and didn’t want to find out when outgunned five to one.  She turned from the Trader.  “Mallor, take us away.  Please.”

The bugaster stood, still carefully controlling every move to avoid any perception of weakness in front of the thugs, and escorted the aliens from the building.  Kabel and Carr watched their backs until they were gone.
–

The apprentice witches in the Mallor house had chosen to avail themselves of the food and drink, and were lounging in small groups chatting nervously about the Trader caravan.  Josefina spoonfed Ombonculita sweetened algae mousse, when Darter approached.  In his usual slim black clothes, a gentle and unassuming species of ghoul.  Pale grey daylight painted everyone with wet silver tiaras.

He said in rough Corazono, “You are kind to care for Ombonculita.  I love to watch; forgive me.”

She wrinkled her nose in confusion, and didn’t meet his gaze.  “Why wouldn’t I care for Ombonculita?”

He read off his computer, though he mostly understood the sentence.  “People say she will never be a person.  Not like a baby.”  She wasn’t looking at her own computer so he said it in Corazono, as best he could.

“If she is healthy and happy, it’s enough.  I don’t understand the problem everyone has with it.  She was made from my grandmother but is her own being.  If there was a person in Alish who was born unable to care for themself, always needing this kind of help, would your people let them die?”

“I am sorry.  They would not.  Maybe we see her like an autoslavo.  I am sorry.”

“Darter, I am sorry.  Please leave us alone.”

He nodded grimly and slunk away.  She wouldn’t say that to Umbrifer.  They should have so much in common.  Could he tell her?  Could she tell?  They were the only powerful intuitives in the village, and might be the only two on the continent.  Darter had never met another while he was alive.  Now he’d met one while dead, and that was going as well as if he was a rotten skeleton.

Josefina finished feeding the little goblin her slop, and wiped her chin with a wet rag.  Ombonculita resisted feebly, pawing at her arm with tiny human hands.  She smiled and gently squished her cheeks, kissing her on the forehead.  The homunculus made her strange wet half-laugh and defended herself playfully.

Josefina looked around at her students.  If one could miraculously awaken to even a modest supernatural talent, it would go a long way toward justifying the cost of the Leveret’s fuel.  But she just couldn’t imagine it.  She despaired, and hugged Ombonculita’s side with a single hand.

Mallor returned, with Blasfemia and Umbrifer.  He called everyone to attention, and Patria came to his side.  “Yes, the Traders are back.  It’s Kottor’s gang again, this time demanding double payment.  Not that it’s worth their price, but they have brought news.  That monster was from the Stars of Weal, and was a hellhound.  Many more are attacking Trader cities, so we should be prepared for another to come to us.

“That means Blasfemia’s lessons are cancelled while our fighters keep an eye on the Traders and the plains, but as the women and children are going to be spending more time indoors, there’s no reason Josefina’s lessons can’t continue.

“Lastly, they saw the Leveret, and we had to let them talk to her crew.  They’ve seen Umbrifer and Blasfemia but we made no mention of Josefina.  Blasfemia told them her name is Ursla, so that’s what we’ll call her.  Let’s keep their secrets safe, please, especially Josefina.  She’s a more gentle soul than her sister.”

Blasfemia had been following his speech on her phone and at the mention of the gentle soul, she smiled earnestly and clapped Mallor on the arm.  “Thanks, Mallor.”  She said it in Borlante, then the little group broke up, heading their own ways.  Blasfemia checked in with Josefina, while Umbrifer went to Darter.

“I’ve seen them now, Darter.  Your people.”  The weird spirit was cheerful at the change of pace in the sleepy village, whatever its trepidations about the danger, its body language was like that of an excited child.

Darter rolled his visible eyes and turned away.  “Not right now, Umbrifer.  I can’t.”

“Can’t what?  …Never mind, sorry.”  It backed away with palms in the air, then quickly turned, to let the boy sulk.  It didn’t understand his feelings, but this was an old lesson for it.  When a human says go away, go away.

Josefina still didn’t fully comprehend the nature of the situation with the Traders.  It just didn’t want to stick to her mind.  Something was bothering her, growing inside like a noise.  Blasfemia could see it on her face, her own smile fading as she came to her.

“Hermana, are you afraid of those punks out there?  You shouldn’t be.”

Ombonculita was clinging to her bosom and turned to make a furious expression at Blasfemia.  Blasfemia took an unconscious step back.  She’d never seen that face on the goblin before.

“Hey, is the ‘Culita alright?  She looks pissed.”

Josefina’s eyes had been distant, but came in from the mist to engage her sister one time.  “I’m not afraid.  We’re not afraid.”  Then she left.

Blasfemia covered her mouth and furrowed her brow deeply.

–

EDIT – this has lil double line breaks that didn’t automagically come across when i made the blog post of it.  i’ve put them in; should be more legible now.

This chapter was like pulling teeth.  It is lifeless and introduces too many boring guys.  In a subsequent draft, it should be much improved, but in the spirit of publicly posting the first draft, here you go.  If you want to read this novel from the beginning, see this article, read it, and hit the next button until you see more entries, stopping with II:V, starting again right here.  Meanwhile…

–

In the absence of change, left to convalesce in bondage, Zochino’s mind began to slow.  The last novel thing to happen was the introduction of humanoid autoesclavos, who mutely pushed him out of bed, made him perform simple exercises to prevent muscular atrophy.  Had that been a month ago?  Half a year?  Why was it taking the Church so long to execute them?

For a while his mind had crept around schemes, imagining circumstances he could encounter when finally taken from that place, and how he could turn those situations into escape or a more merciful death.  For a while his mind had conjured the reproachful faces of his comrades, had composed soliloquies and poetic apologies.  Now all these thoughts were fragments of tele played at half speed, through a haze of distortion.

Then a man appeared, cutting through the haze of fantasy with the weight of his presence.  Zochino hadn’t fully apprehended this until the man was already leering over the foot of the bed.  Had he come from the door?  From a different entrance he had never seen?  Aside from the deep lines of advanced age, he had the bearing of an inquisitore – a government agent who used the divine science of angelology in pursuit of the worst enemies of the Church.  His eyes were focused but distant, like he could no longer see faces – only the souls behind them.  He had been athletic in his youth, and still had the heft and poise to inflict brutality however he desired.

“There are people who would like to see you, Señor Olivares.”

Zochino’s lips parted to speak, but he could not yet remember how to breathe a sound.  The pig read his lips, or perhaps read his mind.

“That’s right.  They would like to see you dead.  But that is not yet permitted.  It will be, rest assured, but for now…  We must take our consolation in other ways.”

“Torture?,” he managed to ask.

“You are to heal, that you may experience your final punishment with full awareness of your subjection to the Will of God.  Until then, we have arranged – for those who so desire – that they may look upon your face, that you may look upon them, and reckon on those you have wronged.”

“That sounds awkward.  They really wanted to do that?”

“The guards will not touch you, but do not think that you have the power to escape them.  The only reason they have been so restrained is that they could not resist causing you injury.  Should you give them an excuse…”

The old man gave a quiet whistle and papal guards entered the room, standing at either side of the door.  Zochino lolled his head about, realizing that even with the exercise and medical efforts of his captors, his strength was a fraction of what it had once been.  The inquisitore removed his restraints, cradled his back, and lifted him firmly to an upright position.  How very like the motions of the medical autoesclavos.
–

Amiralo Don Heitor Bazanii was less grand than his title, short and slim like a businessman, pressed into ceremonial military garb.  Epaulets and a bicorn hat were festooned with gold embroidery, their black velvet immaculate shimmering voids in the reality between the gilded lines.  The surfaces of his eyes glinted with surgeries and subtle implants to offset natural degeneration, sometimes giving the impression of joyous tears at inappropriate moments.  He stood before the Pontiff-Regent, less impressed than most of the priests.

They had all seen angels before, but so much of that was in the context of ritual and divine science.  The Amiralo had seen spirits of every size and form imaginable, every time he traveled the astrocielo.  The more powerful, like Michael, exuded oppressive psychic energy, and the most experienced naval officers had hardened themselves against it.

He was flanked by experienced marines in black greatcoats with shining armored elements, each looking down and away in respect, but without bowing their bodies in the slightest.  Michael was flanked by two unassuming papal guards in standard regalia, save purple sashes that marked them as the personal escort of the Pontiff-Regent.  Those men also avoided eye contact with either of the highly ranked figures, but they could not help staring at the marines.  Why did those loyal soldiers make the men uneasy?

“Amiralo,” the angel said, “You have news of your quarry?”

“Ximura Contreras Ortiz–”

“Blasfemia.”

“–has not yet been captured.  Intuitives have an instinctual psychic resistance that defies scrying.  The Leveret was easier to track through astrocielo than on the surface of an alien world, in long space.”

Everyone’s face was glowing with subtle beauty in the reflected and diffuse blue light of day, there in one of the outer halls of the temple.  Every slight tilt of Michael’s head swirled his hair in great waves of brilliant black.  He regarded the man with a bored expression, poorly able to mask his emotions in such moments.  “Then you have no reason to be here.”

The Amiralo, in contrast, perfectly concealed his anger at the being’s dismissive air.  The angel had, in deciding to vacate his position in orbit, destroyed a vast number of his astronaves – thus slaying far more soldiers than the assassins ever could have alone.  Nobody who beheld the creature thought to interrogate the necessity of its ruinous descent, or, so it seemed to Bazanii, none save himself.  They had all effortlessly transferred that blame to the assassins themselves.  “I am simply here to announce our presence and give a status report, as any pontiff would expect of us under normal circumstances.  The reason for that presence is to coordinate actions between the Holy See and the Navy in this matter.  You will not see me again unless I require approval of a course of action.  Or unless you decree otherwise, of course.”

Michael looked down at the little man as a child.  “I do not.”

“Your Holiness.”  Bazanii bowed slightly and took his leave, followed by the marines.

The angel threw his hands against the frame of an intricately decorated window and stared out into the Walled City.  His wings swept behind him, nearly flooring the weaker of his guards, and stretched one time before folding away.  This was the view from a prison tower.  He gained some small pleasure from the adoration of the people – particularly at Mass – but the baroque stones of the city, the little bodies walking around like mice, they were so painfully tedious.  The refreshed lamen held his aura in check, and he found the inhibition paradoxically soothing and alarming.  It was nice to see the world and not see so much of it at once, but in self-imposed blindness, what threats might he not see?

Michael’s guards were the bravest and holiest respectively of those who survived the terrorist attack.  Before their appointment as the angel’s personal escorts, their job had been one of marching in formation and trading posts where nothing ever happened.  Now they had to be ready for fluctuations in his psychic presence, ready for odd demands or requests that went far outside the usual for them.  They exchanged looks while they waited for their master to sort himself out.

Dante was the bravest, Pietro the holiest, and they looked the parts.  Dante had dark slate hair with a few premature greys though only in his thirties, a body hard from dedication to physical fitness and the experience to not waste that effort on vanity.  His sharp dark grey eyes never flinched.  Pietro was prone to distraction, fit enough for the job but barely so, tall and thin.  His hair was little darker than his olive-colored skin in a similar hue, his eyes green, and his features weak – almost those of a cartoon fool.

Dante spoke, stirring visible fear in Pietro.  “Your Holiness, may I speak?”

“If you will.”  Michael closed his eyes.  The sun began to burn on his face.

“If you’re convinced Blasfemia did not kill him, why tolerate the sailors?”

“If she was one of them, she belongs with them.  None should escape.”  He looked down at Dante.  “You noticed their impertinence?”

“I can’t lie.”

“It’s surprising to me.  If I allowed myself the power to see into his soul, it might be enlightening.  I know that he must have spent years of his life watching me in the astrocielo, just watching the world in my quiet way.  Was I just a statue to him?  Am I still?”

Pietro choked.  “There’s no way!  I can’t imagine it.”

Michael looked at him kindly.  “God made me imperfect as anything in His creation, that I would not forget the distance between us.  My imperfection is ego.  I regard myself as a self, with relationships now to other people.  It is a new experience in my long life.”

“A sailor can’t imagine himself to be the equal of an angel, or of a Pontiff-Regent!  Can he?”  Pietro averted his eyes and nearly whispered the words.  “You represent God Himself, more than any of us.”

Dante watched the younger man in cool concern, but did not speak.

Michael said, “We are all His humble servants.”
–

Zochino’s room had been too dark outside the lazy glaring corona of the medical lights, and his eyes had grown weak.  In the halls, without those lights, he was near blind.  The autoesclavos at his sides were exceptionally sensitive to his clumsy gait and didn’t miss a step, adjusting to hold him just so.  They were made of some kind of hard plastic that softened and smoothened at the fingertips, no mistaking that grip for a human’s.  He could hear the boots of guards to the front and rear, beyond reach – surely walling off any escape like a phalanx.  In an even darker room the automatons sat him, and only a vague sense of the space told him that it was as small as a broom closet.

His back was too stiff to sit properly, and he slouched in the seat awkwardly.  Lights flashed as they juddered to life, filling the space thoroughly, just shy of the medical glare.  The proper masonry of the side walls contrasted with the construction of the entrances, and the barrier in the middle, which were metal panels sealed in place with plastics — all sterile white.  The barrier in the middle of the space had a window, through which he could be seen by visitors on the other side.  Zochino realized this was a hastily converted length of hallway.  Where did the other side go?  He also realized the only guard that remained with him was the two autoesclavos, making themselves small against the walls behind and to his sides.  He was once again, and for the moment, without human company.

“Hey, you know what’s happening here?,” he asked the autoesclavos.  They remained silent, following the same orders that had left him alone in his head while they saw to his physical rehabilitation.  “I know you can talk, guys.”  He was too stiff to even look at them.

The door on the other side of the barrier opened, admitting two women – presumably a mother and her adult daughter, both in funeral black.  Their seats looked more comfortable.  The inquisitore stood behind them.  The sounds of their movements were muffled and tinny through the glass, but they would have no trouble hearing each other.

The women stared at him through their thin veils, rigid and intense.  The inquisitore spoke first.

“This is the leader of the student group — the leader of the assassins, Zochino Olivares.  He is, for the moment, at your mercy.  Say what you will, my dears.”

As they decided what to say, they held each other’s hands, occasionally opened and closed their mouths.  Zochino still felt alienated by his long isolation, and was having trouble making sense of them as human.  They had all the features of a real person, the signs of age and natural bodies so different from the simulated actors on tele, but they seemed like a flattened projection, like he was seeing a screen instead of real faces.  Were they unusually intense fish in an aquarium?

The older woman spoke.  “You killed a lot of people, assassin.  So very many lives.  But it was from afar, with a gun.  What was the closest you ever came to one of your victims?  Was it His Holiness?  Someone else?”

He hesitated as well, eyes drifting to the old man, but this could not be tolerated.  The inquisitore said, “Look at them, or I’ll have the autoesclavos hold your head.”

“I’ve been alone so long.  I don’t…”  They looked so fake to him that it was jarring.

“Answer their question.”

“There were a few times it was close.  A few feet.  I can’t believe we all lived.”

The older woman fumed.  “What did it look like?  I know what it looked like to us.  To see Rogerico’s body.  To see what you had done to his beautiful face.”

The younger woman, who had seemed ready to make a bitter statement of her own, broke at the memory her mother had evoked and shuddered in horror, sorrow wrinkling her face like wet paper.

Her mother continued.  “And you were close enough to see it.  To see the evil that you did!  Even if you repent, it can never be enough for the likes of you!”

Zochino did remember then what it looked like when a human head is melted or blasted apart.  Fake, like so much wax or leather.  This memory made the women look even more false to him, just dolls with waxen heads on springs.

The inquisitore spoke.  “Well?  What do you have to say to that, assassin?”

“I don’t see what anyone gets out of this.  They can only be satisfied by my annihilation.  I have imagined my torture and death so many times by now that there will be no horror as they come to pass – only the satisfaction of curiosity.”

“I hate you!,” the young widow suddenly cried.

“That’s fair.”

The women broke into swearing and scrabbling at the glass until they were escorted gently but firmly from the room.  The inquisitore returned alone, and sat opposite the young man.

Zochino asked, “Are we done now?”

“We’ll see how nonchalant you feel when we are done.”  His eyes flicked to the ceiling and he hummed in thought.

“What’s on your mind?  To see if you can make me grow a conscience?”

“You have an interesting mind, but that is to be expected.  It will likewise be interesting to see it ripped apart, and to see you die.  For now, more.  How long will the wait feel to you?  I’ll be back in seven minutes, and then you will see one of the bereaved after another, until it is time for good souls to sleep.  See you soon.”  He stood and left.

The strange flattery lit something in Zochino’s mind.  That’s right, he thought.  I had once been prideful.  It hadn’t died yet — that instinct to take satisfaction from recognition of his genius.  Then came the dread.

If he could remember that about himself, would he also soon remember the pain of scorn?
–

Cardinals Domenico and Palladino sat at a shadowed table in a balcony high over the vestibule, watching the crowd beneath them and sipping tiny and exactingly prepared cups of coffee.  They both wore red silk skullcaps and black robes with red piping.  Domenico was broad-bodied but relatively narrow front to back, like a human tombstone, and the remains of his white hair curled.  Palladino was narrower from side to side, but with a pot belly and round face.  He was younger, with big dark sensitive eyes.  They could have had the balcony brighter, by chandelier or by admitting the sunlight, but did not want to be seen by the laity on that day.

A random wail of grief came from the crowd, inspiring a mild commotion.  Palladino winced.  “Does this truly help them?”

“It helps us to placate them.”  Domenico beckoned a guard closer, that he could issue commands more easily if needed.  “The people love their heavenly Pontiff-Regent, but that love can only go so far in ameliorating their need for justice.  This calamity has made so very many widows.”

“I’m still…”

“Hesitant about taking initiative where he has done nothing.  He has the power to turn everyone in this city to ash, and has a child-like temperament.  It is wise to tread carefully, but we still answer to the people.”

“Brother, we are supposed to be their leaders, are we not?”  His voice was weak.

“This was the right thing to do.  And look,” he waved the guard away, “They have calmed themselves already.  They know what they want, and do not want to lose that opportunity to a riot.”

Domenico shook his head.  “Nobody knows what they want.”

Below them a mature man and two younger women were allowed past a cordon, and escorted down a hall by a dark-haired man whose bearing, stiff collared white shirt, and black tie suggested was an inquisitore.  He spoke serious and short sentences, cautioning them about how to conduct themselves, and steeling them for an encounter with evil.

The first floor of the left wing of the building had been a very utilitarian stretch of drab offices that rendered the romantic architecture dull.  A once grand central hall had been turned into windowless archive and utility rooms, cut through with small hallways at regular intervals.  Four of those hallways had more recently been converted into tiny interrogation rooms.  The inquisitore allowed the three people into one, followed them in, and closed the door.

Across the glass sat a man with an otherworldly and vacant expression, soft features worn and sweaty, beard full and unkempt.  The hair atop his head was edging toward a baldness he might not live to experience.  The inquisitore spoke.

“This is one of the five who had been there, when your Tino was murdered.  Jorge Lactoque Salas, of Corazon 2.  One of the more heretical of the assassins, he was a student of Divine Science, corrupted by a fascination with sombras and duendes.”

The mature man spoke first.  “Did he..?  Was he..?”

“We cannot know which of them were personally responsible for the shots that slew your son.  It could have been one or all of them at once.”  He looked pointedly at an autoesclavo that read his intent and propped up Jorge’s head, stirring him to attention.

Jorge’s eyes were wet.  He could see the people now, but his eyes darted as much from one to the other as to the spaces between them.  “I will take this blame.”  In that long isolation, he had barely begun to recover from his ruined mental state.  The autoesclavos had been allowed to talk to him, which gradually drew him out.

The women clung to each other in fear; their father stared as if at a monster, unable to form words.  The young inquisitore said, “Whatever you wished to say or to ask, this is your time.  Signor?”

He shook his head.  “Surely even God will not forgive you.  How can you say that you will accept the blame?  It is not your choice, you dog.  You devil!”

One of the women asked, “What is wrong with him?  With his eyes?”

The inquisitore said, “We will try to correct that before his final judgment.  He should meet justice with clear vision.  Focus, assassin!”

Jorge clearly could not.  What he could not express to them was the reason.  To learn the application of divine science required a sacrifice or a crucible, to realign one’s will to those powers.  For most this was years of practice and meditation.  He had met this requirement, but now needed time to recover the focus to control those powers.

Where Zochino had seen his accusants as false people, Jorge’s vision was completely obscured by threads of meaning that bound those people together, by the intricate fire of their own wills and passions.  Their flesh was as meaningful as the furniture in the room, but their souls were utterly distracting.
–

Across the plaza outside, at a window of the great temple, an angel looked at the building with alien eyes, both young and ancient.  Michael knew the assassins were kept inside the old abbey, and he wondered at them still.  What possible punishment could he decree that would satisfy justice, that would satisfy God?  Another feeling dragged below the surface of that, threatening his sanity.  He could only think of looking at them again — at her again — not of the torment and demise that would follow.

In the fullness of his power, he could see causal chains extending into the past and future, could predict with some accuracy what would come to pass.  But where his own will was involved, there was something obscuring the way.  He knew that the only thing that could be hiding the future from his eyes was himself.

Cristina’s face.  The bloodlust, the derision, the falsity, the terror.  What would she look like in serenity?  In love?  Could she experience such things?  He suddenly felt an intense need to know the answer, but also knew it would not be easy to get the answer from her – if it was possible at all.

A look into her past, perhaps.  Inquisitores had gathered for his perusal every minute detail of their lives, including who had been their family and friends and lovers, and during which times.  It was a lot to sift through, to put it together, and infer the things that would never have been recorded.  Recordings weren’t usually good for much as everyone replaced their likeness with a digital doll like the actors on tele.

However, they just might have some use for a Pontiff-Regent.  The Celestial Hierarchy had access to the unfiltered visual information behind everyone’s personal videos.  What if he had a picture of her genuinely smiling, in all of that?

“Come with me to the surveillance center, and stand outside the door,” he commanded his guards, and set off at a pace that showed no consideration at all for their shorter strides.  They jogged to keep up.
–

Xihuani stared at the brothers through thick glass.  In a way they were just more dreams, more phantoms to flicker through the tele of her mind.  It was a countdown to the end.  But these boys, they were more significant than all the people in the memories and imagined futures from her isolation.  She had just enough awareness to know these ones were truly real, and as such, they were part of the final stretch of this countdown.  Were they number seventeen or number one hundred and three?

They took turns barking questions in vaticanes while one of the autoesclavos on her side of the glass tried to translate to corazono, but they never stopped long enough for the machine to finish its own translation, and all meaning was lost in the jumble.  The inquisitore in charge of this scene was less capable of maintaining control than those in the other rooms.

At last one made a demand she understood.  “Well?  Answer us!”

“Which ones are you?”

The autoesclavo translated, and they just looked at each other in confusion.  She tried again.

“How many are left?  How many?”

They still didn’t know how to answer, the inqusitore replied, and the autoesclavo translated.  “As many as time allows.”

“Time?  How much time?  How much..?”  She broke apart into useless sobbing, and remained that way no matter what prodding was applied as the parade continued.
–

Michael spoke to the computers, asking them to play all the video they had of Cristina, using his security clearance to see the unbeautified versions.  A few screens at a time wasn’t enough, and soon the display was divided into sixteen, each playing a separate video on loop until he tapped that area to move onto another.  He looked at all the images, eyes gliding, trying to glean whatever emotion he could from them.

Despite everything he thought he understood about childhood, he quickly realized children aren’t fully human in the way of an adult.  Innocence made them into beasts, and that version of them was not of interest.  Any joy she felt at that age was genuine, but not felt in the meaningful way of a more mature heart.  It was the joy of a dog with a toy, not what he was seeking.

The older Cristina got, the more stark her problems became to him.  She smiled all the time.  She only ever seemed honestly happy when her eyes were cruel or lost in hedonism.  Was her soul truly broken?  When she looked at her friends, it wasn’t love that she felt.  It was whatever her use for them was in a given moment – lust, amusement, a like mind to condone whatever misdeed she was then pursuing.  None of her friends were so bereft of heart.  They would look at her with the same dark emotions, but also with companionship, with loyalty — like love for an animal that wants nothing more than to devour you.

“No!  My eyes bedevil me!”  He didn’t know why, but he was certain this was not all that it seemed.  What would it take to draw out her heart?  A vulnerability, perhaps.  Something she felt precious about, that she truly loved, when tested..?  It couldn’t have been her assassin friends.  There were pictures of her with them — one in a romantic embrace with their leader — but her eyes betrayed no love there.  He knew that he could discover her heart quickly enough if he allowed himself to read her mind, but he could not control his energy precisely enough to ensure she would survive the process.

He knew why the others had turned from God.  They allowed intellectual vanities to blind them to the beauty of the Celestial Hierarchy, and seeing only the flaws they perceived within it, gradually came to justify a violent course of rebellion.  Once upon that path, the carnal pleasure of sin compelled them on.  Cristina had no intellectual descent.  It was as if she was born for sin alone, bereft of grace.  It simply could not be.  If true, her punishment would be as meaningless as putting down a diseased animal.  An incredibly beautiful animal.

She would only lie to Michael, should he ask her anything.  Whatever words he used must account for that.  How could he get her to reveal her truth?
–

Cristina found it hard to resist smiling.  One little family after another, they were brought before her — whoever dared to face the Devil.  This may have been the prelude to her execution, but it was not nearly the torture they expected it to be.  If anything, it was a consolation.

Putting on a face for it, oh, that was the worst.  At first shell-shocked was the easiest expression to pull off.  Whenever she felt like laughing, she’d widen her eyes, stiffen her lips, and roll her head back.  Look crazy, she thought.  As time wore on, this became more difficult, but she could hardly switch tactics.  The same inquisitore came into the room every time, and would notice her inconsistency.

“You whore!,” they yelled, in vaticanes she barely understood.  That phrase was popular and about the easiest one to get.  The autoesclavo that translated for her omitted the most emotionally charged language, communicated the general intent of sentences too full of obscenity to be sanitized.

The language was not so far removed from corazano that learning was impossible.  After the first few hours of repetitive abuse, she began to put it together – the way the words differed, the sounds to substitute in her mind to better understand them.  At last, she fully comprehended an old woman, who gripped the counter in rage, doddering.

“You took my brother from me.  I saw you on the video.  You were smiling when you killed him.”

“BuHA-!,” Cristina barked, barely stifling a laugh.  She doubled over, burying her head in her arms.  Let the convulsions look like sobbing, she hoped.

The woman began to yell and cry, worse than those who had come before.  Cristina kept her head down, couldn’t let herself slip now.  They showed them the video?  The survivors must feel so powerless.  The priests and police she had killed all felt so comfortable, so powerful in their positions of voluntary subjection.  Cristina took their pride from them, took everything they would ever have, and left their survivors feeling the pain those dead tools had been spared.  Delicious.
–

At an entrance to the balcony, mild commotion heralded a new arrival.  The papal guards negotiated with some other security component, out of sight in the hall, and then a man came into view alone, passing through the dim light in that corner of the room, out into the darkness of the balcony itself.  There was only one man with quite that uniform in the Stars of Weal, so he needed no introduction.  Amiralo Bazanii gave a casual salute to the cardinals and took a seat without asking.  He leaned forward and Palladino kissed him on the cheek.  The sailor half embraced the cleric, before they disentangled and relaxed into their chairs.

Palladino said, “Heitor, brother, have you visited Alessa yet?  She is in the City.  You know she adores you, and it’s been so long.”

“I’ve only been ashore a few hours.  Is she at your palazzo?”

“Always!  It’s so good to see you, you beautiful boy.”

“I love you too, brother,” and to Domenico, “Your Eminence.  Pleased to see you again as well.”

“I won’t interrupt your reunion.  Talk as much as you please.”

“But I do wish to speak with you both, as a servant to the Celestial Hierarchy.  His Holiness is too concerned with the Heavens to discuss tactical matters, and someone in the Holy See should be aware of what’s going on.”

Domenico took a quiet pleasure in the recognition of his own authority, knowing the Amiralo had meant to make it clear he considered that more important than that of his dear relation.  “Then enlighten us, please.”

“My own mission is confused by a basic point of fact you could clear up.  First, that.  Respectfully, who slew the Pontiff?  My quarry, or this Chaco woman?”

“An ancient superstition – that there should be no cameras in the temple’s throne room – has foiled our own clarity, but all the best evidence points to your quarry.  The assassins have not had even a moment to communicate with each other since their capture, and have been largely broken by isolation, but within that?  They have pointed to ‘Blasfemia’ as the killer.”

“And why is this Cristina’s name on so many lips?”

Palladino sadly answered, “The Pontiff-Regent is convinced she was the killer.  He is moved by the heart more than by reason.”

“…And this is our problem,” Domenico added.  “Which of these vile women slew His Holiness is not important.  They all conspired to the same end, and will be punished accordingly.  But the truth will assuredly come out, and if it is contradicted at every turn by this peculiar faith of that angel…”

“It undermines the authority of the Holy See at a most crucial time.  This makes me grateful to be a simple marine.  I will leave that problem to you.  Now, as promised, the debrief.  Inquisitores have turned up a wealth of intelligence on the enemy.

To what extent are the people in her life to be considered collaborators?  Again, for better minds than my own to decide.  But at minimum, Blasfemia’s sister should be arrested as well, for participating in her flight.”

“The Beast Girl?,” Palladino asked.  “How has this sucia not taken her own life?”

“Would she be a sucia if she possessed shame, brother?  She is an intuitive, of unknown power.  With her youth, she should not be able to do anything impressive, but before her fall, she commanded an unusual amount of fear in her village.  She studied under a more experienced witch, and might have some surprises for us.  Blasfemia also is reputed to be an intuitive, with brute powers of exorcism.”

“And they are together,” Domenico asked, “in the Heathen Worlds?”

“About a star called Borland.  Its people are few and far between, which should make finding them easy enough, but it’s a savage place.  It would be a waste of good marines or even good autoesclavos to send them door to door.”

“At the Wall of Ice, are there not monsters you may deploy?”  Domenico steepled his fingers.

“The hellhounds, yes.  Some few have been loosed upon that world.  Should any be banished, our seers may be able to narrow down their location.  However it’s possible Borland 1 has exorcists of its own, in which case, that would tell us nothing.  Worse, the dogs might kill the girls, and ruin the whole point of the hunt.  Deploying them was not my idea.  It is sometimes necessary to allow capitanos the freedom to act without requesting permission from light years away, though their decisions can complicate things.”

“What is left to be done then?”

“Since the dogs are already deployed, we can use their presence to intimidate.  Threaten the locals into giving up the witches.  We have reason to believe the heathens there have little experience of spirits.  It is not a certainty, but ectobaryonic interactivity is extremely low on the planet.  Its angel is long dead.”  Bazanii noticed emotional looks in their eyes at the mention of a world angel, and glanced back and forth between the cardinals.

Palladino said, “Our own has blessed us with his presence, but I cannot help wonder, will he return to the astrocielo when his work here is done?”

“And if he transubstantiated again,” Bazanii wondered aloud, “would it be as destructive as his descent?  I will initiate a plan to evacuate the near astrocielo if the event seems imminent.”
–

Michael was going to see her, and had begun to walk in that direction before he was even aware of his intention.  Was it something of his power to see the future, expressed as unconscious action while suppressed by the lamen?

Another aspect of this power connected some dots he had not previously noticed.  When he had looked from the temple windows at the plaza, seen the people moving like ants, he had not considered where they were going.  A crowd had been massing at the old abbey where she was being kept.  There was little else in that building to draw that many people.  What was happening, and how had he not noticed it?

There were not as many gathered outside the abbey as he descended the temple steps, and they began to take notice of him, to bow and pray, and quail away from his path.  The angel of the world, in the crown of the fallen pope.  Michael had developed enough self-consciousness to try to put on a calm and beneficent face, but he could barely restrain himself from flying again.  Dante and Pietro again hustled to keep pace.

They were all too caught up in the rush to notice the nosebleed and vertigo left in his wake, the trembling hands and dilated pupils.  Michael came into the foyer, which had been divided by velvet cordons into a snaking path.  The people in line shrank away as those outside had, panic rising inside them but not quite breaking the surface.

On the balcony, the cardinals and the amiralo leapt to their feet, Palladino knocking over his chair and almost losing his footing.  Domenico gripped the balustrade and spoke loudly enough to pierce the rustle of the crowd.  “Your Holiness, Pontiff-Regent, do you require any assistance?”

The wings burst from his cassock and flapped powerfully, chasing away any who still had the psychic fortitude to remain close to him, and he flew through the cavernous space right to the balcony, perching on the railing.  The men there backed up to make room for him.

“What can be happening here, where the assassins are kept in isolation?  Why this riot?”  His expression was wild, but his voice still held at least enough composure to command respect.

Only Domenico spoke.  “This was my idea.  You had commanded they be kept apart from each other; I did not know you meant to keep them from others as well.”

“And the idea is..?”  He took an unconscious step forward and looked down at the thick priest, making him seem very small.

Domenico was unbowed, though he felt the aura of psychic menace as much as the people below.  “To let the families of their victims see them, and to have their say.  They have grown impatient for justice, and I thought to ease their pain until such time as you make your final judgment.”

“These people are lined up to see them?  To interrogate them, or excoriate them?”

“We will end it, of course, should you so decree.”  He bowed subtly, arms out, palms down, like an effort to calm a wild beast.

The huge angel stood to his full height, looking away in thought, mind racing.  He imagined them all crying for forgiveness, shackled before the funereal mob.  Of them, he saw her most of all.  Thus abused, off balance, might she let slip the true nature of her heart?

“Tell them it has been stopped for today, promise nothing for tomorrow.  It is all being recorded, yes?”

“Yes it is.”

“I will view the recordings, and decide if it shall be allowed to continue.  One more thing…”
–

Cristina hoped that she hadn’t blown her act.  The young inquisitore did not change his routine, and so it seemed unlikely she would face consequences for it.  But then the flow of visitors abruptly stopped.  It was taking too long for the next one to arrive.

Usually the inquisitore would be the first through the door, holding it for the family to follow, but this time the visitor came first.  The great angel crouched deeply to fit through the door into the tiny room, and the little man had to tread carefully to avoid stepping on wings.

He sat in the chair across from her, his natural height and the papal crown making him seem so absurdly giant, and stared at her – an expression equal parts baleful and sad.  “Cristina, child, this is your last visit for today.”

Some unseen power followed him into the room, filling the humans with dread.  Cristina’s skin shivered.  “What is it now?  What are you doing to me?”

Confusion rewrote his expression, but the bad energy remained.  “I am not…”

The door opened behind him, and a man unseen behind his mass spoke quickly.  “Pontiff-Regent God’s mercy, but we may need your power.  Some in the crowd have fallen ill!”

The inquisitore spoke from his corner, mustering all of his courage to do so.  “I believe your aura is the cause, Your Holiness.  Whatever your will…”  He bowed deep, as if offering his neck for a death blow.

Michael turned his head one way, then the other, wings starting to strain in place, then settled his focus on Cristina.  She visibly sank beneath his stare, as surely as if he had thrust his arm through the glass and pressed down on her forehead with his massive palm.  Veins pulsed at her neck and temples.

His expression softened and tears ran from the eyes of every human in the room.  “I did not will this.  I did not…”  He closed both hands over his face and reeled in his power.  Somehow it had escaped the magic seal!

In response to his fear, Cristina and the two human men shrank away and tried to flee.  The men had an unlocked door and were soon in the hall, but Cristina could only slam herself against the door to her side, uselessly, doing herself violence.

The angel had to not let that disturb him, for her sake, for everyone.  He forced his emotions to go as blank as possible, and while successful at the conscious level, his heart still raced, still affected the people around him.  He envisioned this all as rays of colored light exploding from within, and willed each to recede into his chest, one by one, as the people around him began to recover control of themselves.

But it was too late.  Once the people’s emotions were set ablaze, they could only cool so fast.  Cristina slumped against the floor, crying and incoherent with fear.  Knowing that to stay would only expose the city to more of his uncontrolled aura, he had to flee.

Again, stuck in the door frame, was a single huge feather to mark his passing.
–

In the hall, Dante and Pietro ran again in pursuit of their Pontiff-Regent, barely recovered from their intervention in the interrogation room.  Pietro had expressed the need for God’s blessing for the afflicted, and Dante had the courage to bring that need to Michael directly.

The three inquisitores watched them go, then conferred with each other.  The eldest – Questore DiMartigna – said, “We’ll need to take protective measures of our own.  There is a reason why Man was given Dominion over the angels.”

His subordinates were shocked at his daring, but clearly did not disagree.

“Secure the prisoners.  I’m going to have a word with Cardinal Domenico.”

–

For the love of hell, do not look at any news today.  In other sad things, David Lynch has passed away, and I had one thought on that.  And if you want to read this novel from the beginning, see this article, read it, and hit the next button until you see more entries.  Meanwhile…

PENCILS DOWN!!!

I did my best, but met neither goal.  I did not finish the story and did not make the word count.  Didn’t even make the humbler goal of finishing act two, because my outline sucked.  This last chapter was like pulling teeth, and was meandering anti-climactic guff.  So even though it isn’t midnight quite yet (close), I am calling it in.

37, 251 words, a few chapters shy of the halfway point in my outline.

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In the astrocielo around Borland 1, spirits looked up from their meals, from their eternity of grime and desolation amid a god’s bones, to see an unusual sight.  An astronave arrived, looking like a giant spiked black iron cage, suspended by rods from a slim, gold, coffin-like shape, embossed with stylized wings.

The cage suddenly burst apart, leaving desperate terrible creatures clinging to the dangling remains of it.  The coffin casually sailed around the world then, raining beasts whenever their strength failed.  As they fell, their survival instincts kicked in, and they fled the astrocielo for physical space just before they hit the ground.

They were effectively scattered across an entire planet, most of them very far from the nearest prey.  But they had senses that defied the physics of the material, a sense of smell that could take them halfway around the world.  The hellhounds had the power to heal these physical bodies, but they would need to eat.  The hunt began.

Josefina had promised to let Mallor’s children spend time with Ombunculita, which she would have to supervise – and so that time was committed.  She changed her diaper and cleaned and groomed her, in the basin of the guest suite living room, while Darter taught Umbrifer to play an electrified string instrument on the couch.

Darter looked at her with affection just the wrong side of salacious, but quietly so.  Umbrifer could not distinguish human expressions quite keenly enough to detect it, but noticed some flavor of distraction.  “The chords, Darter.  That’s a new one for me.”

“Ugh, just feel it out.  Real close to a F major, except…”

Umbrifer played a sour note in response.  “Guess the band isn’t going to make it.  What are you thinking?”

“She’s singing something.”

Josefina was singing quietly to herself, barely enunciating most of the words, but the tune carried just far enough in the warm quiet room.

Darter said, “You know you’ve really got it when you can play by ear.  Let me.”  He took back the instrument, palm muted the strings while he felt it out, and then began to play in time with her song.

She stopped singing and looked at him, which meant Ombunculita looked at him as well.  They both smiled sweetly.

The dead boy felt his hidden eye throb.  Could she really like him?  He kept playing until she started to sing again.  Unfortunately, she either couldn’t or wouldn’t project, so the song remained so much quieter than the accompaniment.

Umbrifer said, “That’s a neat trick, friend.  I commend you.”

“Thank you.”

Ombunculita mouthed like she was singing, not even well enough to match the time or shapes of the words.  Josefina picked up her little arms and danced with her, still singing.

Umbrifer smiled weakly.  What a strange scene!  It thought again of what Josefina was infamous for, and whether there was any contradiction in who she was today.  No, it thought.  A person could be a sex weirdo at sex time, and a perfect charmer the rest of their life.

Josefina noticed the smile and returned it, which Darter noticed, making him skip a note, face terse until he sorted himself out.  Umbrifer was also distracted, worried that she was going to find it sexually appealing.  It turned its weird face around and bugged Darter about the misstep, taking the opportunity to shake up the scene.

Josefina took Ombunculita away, leaving them behind.

Darter said, “It’s your fault she left.  She didn’t like your face.”

“Maybe that was it.  Hey, how old were you when you died?”

“Um, like sixteen.”

“How long ago was that?”

“A year ago?”

“You’re still so young.  I’ve heard young humans are fools for love.”

“That’s all dead and gone, my friend.  Don’t worry about it.”

“I won’t.”

Blasfemia leaned against a water changing station in the middle of the village, trying to shake the sickness.  She’d been drinking too much; now she needed a sip to take the edge off every morning.  What a fool!  But not a lonely fool.  That seemed to be the norm for the village, especially among single youths.

Kabel was passing by and stopped to say hello.  The big lady had a way of discouraging other people, which was helpful.  Blasfemia wasn’t keen on getting mobbed.  She pantomimed the hangover, and made a production of getting her mobile out.

“Hey, Kabel.  Where can I get a little medicine at this hour?”

“Raise the wrist?”

“That’s the prescription.”

“If it’s just a little, I might have it.”

“It is,” she made praying hands around her mobile, “just a sip.”

Kabel produced a flask, and let Blasfemia wash her mouth with it.

“Do you think you’d be good to handle a gun today?”

“Hmm, yeah.  Why you ask?”

“We gotta save bullets, but we also gotta stay sharp, so there’s an allowance for practice.”

“What’s there to shoot?  Can’t imagine you want trouble with the Company.”

“Want’s got nothin’ to do with it, sometimes.”

“Alright.  What are we shooting at?”

It was a reasonable scheme to have Blasfemia to herself for a time – most of the others had burned their bullet allowance, but she still had some to spare.  She walked her past the end of the village proper, chatting lightly as they went.  They stopped at a disused algae field, only visible as odd lines in the snow, and a shack.

“So what kind of guns to you have?”

Kabel set her bundle down and unwrapped it.  There was only one gun inside.  Blasfemia had expected the blocky shape to be a case for the weapon, but it turned out to be the weapon itself.  It looked like a series of shiny silver blocks with slightly rounded edges, and the end had a very large opening.

“What the hell kind of bolt comes out of this thing?”

“Plasma.  The bullets flash to plasma in the chamber, and the pressure causes it to erupt from the front.  It’s not a very safe weapon to use, honestly.”

“What kinda risks are we talking?  They don’t explode in your hand, do they?”

“No, but when they miss, they can miss badly.  A misfire usually sends it down thirty-five or so degrees from where you were pointing it, so it’s good to keep that area clear.”

“So you can’t rest it on our cover unless you want a lap full of plasma?”

“Yeah.”

Blasfemia whistled.  “What do the bullets look like?”

Kabel had been wearing a utility harness and belt just covered in blocky pouches, and she took them off, laying them over a short length of ruined fence.  “I’ve got twenty-eight to spare.”

“Damn, girl.  You got the bombs.”

Kabel smiled bashfully and fidgeted with the belts.  “Um…  I’m really bad at this, but I have to ask…”

“What is it?”

“What the hell is that?”

Blasfemia spun to look in the direction Kabel had.  There was nothing – but a hint of tracks in the snow.

“I thought you didn’t have animals here.  Could it be a robot?”

They held their mobiles out in front of them almost like weapons, so they could keep an eye on the horizon and read each other’s words at the same time.  “Gotta be some Company shit.  It was headed to the village, and we’re all the way out here with the weapons.  I’m an asshole.”

“Call ’em up.  I’ll call my people.”

They both hit the mobiles, strapping on the bullets as they did, and at last were marching double-time back to Alish.  Running was unwise – running out of breath at the wrong moment a deadly mistake.  By the time they neared the village, they could see the big robots coming in from the other direction, and toughs in the street, brandishing identical plasma rifles.

Someone cried out from behind a building – they had found a victim.  There was no point going that way, because the toughs had found tracks, and were pointing this way and that, to coordinate closing in.  As they passed within line of sight to the body, Blasfemia shot a look that way.  Blood in the snow, but couldn’t make out anything specific.

The lines were converging on the area of the bugaster’s house.

Mallor and his wife Patria were relaxing in the master suite when the call came in.  Something that moved like an animal, heading toward the village.  They called their children’s mobiles, but were ignored.  It was likely no cause for concern – just brattiness, or forgetting to charge.  They couldn’t call Josefina because the technology of their mobiles was not even remotely compatible, so they split up, to check different parts of the grand house.  Snow began to fall, gliding off the grand domes, and the light from the heaters bloomed.

(note to future self: this is meandering too much, shoulda outlined much more specific.)

Patria met Umbrifer and Darter in the guest suite, where they had just gotten the call from Blasfemia, and were planning to ride out trouble in comfort.  She spat at them and marched away, which Umbrifer took as a threat to the hospitality they’d thus far received, and hustled after her to see if it could make nice.  Darter played a single sad chord and slumped, still bothered about the scene with Josefina.

Mallor found the children being entertained by Ombunculita in the downstairs parlor, Josefina taking a call from Blasfemia as she watched them.  She had a faraway look, not taking things too seriously?  She did agree easily to Mallor’s suggestion they all go upstairs.

Shortly, the whole family and most of the visitors were in the living room of the master suite, which had large window overlooking the village square.  They watched the gunners move through the streets.  Josefina pointed to Blasfemia, and Ombunculita pointed as well.

The village toughs had it cornered in the grand house’s back yard.  This was no garden though; it was a maze of utility sheds, storage, and machines used to support the house.  Someone called the bugaster to tell him, and they worked out a strategy.  Gunners would carefully aim their rifles so that there would be no crossfire, while covering every angle of egress from the garden.  More gunners would enter the house from the front and take up guard along any weak points where it might break in from outside.

But unless they wanted to wait however many hours for the thing to make a move, somebody would have to go into the maze to find it.

Meanwhile, Mallor and Josefina went to watch the back yard from the best window view.  Due to the thick walls, some windows were substantially recessed in them, and to get the best view, they had to crawl inside the frame, move up to the pane, and wait there.  Ombunculita put her little hands on the pane and looked, though she seemed more interested in the feel of the glass on her face.  Mallor was creeped out, but didn’t say anything about that.

“They say it killed a child, savagely.  I can imagine a killer robot, but not one that would treat a body that way.  How could it be a beast?”

“It must be from the spirit world, Bugaster.”  Josefina wouldn’t look him in the eye, but had the convenient excuse of watching for a sign of the thing.  “Many spirits are basically monsters.  Born from of all of our fears.”

“I’m aware there is a spirit world.  They all say the spirit of Borland 1 is dead.”

“I’ve seen it.  It is.”

“I’ve never heard of a spirit on Borland 1 itself.  It’s just not that kind of world, Mis Josefina.”

“Umbrifer shows that there is nothing to keep that from changing.”

As the people waited outside, Blasfemia grew impatient.  Kabel was going to share the gun at target practice, but there was no way to do that in this situation, and they had no guns to spare for her.  Rumors did the rounds on mobile chat.  It was definitely a monster of some kind, not a robot.  It killed this person, or that.  The things it had done to its victims.

Blasfemia stood up.  “If it’s just a monster, it doesn’t have a gun, so why hide under cover?  It’s surrounded, right?”

Kabel said, “I wish you wouldn’t say that.”

“I’m gonna go.”

“With just your knives?”

“Yeah.  Make sure nobody shoots me.”  The fence wasn’t a barrier to much more than weak winds and snowdrifts, and she hopped it before anybody could stop her.

She made both tools into blades and kept one pointed forward and one backward as she stalked.  The natives had no experience with monsters, but Blasfemia had cut her teeth on them.

The polar regions of Corazon 2 had a weak boundary between the spirit and physical world, with “faerie paths” developing in any overgrown area from time to time.  When the more bestial sorts threatened livestock, one could try to overwhelm it with firepower, driving it back to the spirit world.  But it could potentially just come back.  Blasfemia’s talents were such that she could banish a spirit with physical harm, pin it to the material plane so that it could not escape, or just kill it outright.  It seemed like this one needed killing.

(note to future self: ooh, this is going so badly.  i swear.  wotta mess.)

“Here kitty kitty kitty!  Come and get it!”

She came out into a kill zone – an open walkway through the garden, where the thing could come at her from a half-dozen different directions.  Surprisingly, it did not opt for stealth.

In the window above, Ombunculita pointed to her, and the hellhound.

“By God,” Mallor said, “What is that thing?”

The hellhound was two meters at the shoulder, largely metallic in a way that reflected the landscape – now reflecting so much plastic and metal.  It really did look like a dog, but with more heavily built shoulders and head, and a front lip that split all the way to halfway up the snout.  It opened and closed the slit as it breathed, and the blood of its first victim trailed from its jaws.  It was definitely larger than anything Blasfemia had ever banished.

“Ooh, a doggy.  A little puppy doggy.  Come on.  Let’s go.”  She held the knives back, so that she could connect with the power of a swing – not sure how much it would take to penetrate that hide.

Behind her, looking down from the window, Josefina slapped a palm on the glass.  Two voices came to her, of Noise and Peace, saying “know thyself.”  A light bloomed from her eye, pushing her head back, blasting the air like the bleat of a huge antelope.

Mallor was shoved against the wall by the force, and when he opened his eyes, she had vanished, leaving only Ombunculita – whose eyes were glowing like twin suns, both palms on the glass.  He looked out the window and saw Josefina floating in the air, before she vanished and reappeared again, closer to the ground.

The hellhound snapped at Blasfemia, but before she could touch it, sank back to the snow, like a dog about to get hit with a shoe.  Josefina walked by, almost drifting like a ghost.

“Know peace,” she said, her voice echoing across dimensions.  She plucked the blinding star light from her temple and gently tossed it at the hound, where it landed like an anchor, pinning it to the ground by its jaw, burning its hide.

Blasfemia’s head snapped between that and the hellhound, not knowing what to make of it, but afraid the beast would shake off her power, not willing to take that chance.  She plunged a dagger into each eye, willing the creature’s death, forcing herself to think only of hatred as she did.

The emotion was key.  Her power was always intuitive, before she even understood that it was a power.  She knew that if she wanted something to die bad enough, while she was stabbing it, that was the end.

The hellhound shuddered, bleeding and burning far more than its wounds would suggest, until it shook apart, melting to nothing in the snow.

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For the love of hell, do not look at any news today.  In other sad things, David Lynch has passed away, and I had one thought on that.  And if you want to read this novel from the beginning, see this article, read it, and hit the next button until you see more entries.  Meanwhile…

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The wave of destruction in the astrocielo had fully run its course, and the Celestial Hierarchy had formed ranks to restore order.  Usael was still spinning slowly, but not dangerously, and could be used as a base for the reestablished angelic host.  The spirit world of Dio 6 was already on a path to rebirth, restoration.  But what would that be without Michael in the sky?

Pontiff-Regent Michael spent his time learning as much as he needed to administer the state.  Primarily, it was the broad strokes about what the papacy even directly controlled, and which cardinal or official would be the best appointee to perform the duties for him.  But there were a few responsibilities that cold not be delegated.

He presided over one mass every day, and a high mass once every seven days.  This felt like a distraction from his most vital work, but it was also a moment of peace, an affirmation of his own faith, and he came to appreciate that – as much as the people were enthralled with having a high angel preach to them.

It also could be used as a way to get his thoughts out to the Stars of Weal, without having to specially record papal transmissions.  The news bureau could just use recordings of those masses, followed up with official statements from the College of Cardinals, clarifying any points that might be muddled.

They didn’t like having to clean up after a reckless speaker, but at least his principles lined up well with their needs.  This was about righting a grievous wrong, and restoring Heaven and the worlds to their proper order.

And this left him enough time to pursue his greatest interest – understanding the assassins.  If he could understand them, he would know how to prevent anything like that from happening in the future, and know how to most properly dispose of them – dispense the most perfect justice that he, as a lesser creature than God, could create.

There were so many odd lessons along the way.  What was a university?  What were the differing thoughts on politics, which would lead some students to radicalism?  How had he never noticed that heresies and dissenting ideas still existed, from his place in the stars?  Omniscience wasn’t what it used to be.

There was the parade.  Everyone the assassins had ever known was interviewed and interrogated exhaustively.  By the end of it all, he knew what ages they had graduated from potty-training, what breakfast foods they liked, and what words they spelled incorrectly on standardized tests.  Cristina was always the most interesting to find out about, but the answers never added up to the person in his captivity.  How could one such as she have come from such simple origins?

And there was an irritant that kept coming up: the one that got away.  Investigation concluded that they had brought a fifth assassin with them to the Walled City – and that one had escaped the planet.  It was the murderous iconoclast they had broken out of prison on Corazon 2.  It was hard to get coherent statements from the assassins on her.  Xihuani seemed terrified of her, Zochino blamed her for tempting him into the assassination plot, Jorge associated her in his mind with the Mandate of Heaven but was unclear on why, and Cristina was just unimpressed, thought of Blasfemia as a country bumpkin.

Cristina’s opinion held the most weight with Michael, and he decided this Blasfemia must not have wielded the blade.  That could only have been Cristina herself.  Yet Blasfemia was all the guard could talk about!  She had made some terrible display of herself on the tele, and tele carried more weight with the people than the life that was right in front of them.  Michael was terribly annoyed with it all.

God was, of course, on their side.  Exhaustive investigation had revealed she escaped in an astronave called the Leveret, and the College of Divination bent their best minds toward tracking that ship through time and space.  It would be found, and until then, all Michael had to do was wave off the pests when they came buzzing.

There was another issue shadowing his powerful mind.  Ever since the first day he had seen the assassins in the cathedral, he had not allowed himself to see them again.  The feeling that he had experienced that day, it had shaken him.  It was not the assassins that he feared, but the feeling itself.  Something within him would spark, would make him lose control of his psychic energy, and he did not know what would happen at that point.

At first it was just a sensible precaution, then it grew to be a great weight in his mind.  The only way to get over the fear was to just see them again – to have them brought before him, or to go to them in person – but what if the risk proved true?  At last, he realized that there was a way to handle that.  His power could be constrained by means other than his own willpower.  If he could simply limit his own power, the only consequences would be in his heart and mind.  Those he could surely handle.

And so Michael contrived a lamen to be worn upon his chest, beneath his cassock, imbued by powerful ideals with the enchantment to restrict his perceptions and powers to within his own corpus.  While wearing it, he could not extend his influence over others, which should prevent any damage to hapless bystanders, should his control slip.  The first time he tried it on, he was disappointed to find that everybody looked at him differently.  How much of their devotion came from his angelic aura?  He removed it, until next he was able to devise a way of limiting that talisman’s power over him.  A simple prayer strip could be adhered to it with consecrated wax, and easily removed when he wanted his powers suppressed.

Thus armored for spiritual battle, he went to face the one that inspired the most intense feelings in his young heart.  He flew to the hospital under the cover of night, that he would not draw a crowd there, and stole within.  The first guards that he encountered fell under his glamer and quickly took him precisely where he wanted to be.

Cristina’s hospital cell was always dark.  The drugs destroyed her sense of time.  Was it day or night?  The only way to guess was how tired the attendants looked.  The window had been covered at first by simple screens, but those has since been replaced with a heavy sheet of metal carved to fit just right, bolted and welded in place so that none could get out any more than the light could get in.  The screens were still in the room, shielding various medical equipment from her eyes, glowing from wherever artificial lights touched them.  It was like being surrounded by flat ghosts.

At the door, something came over the paper doll string of guards.  Were they subtly changing, transforming?  No.  They were trembling. But their bodies stilled once more as they made way for a new arrival.

It was a pontiff!  So tall and young.  And winged?

“No.  No, no, no!  You can’t be an angel!  We killed you!”  With his powers gone, she was barely visible to him, beneath bandages and hair and tubes – she was just some thrashing pile of nothing.  Not right.

He approached her carefully, folding his wings back, arms low at his side.  “I am not the true Pontiff, though I hold his office until a proper man may be elevated.  It is true that you slew him, Cristina, and his soul shall not be seen again until the End of Days.”

He could see her a little better then, leaning as close as he dared, lest his feelings return in power.  She was still slowly shaking her head, trembling.  Was it fear or disgust?  Michael felt ugly then.

Cristina said, “Why are they hiring angels for this kind of gig now?  What are you, a church spirit?  Patron of the guards?  Where’d they dig you up, creep?”  Tears rolled down her cheeks.

He felt a stir of anger and stood to his full height.  “Know you that I am Michael, the Angel of God, a direct servant of your Almighty Lord.  Your sin brought me to land.  Your crime.  I merely respond to your invitation, fair Cristina.”

She stopped shaking her head and looked at him with strange eyes, as if he was a dog with three heads.  “That can’t be true.  You’re up there, sleeping over the world, with your nasty dick out.”

“I walk the earth now!”  He clasped one hand over his heart and gestured desperately in the direction of the temple.  “I walk the marble tiles of that basilica, that has become the true pontiff’s sepulcher, because you made it thus!”  He came closer, not quite there, hands reaching like claws.  “Do you understand now, child?”

“Why?  Why couldn’t it be God?”

Michael remembered then her desire.  He remembered what she had done, when presented with the image of God Almighty –  reaching with fingers of unbridled malice for his sweet throat, closing hands around his neck even though they burn.  He again clutched at his heart, and knocked over screens with as sweep of the wing.

She asked, “Why are you such a drama queen?  You’re acting like a cheap tele star, bitch.”

Again, anger.  He flew to the bed and gripped the rails with his might hands, lowering his face until he could see her so close, so clearly.  His breath was hot on her cheeks.  “You mortals and your tele!  Can you not feel a thing?  Have you no heart in your chest, thou whore of the devil?!”

Cristina had so often in life just reacted mindlessly to what was in front of her, used a disrespectful tongue that was faster than the leading edge of her mind.  But the reality of this monster was suddenly upon her, larger than life.  This was one of them – an angel.  It believed it was a servant of the creator of the Universe, did not realize that it was created or corrupted from its natural state by the beliefs of humans.  Essentially, it was an insane animal, with power to burn her to ash if it sneezed.

She smiled sheepishly.  “I believe.  I do.  Have mercy?  Please tell me that you have a heart!”

Michael could see her falsity, her contempt, her fear.  Why, oh why, did those poisonous traits lie behind a face so fair?  Even with all her makeup washed away, with black hair coming in beneath her heavenly white crown, countenance twisted with barely controlled mortal terror, with hatred, she was amazing.

Everything Michael had known as beauty before this, it was all statuary.  Marble edifice.  Light for light’s sake.  She was a creation divine, quickened flesh, tender and vivid, over pearly white bone.  Her eyes were the plain jelid orbs of a beast, rimmed in red, jagged black lashes like spider legs – but in that, somehow, a fascination he could scarcely comprehend.

His expression of anger softened.  He felt as if his face would fall from his body, rain down upon her, and his bones would just roll away, collapse at her feet.

And then he withdrew, like a frightened cat, fleeing the room.  On his way out the door, a feather came loose from his wings, and landed on the black and white tiles below.

The paper dolls folded back into their gate formation, and only by the sight of that feather could Cristina know that what she had seen was not a dream.

EDIT TO ADD:

Michael flew to the palace, to the balcony, and to the relative privacy of his bedroom.  There he stopped in front of a full-length mirror, seeing himself as he seldom did.  What did this appearance inspire in Cristina and why did he care?  He looked haunted.  It occurred to him that he didn’t know if the lamen was even working, and he pulled madly at the cassock until he could see it.  Yes, it was still there, slightly crusted with wax from the seal he had removed.

He reached for the chain, to remove it, but hesitated.  Was he in a good state to be without its protection?  Still, he felt he needed his powers just to focus on the matter at hand.  He called for a guard, and issued the order to have the palace cleared of anyone who might be susceptible to damage from his feelings.

The great angel meditated all through the night, putting his thoughts into order.  In the morning as he was headed to mass, a highly ranked guard brought him news.  The Leveret had been traced to a Heathen World, of course.  They had dared the Wall of Ice!  Fear makes the weak do strange things.

“What manner of security do we have at the Wall of Ice?  What forces?”

“The Wall is manned by few men.  More of autoesclavos, and many more of beasts.”

“Animals, in the astrocielo?”

“Monsters.  The Soldiers of Ice call them hellhounds.”

“Send these hellhounds to Borland 1, and let them know fear.  Watch for the Leveret to flee, and capture it if it does.  If it does not for a fortnight, send men to take this Blasfemia, and any who collaborate with her.”

“Yes, Pontiff-Regent.  It will be done.”

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For the love of hell, do not look at any news today.  In other sad things, David Lynch has passed away, and I had one thought on that.  And if you want to read this novel from the beginning, see this article, read it, and hit the next button until you see more entries.  Meanwhile…

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Bugaster Mallor’s house was the only place large enough to comfortably accommodate guests in the little algae farming village of Alish, which had the humbling effect of making the head of government into an occasional innkeep.  But in a sense, it was a privilege to host people from far away, to enjoy a greater share of the company of people you had never met, while most of Alish’s people were all too familiar with each other.

Construction in the wind-scoured hills needed to either have flexibility to bend in the wind, or solidity enough to stand unbowed – the middle ground would lead to disaster.  Most of the village’s houses had solid vertical metal beams sunk deep in the ground, but intentionally left unjoined by inflexible material to prevent cracking.  The rest of the structure would be layered flexible materials, with the outermost layers mostly a shiny corrugated white plastic.  The Bugasters grand house was, instead, built like a castle.  Not a large castle, but one with extremely thick stone walls, enameled with scallops of the same white plastic as the rest of the village.  All the openings in that stone were layered and sealed with perfect engineering to render the interior nearly immune to the discomforts of the weather.  You couldn’t open most of the heavy windows without machinery, but they let in the light and kept out the snow.

It had two levels above ground and one beneath, with the upper level reserved for the rooms that had to be the most impressive.  The three largest were the ballroom and the living rooms of the master suite and the guest suite, each topped with a clear dome, having microstructure that resisted accumulations of snow and ice.  When the lights were all off at night, through them you could see the stars.  When the lights were on, they provided only strange fishbowl reflections of the rooms beneath – lavishly appointed with eclectic furnishings and decor, over lacquered colorful stone tile reminiscent of riverbeds, lit by an assortment of warm white lamps shaped like tall rectangles and cylinders, and three huge decorative heating tanks, which each looked like a sequence of frosted translucent glass dominos that slowly pulsed with yellow-orange glow, as the chemicals within swirled and cycled through warming and cooling phases.

On a great couch mounded with furs, the sisters lay at opposite ends, Josefina with Ombunculita across her lap.  They still wore the finery from the endless party, but the details were getting shabby.  To survive the social pain, they had drunk to excess, and were nearing the limit of their consciousness.  But they hadn’t enough of each other’s company by the time the party ended, and so they shooed Umbrifer and Darter to their rooms, and dwelled in that fancy room a while longer.

Ombunculita snored soft and high-pitched, sounding more like a housepet than a human-derived creature.  Josefina would drift off, then get snapped back to bleary consciousness by a word from Blasfemia, then the same thing in reverse, over and over, allowing that family reunion to happen in slow motion.

“Josefina, hermana, what was in the Torre?  I just… can’t imagine what you were doing, with no food or water or fire…  For how many months?”

“Mm?”  She tried to open her eyes, roll her head to look more fully at Blasfemia.  “Witchery, hermanita.  You know how Umbrifer came from the astrocielo?  Before it did that, it did not need to eat or drink or breathe.  Spirits only pretend to do these things, like a feeling to experience.”

“Huh?”

“I was in the spirit, so I lived like a spirit.  I thought I was thirsty, but I wasn’t really drinking.  Everything around me was an illusion, but illusions were all my body needed.”

“God damn, that’s trippy.”  The answer didn’t satisfy her, but it did help her realize that no answer would.  She began to drift off.

“Hey.  Why did you ask?”

Blasfemia stirred with a snort.  “What did I ask?”

“About the Torre Alucine.  What it was like.”

“Oh, just, I still think about it, all the time.  I can’t stop thinking about them, back in the Stars.  Just planet after planet of jerks, being gross to you.  I thought …  it was smart to come to the Heathen Worlds.  These jokers don’t speak no language you’d see in Church bullshit.  How could they know about that crap?  They can’t.”

“That wasn’t the only reason I came here.”

“How did you end all the way outside the Ice?”

“I ran away to Abuela, told her everything.  She doesn’t watch tele, you know?  I felt like I was burning alive, like nowhere could ever be safe, like I should just die but I didn’t want to kill myself.”

Blasfemia shed a tear but didn’t say anything.  “Mmhm.”

“So she told me that the answer was to find peace with myself.  Some stuff like, every soul is alone, no matter who we’re with, so we all need to find peace with ourselves.  I needed to know myself to get through it all.  And being young, it made things harder.  She said when you live a long time, it happens all by itself.  But kids are too new, have changed so much so many times when they grow up, they don’t know who they are.”

“That does sound wise.  Maybe she isn’t just a freaky old weirdo.”

Josefina smiled.  “She’s a freaky old weirdo, but not just that, yeah…  Basically, I went to the Torre Alucine to experience some vision of my life that was so intense, it would show me who I am, without having to wait around for years to figure it out.”

“I know who you are, hermana.  You’re a funny lady with weird ideas, weird friends, weird things you like to do.  But you’re so nice, just the sweetest person in the world.  I can’t live without you anymore, OK?”  She reached out a hand, grasping at the air, but neither of them were in a condition to get up and make the physical connection just then.

Josefina made a grasping hand gesture as well.  I squeeze your hand.  Then she returned that hand to Ombunculita’s little ribs, and she shifted in her sleep.  “You do know me, but that looks a little different from inside my head.  And another funny thing about the Torre – I can see things now, so clear.  The ideals are everywhere.  It’s overwhelming, but also…  I can just let it wash over me.  Like a drop of water is too cold, but when you get all the way into the water, it’s less of a shock.”

“Is that intuitive stuff again?”

“I know.  I’ll shut up about it…  What about you?  I didn’t want to leave you, but I couldn’t do anything for anybody when it was like that.  Sounds like you got in the worst kind of trouble.  How the hell did it happen?”

“Aren’t you supposed to just know?”

“Not like that.  What I don’t get is that… you’re so wild, people treat you like a dangerous animal.  No way you just sweet-talked your way onto an astronave bound for the Walled City.  How did it happen?”

“Well, whenever people were being gross about you, I would cuss them out, or hit them.  But it was everybody, everywhere, all the time!  So they could laugh it off, because how can I punch everyone?  They felt safe in a big bunch like that.  Until I started hurting them, started killing angels.”

“Oh no,” Josefina said softly.  She bit her lips.

“All the places in town got angels, you know, like hospitals and fire stations and the tele station, whatever.  So I’m making a scene downtown and the angel of the tele station actually came out in the street to make fun of me.  You know what I can do.  It was a big fuckin’ mistake.”

“That’s when you changed your name.”

“I told them if God doesn’t like you, I don’t like God.  I killed some angels, killed some guys, got put in jail.”

“Was there a jailbreak?  Bunch of convicts hijacked an astronave and went after the pope?”

“No convicts.  These college kids.  Big revolutionaries.  They got me out, took me to Dio 6.  Anyway, I didn’t know it was going to mess up the world.  Who would know that?  A pope’s just a guy.  It doesn’t make any fucking sense.”

“I’m sorry, hermanita.  Well, I’m sure it’ll all settle down eventually.  Like, the astrocielo, the politics of it all.  Not life for you and me, though.  We’re just done for.  Old lives over, no home left in the Stars.  But long space is long.  We can find a place where they’ll never find us.”

Blasfemia covered her face in a pillow.

“Are you OK, baby?”

“I blew it, huh?”

“If it was just what happened to me, we could live forever as whipping girls.  But what you did can never be forgiven.  They’ll want to kill you so bad.  Don’t let ’em do it, Ximura.  I need you, too.”

“Ugggh,” she punched the pillow away, “It should be like a school fight.  Each side has a guy.  Me versus the pope.  Whoever wins wins, and it’s fucking over.  I beat them fair and square.  How are they going to act like they got any right to get me now?  Put up another guy, I’ll kill him too.”

Josefina sighed.  “You hafta learn this lesson, mija.  You gotta get it through your head.  Nothing is like a school fight.  That’s not how it works.  You can’t just trade punches ’til it’s over, because the Universe will never run out of punch guys, so it’ll never be over.”

“I hate it.”

“At least now you know.”

Blasfemia closed her eyes and tried to let the booze soak up the bad feelings.  It didn’t work as well as she’d hoped.

Josefina said, “I love you.  Try to think about something else…  So you finally met my Abuela, huh?  What did you think about that?”

She chuckled.  “Those little clone monkeys are so gross.  At least when you have a baby it’ll grow up to take care of itself.  Is Ombonculita ever gonna grow up to be something?  God, I don’t even want to imagine.  They freak me out.  Cora freaked me out.”

“That’s her science.  Life.  She knows some other brujeria, but she actually studied biology at a University, I think.”

“What did she do to herself?  No way she looked like that when she was in school.”

“Vanity.  To make herself look young, with magic… the methods are far from perfect.”

“You’re tellin’ me.  She looks like somebody blew a baby head up like a balloon and stuck it on a kid with old people skin.  I just can’t help but think where that’s all goin’.  When she gets too old to do stuff for herself, when she dies and all the monkeys need to eat.”  She shuddered.

“Aww.”  Josefina wondered herself, but didn’t want to dwell on the subject.  “She made me this one, so I could have her with me forever.  It is her, more than a child would be.  It really has something of her inside it.  I don’t really understand what or how.  But it’s very interesting.”

“Don’t let me ever be interesting, Josie.”

By and by, they sorted themselves out for the night.  The sisters shared a bed, some little fear of being taken away from each other again, but they would likely start sleeping apart soon.  Who knows when Josefina would start bedding weirdos again?  And Blasfemia wasn’t as wild in romance, but would surely like the privacy to pursue love when they arose.

The awkwardness on Borland 1 did not improve with time.  They were most interesting thing to happen for an age, in that village of Alish.  Nobody would leave the visitors alone.  Day in, day out, cultural exchanges and learning experiences, and pleasantry so false none could believe it, yet it was necessary, enforced by the charitable nature of their stay.

Darter and Umbrifer learned to speak without translators, and became as thick as thieves.  Unfortunately for the sisters, they lost the excuse of language barrier, because the boys had worked out a translator from Borlante to Corazono and back.  Anybody in town could get their mobile to read each other’s words.

Blasfemia and Josefina began drinking to excess, though Josefina reined it in when once she badly distressed Ombunculita, by neglecting her for several hours.  When she could slip away from other obligations, Josefina spent some time studying the Leveret, seeing if she could talk with her.

One day she was there, Ombonculita over her shoulder, watching the machine spirit sleep.  The sky was overcast but not snowing at the moment, though the earth was still, as always, blanketed in white.  The Leveret was strange but beautiful, every mechanism and detail decorative in one way or another.  Josefina stroked one of the giant horse heads, with gloved hand, running her fingers through the grooves in the sculpture.  Where did the spirit end and the machine begin?  How had the machine been formed in the first place?  Wasn’t like the astrocielo had body shops, that she knew of.

The Leveret stirred within her metal.  There was no movement to see, just a vibration that Josefina could feel.  Josie said, “Good morning, guapa,” and listened for a response.  Nothing, but that wasn’t how she communicated with Umbrifer either, was it?

Umbrifer had given her a code to get into the astronave, when they had been keeping Ombonculita’s diapers and other supplies in there.  She used her mobile to transmit it, then clambered inside – careful not to bump the homunculus.

Josefina sat in the pilot seat, and looked over the control panel.  There was a resting spot on the dashboard for tools, beverages, and such.  She sat Ombunculita there, and took off her parka.  “How does this all work?”  She didn’t know why the question came out that way; it wasn’t what she really wanted to know.  She just wanted to talk with the Leveret – or if it was a nonverbal spirit, commune with her feelings.

Ombunculita was bored, but that was so much of her life that she had a way of dealing with it.  She just laid her hands in her lap, let her head loll, and spaced out.  Josefina had gotten used to it, was less worried when it happened, and thus able to focus on her current interest.  She touched the controls.

Another reaction.  Some kind of sound, from farther back in the craft.  She wasn’t sure if it was audible in the material world, or was a spirit perception.  She took off her gloves and began again.  As she touched each switch, each knob, each lever, she sensed their purpose, as if the Leveret’s body was her own, and she was feeling part of that body move.  It was intriguing, and she kept brushing her fingers back and forth over the controls, letting the ideas jumble and overlap, and add up to an impression of the whole thing, grinning foolishly.

Behind her, more sounds, and lights flicked on.  A groan in the belly of the craft became a groan in her own stomach, and she stopped cold.  For some reason, she instinctively gripped the helm with both hands as she did.

I need food.  Please.

She couldn’t help but reply to the Leveret through her own feelings.

I’m sorry.  I’m so sorry I woke you up, because I have no food for you now.

What came back was a vague sadness, with no concrete idea attached.  Josefina’s face was miserable, and Ombunculita did an impression of it.

She asked the Leveret, Can you go back to sleep?  I will leave you alone.

She powered down with a spiritual sigh.

Josefina heard the hatch open, and someone hastily scrambling to get in.  She had come to recognize the sound of Umbrifer’s paws on metal, and spun the chair to face it.

Umbrifer’s eye was furious, kitty mouth in a wild grimace.  “What did you do?”

Josefina had done nothing of consequence, but when Umbrifer realized that she could operate the Leveret, it felt threatened in a way it had never experienced.  Its lifestyle was such that threats of violence or death were not unusual, but the possibility of its ship flying away with someone else?

The unlikelihood of that happening was the only thing that kept it from being a total blowup, but Umbrifer soon found itself tempted to excess drink as well, bumming around the village with Darter.  It found the bar scene, where Blasfemia had, in Josefina’s absence, begun to party with the village toughs, and it receded into the shadows there.

The bar was all armwrestling and knife-throwing and sloppy dancing.  The big man Carr seemed to all the natural recipient for Blasfemia’s affections.  Why shouldn’t the town’s best man get the most interesting new lady?  But she didn’t let anyone monopolize her attention, even in a drunken state.

The most ardent were Kabel – a big woman with close-cropped hair, Carr – though he tried to act less eager than he was, and Dab and Blagh – two handsome young guys who were kind of indistinguishable to her eyes, as pleasant as they tried to be.

Dab said, “I swear, these knives of yours are making themselves fly true.  Why else would you have less accuracy with the house knives?”

She read his words off her mobile, which sat on the table amid towering mugs of alcohol.  “Think I’m cheating, Dab?”

He smiled at her over his own mobile.  It was a strange scene whenever people gathered around one of the women, everybody looking up and down over and over again.  “Not a problem because we can all just use the same knives, but I’d like to see how it works.  May I?”

Kabel and some other random toughs were also squeezed in around the table, jesting and drinking.  Kabel was drinking away her jealousy, more shy than the boys in vying for Blasfemia’s time.

Blasfemia handed him one of her tools, in its typical knife blade form.  Before she sat it down, she turned it into a chisel and back, to demonstrate its qualities to those who didn’t know.  Its knife shape was very consistent, seemingly down to the millimeter.

But Dab put it down on the table, and with one of the house knives, scored a line around it.  Then he handed it back to her.  “Throw it, and I will fetch it for you.”

She stood, readied herself in front of the target, and announced her intention to throw.  “Klate!”  It was one of few words she had learned in Borlante.  Hitting the target was not at all difficult.  The experienced throwers in the bar usually increased the challenge by getting drunk first.  Blasfemia wasn’t drunk enough to miss by an amusing amount at that time.

Dab brought it back to the table and sat it down, tracing its outline again in the same spot on the table.

“Stoppy tabbly glayig, yun zock!,” the barkeep yelled.

Everybody laughed it off, and people at the table leaned in to witness.  The knife had subtly changed shape when the threw it, the weight of the blade shifting its balance.  It was most noticeable where the curve altered course along the leading edge – under normal circumstances, the transition was smooth; in the thrown form, it had become a corner.

Blasfemia put the knife away and rubbed her head.  “I had no idea…”

Conversation gradually turned again to the Company caravan, as Blasfemia was unwilling to say much honest about what lay behind her.  She was bored about the Company caravan.  People were far too comfortable repeating themselves in that little village.

It was set to happen before their hundred days elapsed. A Company caravan would visit the village, and levy its tax of protection money, among other forms of banditry. As long as they left enough to live on, the Alishers had no intention of rocking that boat. But would it be enough to live on? And should a conflict arise, just what were the visitors capable of?

Blasfemia was dismissive.  In part, because she knew Josefina, Umbrifer, and Ombunculita were dead weight in a fight.  In part, because all she wanted to do was take Josefina and leave – find some place to live with more to eat than reconstituted protozoa.

The awkwardness didn’t stop.

And in the background, a big pink eye would occasionally look her way, in annoyance.  Umbrifer asked Darter, in their shared hybrid language, “You used belong to this Company.  Do you think the caravan will cause trouble while we are here?”

“I really don’t know.  I’ll say this: it’s not like a war.  Just a little dust-up.  If everyone is careful, nothing horrible happens.”

“What’s careful?”

“Be submissive when someone else has a gun, but also unyielding – don’t look like moving through you is going to be easy enough to be worth it.  It’s a tough balance and nobody can do it perfect every time.”

“Oh yeah, I’ve done that.  I’m pretty good at it, actually.  But if we mess up, what’s a horrible thing?”

“Rape, murder, the farm gets messed up and people starve.  Sometimes it’ll just be a couple of tragedies, like, the bastards will be OK with a tribute of suffering.  Messing up one victim while everybody else has to watch.  If it blows up, that’s when more people get hurt.”

It covered its eye.  “Ugh.”  It looked at Blasfemia’s little group of drunks again.  “Why does the Company always win in these stories?  Better weapons?  More soldiers?”

“Yeah.  Even if a village wins, it loses, because they’ll send more guys the next time.  Again, if the bugaster is smooth, submissive but not yielding, and there’s any question about how much it would hurt, the Company might let it go, with just a tribute of pain for their trouble.  Better to not win a fight with them in the first place, not have to depend on that negotiation.”

“I’ve got a problem, Darter.”

“Yes, Umbrifer?”

“If there’s a fight, Blasfemia might be able to help them win.  She has done things that you would never believe.  And this is good, because we could leverage that to purchase my fuel, and leave here.”

“But if you win a fight and leave here, we are defenseless against the Company’s next move.”

“What’s it like, being dead?”

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See this previous post for a communication to any who would join me in writing.  For a thought on David Lynch, see this article.  And see this article to read the story from the beginning.  Meanwhile…

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Xihuani was so much human meat.  Could there be anything else left of her?  Once there was a sense of self, a sense of a place in the world.  Pride, people, humanity.  She had let herself be swept up in grievances, in annoyance at the ways the system just didn’t live up to her ideals.  But that led to murder.  So many murders.  How many had she personally killed?  It was impossible to be certain, when all her friends were pulling triggers at once.  And there.  The linchpin.  The beast.  Blasfemia.

The very fact that the heavens fell when she slew the pope, that justified the idea that the Church truly was special – truly deserved its place of primacy over all the peoples and cultures of the Stars of Weal.  Who was she to question that?  To seek to undo it?  The shreds of her childish daydreams seemed so provincial after all that.

And more importantly, after the consequences of it.  The hours of terror, running, cowering in darkness, knowing that it was all so inevitable.  The dragging, the beating, the stripping.  They were all the same, in that room where Blasfemia had cut down the sky.  They were blood and bone and flesh suffused with cruel, cruel pain.

Then it was off to be healed, to be put in proper order for a no doubt even more sadistic sentence.  Deserved, perhaps, but what was right and wrong no longer had any meaning at all.  There was only a body – a vehicle for torment – and a soul that would never know hope again.

Jorge was atomized, so many grains of experience spilled across the tiles, adding up to nothing.  Coherence had been beaten out of him.  His last thought was to escape to the spirit world, to set his soul free.  He had learned something of the principles of transubstantiation in seminary.  But he was still a novice, and worse, he could not focus enough to exercise the most basic workings of all.

The spill happened over and over again.  Gather as much of yourself as you can, put all the bits back in your skull, and focus.  Just focus, if you can, on anything.  The pain itself, why not?

But he couldn’t see anything.  It was all bursts of this and that, moments like firecrackers on a string, flying apart one after another.  He was nothing.

Zochino had, under the ministration of the Church’s medical scientists, come farther than Xihuani and Jorge, able to make more sense of what was actually happening to them.  They were being held in a normal enough hospital – the only one within the Walled City.  The floor had been cordoned off to serve no one but the assassins.  The security was performative, but what a performance!  There was always, always a line of men outside that door, side by side by side, like paper dolls.

He had his own room, and imagined that was true of the others as well.  By that time, their identities must be known, and who knows what was happening to the other people in their lives?  To friends, to families?

Jailbreaking Blasfemia was the real beginning of the end for them.  It made them – especially Cristina and himself – feel like anything was possible.  It wasn’t just principles anymore; it was praxis.  And then she entered the discussion.  It went so quickly from destroying the Church to just killing all the priests.  Her sister was humiliated before the whole damn Universe, and she wanted to see that Universe drown in blood for its insult.  How could such a savage turn the minds of civilized people?  What power did she possess?

None.  Zochino had let her do it.  He reveled in feeling powerful, feeling like he could do something – anything at all – in the face of an eternal status quo, an unbreakable dogma.  It all just seemed so abstract, from that hospital bed, knowing that all his remaining life would be spent in unimaginable punishment.  He cried for himself, but there was enough left of his former idealism to weep for everyone who had suffered and who was going to suffer for his weaknesses.  Especially for his comrades.

And a scant ten meters away, in another room, the last of the comrades felt another way entirely.  Cristina’s tortures had never stopped.  Some part of her mind was convinced her fingers had been burned away, and strapped down and drugged, she could not tell it otherwise.  Her body was mutilated, unjustly.

Who would be called to account?  How could it be made right?  It could not.  Only God could make it right, by dying.  Jorge used to say there was an old legend that God had come to earth as a duende, killed by barbarian persecutors, and that the sacrifice of that body had given some gift to the whole human race.  Why had the legend been forgotten?  Who cared?  It was forbidden knowledge by that point, because it was heresy.

She’d always liked heresies, and that’s why her only prayer was to see that one come to pass.  To see God in the flesh again, suffering as she was.  To burn off his fingers, to burn off his dick.  To slash his throat and pull his tongue out through the wound.  Her body was her own.  How dare anyone, no matter if it was the creator of the Universe, take from Cristina any part of herself?  If the saints wanted her fingernails, she wanted their fingers.  If god wanted her fingers, she wanted his life.

Burn, o Heaven, burn.  Hatred kept her alive.

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