I don’t wanna bother anyone who doesn’t wanna be bothered, and the person I’m about to mention, when last seen, was on some “don’t bother me” business, but in this moment I cannot resist (besides they’re ungooglable so i’m probably in the clear). Many years ago now, I was in a contentious comment section, when a young lady possibly having a manic episode got into frantic posting, which I matched. But should I have? Probably best to help calm people down when they get too hype.
Especially when it’s a person who makes themself too visible, gets embarrassed, and deletes their existence. I think she changed her name like three times in the course of that conversation alone. Somehow I ended up seeing a blog of her writing elsewhere, and it was erotic in nature – again to be disappeared, perhaps from a fit of embarrassment. I don’t know how much of what I remember is vibes and how much was revelations, but I believe she was very poor – possibly in public housing. I could say a bit more, but obviously she didn’t want to be known.
The Vampyress is immortal but exists at the outer limit of entropy, capturing the imaginations particularly of those who are haunted by mortality and living in the half-light of gothery. The Vampyress drinks of the well of life until there is nothing left; in the case of her erotic fiction self-insert that wasn’t just blood.
I hope she’s alive and well in this World of Darkness, and the same for all my long-absent commenters – especially the few who I have reasonable cause to suspect are no longer alive. Let that reasoning be wrong. If you see this and know who you are, drop an anonymous comment, or too many comments by various names until you run away blushing and deleted once again. I won’t forget you.
(EDIT TO ADD … don’t read too much into the lyrics of this song, just a feelin is all …)
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